it's personal discussion
150+ views
>
trying to feel like me again
message 10251:
by
Erin
(new)
Feb 01, 2021 05:18PM
I couldn't remember the word remember so I started writing memorying and then had to google it because it didn't look right and that's when I remember remember was a word lmao
reply
|
flag
her voice is just so pretty and I just discovered her music and I'm in love with this song
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I couldn't remember the word remember so I started writing memorying and then had to google it because it didn't look right and that's when I remember remember was a word lmao"Oh wow..."
Yessss I'm a mess lol
Okay but I'm actually having trouble remembering a lot
It might be my meds but it could also be any of my mental problems
Erin wrote: "I have a deadline"oh i met my deadline btw
I feel so unhealthy and it just keeps pissing me off but its my fault so???
also, I wish GoodReads would let you keep old messages of people who deleted their accounts and just say deleted user
I lowkey kinda want to start doing old things again but you know trying to stay "sober" oof
bad thoughts don't have to lead to bad actions.
Erin wrote: "bad thoughts don't have to lead to bad actions."SCREAM THIS OFF THE TOP OF ROOFTOPS
Erin wrote: "bad thoughts don't have to lead to bad actions."seriously though this needs to be taught
Erin wrote: "bad thoughts don't have to lead to bad actions."this is super duper important
I want fishnets and plaid skirts and skirts in general but also just fishnets
oh but guys guess what positive thing I said to myself today????
"You might actually be kinda pretty-"
"-minus the normal teenage acne, your face is clearer than most, your eyes are so nice, and your nose isn't the worst nose"
I used to talk to myself all the time when I was younger through mirrors so why do I think I'm ugly lmao
it's because my personality is one of a bitch lmao
seriously though like I'm actually a bitch
like I'm kind of really mean and a huge asshole to people and I don't apologize to people directly
but hey at least I'm not that ugly XD
okay imma go for now (I'm supposed to be doing school lol)
I wish I didn't have to eat or drink or do all these stupid human things
if I could I'd give up living for an eternity of writing
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
