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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Apr 18, 2021 07:11PM
I fucking hate this place
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why is this still the only place that's felt like home
the only people I kept was actually family members lmao
Erin wrote: "okay but I read this thing the other day about how it makes sense that you fall in love with your friends and that just made everything make sense to me and I know it's like what's been happening w..."Erin wrote: "I seriously think I just fall in love with people and mistake it for romantic love when it's really just platonic and I'm upset because I've lost people over that"
ah i know that feeling all too well. that happened to me too many times, before realizing i'm aromantic
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "erin!!"ALEX OMG I MISS YOU SO MUCH
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "okay but I read this thing the other day about how it makes sense that you fall in love with your friends and that just made everything make sense to me and I know it's like what's bee..."AHHHH DOES THIS MEAN I SHOULD BE QUESTIONING MYSELF AGAIN AHHH
but I'm tired of trying to label myself
So imma just roll with whatever this is
I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S ALL I REALLY KNOW
oh did I tell you guys I'm actually going to prom and not avoiding it
who would have thought
I'm trying to prepare myself for the day my mom will kick me out
I'm trying to have a dozen plans in case a single one falls through
but I don't want the people I love to be unhappy
but does it even matter if I don't feel happy
if I'm slowly and not so slowly losing my mind
if one day I'm like telling myself go jump off the banister
and now it's less than a month before my birthday
it's personal
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