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[Erin]

I haven't read them yet

[Erin]

but I will and I will respond but I can't yet

[Erin]

I think there's something really wrong with me right now

[Erin]

and I don't know what to do

[Erin]

I'm really freaking out

[Erin]

My wrist hurts

[Erin]

And so does my ankle

[Erin]

And my sides

[Erin]

And my stomach

[Erin]

And my chest

[Erin]

And my legs

[Erin]

And my head

[Erin]

And my arms

[Erin]

And the pain keeps extending

[Erin]

And idk why

[Erin]

I wish I wasn't broken

[Erin]

I wish I was never born

[Erin]

I wish my parents had never met

[Erin]

and I know that these are all terrible things to have been saying but

[Erin]

It's true

[Erin]

and I hate my mom

[Erin]

I love her and I hate her

[Erin]

and that makes no fucking sense

[Erin]

and I wonder if I will ever love myself the way I love my mom because if I'm still able to love her maybe I can love me

[Erin]

But that's so fucking horrible

[Erin]

So instead

[Erin]

I wish I was never born

[Erin]

And because that's impossible I'll have to do something extreme like

[Erin]

Well you know

[Erin]

I'm tired

[Erin]

*hugs back*

[Erin]

When you're falling in a forest and nobody is around do you ever really crash or even make a sound

[Erin]

Ahhh

[Erin]

So I'm going home soon but it feels like I'm leaving it

[Erin]

But what is home

[Erin]

To a girl in a lifeless body

[Erin]

constantly floating

[Erin]

forever roaming

[Erin]

never knowing anything

[Erin]

or anyone

[Erin]

never loving anything

[Erin]

or anyone

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never being anything or

[Erin]

anyone

[Erin]

just an

[Erin]

empty

[Erin]

lifeless

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piece

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of

[Erin]

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