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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Nov 26, 2021 07:45AM
and when people stop caring about me I let them
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I don't give anyone a reason to linger
but what's worse is I don't really plan on getting better.
I'm in therapy but I don't think I'm getting anything from it
It's been years and I feel like we've made no progress
Like I'm doing and choosing all the wrong things
What if this isn't what I should be doing
What if I should've just went for creative writing even though that's not the best financial plan
What if nothing makes me happy like writing makes me happy
Teaching requires so many years of school
I don't want to have to switch majors down the road
I already know I want multiple degrees and plan on going back to college at some point
A customer told me to f off yesterday and I wanted to both cry and laugh
My mom's ex came through the drive thru
Which one, you might be wondering as she has so many
the one who left in the middle of the night like a coward
His dad died recently is what my mom told me
I feel bad but that doesn't excuse his actions
whoop I wrote emotions at first that was terrible lmao
I'm trying to look for a new job first
but you need hella experience and I've got none
I'm about to have therapy and I don't think I can do this anymore
I feel like I’m always all over the place.
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
