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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Jan 18, 2021 02:54PM
*hugs back* Thanks :)
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ALSO GUYSSSSS I HAVE NEW MUSIC TO INTRODUCE YOU TO
and like the history of it and MLK Jr and all that
it's a musical written by Joriah Kwame who is literally amazing and so talented ahh
those are the only songs he's released of it as far as I know but he also has other music on his channel from his other musicals
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "*hugs back* Thanks :)"You're welcome. :) I'm sorry you're sad"
It's okay, it's not your fault and I'm working on getting better :)
How are you doing though??
oh for anyone who remembers who he is- my mom finally blocked Matt and his family on facebook
Erin wrote: "oh for anyone who remembers who he is- my mom finally blocked Matt and his family on facebook"I feel so proud XD
that sounds horrible if you don't know the situation but know it's justified
so much has happened since I started this journal
like I hadn't updated it to keep it accurate
Both my brother and Alex identified themselves during this time- for my brother I had his name as Alec which was the first name he had chose but now it's Levimy mom and Bill's entire relationship went down the drain
most of the people on my friends list I don't talk to anymore
I erased only one of my friends though and that's because he wasn't really my friend but he hung out with my friends and dated one of them and ended up being a piece of shit so yeah
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "*hugs back* Thanks :)"You're welcome. :) I'm sorry you're sad"
It's okay, it's not your fault and I'm working on getting better :)
How are you doing t..."
Aw yay, I'm really glad!!!! :D
I hope everything goes good with your decision-making, and if you need any help with anything or just someone to talk to I'm always here for you
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "*hugs back* Thanks :)"You're welcome. :) I'm sorry you're sad"
It's okay, it's not your fault and I'm working on getting be..."
Anytime! ^_^
so I'm lowkey avoiding my homework again and by lowkey I mean I've done nothing all day whoops
it's last semester stuff too so it's getting really bad
it's just homework is really hard for me to do and not because i don't know how to do it but because i do and what i think is never good enough for me so i rewrite and erase and over and over again and it's just not good
so I'm watching this video right now and it's like a channel about this family and so this video specifically is about school work and mental health and it's kinda exactly what I need right now so yeah
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "so I'm lowkey avoiding my homework again and by lowkey I mean I've done nothing all day whoops"SAME"
HAHA GOTTA LOVE IT XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "why am i so weird"I feel this on a spiritual level. XD"
hahaha omg I love that
I sorta told a tiny lie to my mom but it's whatever I'm already going to hell
you know sometimes I honestly love myself and my stupidity because it's like idk brilliant or something XD
my brother kept saying we had crack energy lmao
idk where he got that from but i love and hate it haha
my mom*on the phone*: I know what it's like to have little kids who are little hethians me: EXCUSE DA FUCKING ME????
and I know that's bad and all but I can't help it
she fucking pisses me off all the time so lets be annoying
Erin wrote: "my mom*on the phone*: I know what it's like to have little kids who are little hethians me: EXCUSE DA FUCKING ME????"
although I kept my mouth shut and didn't actually say that THIS time
I'm trying really hard to be a bitch like my mom but I feel guilty all the fucking time
it's personal
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