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[Erin]

but I'm okay

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youtube.com/watch?v=VzRxrJHHyZI

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listening to this song for the first time

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already in love

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Erin wrote: "youtube.com/watch?v=VzRxrJHHyZI"

trigger warning: self-harm + suicide

[Erin]

also heartbreak

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omg

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shit

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it hurts

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this fucking song

[Erin]

ahhhhhhhh imma scream internally for a couple of posts but I'll put it in spoilers so don't bother reading because I kind of went all out

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I WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I REALLLY WANNA FUCKING DIE
I'm HONESTLY ABOUT TO CRY
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stop reading my lordy
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I'm trying so hard to be okay so why do I always feel this way

I've done so much to get better

so why the hell am I still here

why am I still scared


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[Erin]

I'm trying

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[Erin]

I'm trying

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I'm trying

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stop reading my depressing crap.

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you deserve to be okay.

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you deserve to be happy.

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you deserve to feel loved.

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[Erin]

I promise I'm trying

[Erin]

go ahead and break my heart againnnnn

[Erin]

aw goodreads thanks love

[Erin]

sometimes I can comment

[Erin]

sometimes I can't

[Erin]

I thought maybe it was a number thing but like it lets me post now so idk

[Erin]

i feel so unhealthy

[Erin]

i keep drinking pop

[Erin]

and it's pissing me off

[Erin]

but i'm addicted

[Erin]

It helps my headaches because I'm addicted lmao

[Erin]

youtube.com/watch?v=HjmBLCbTgDo&l...

[Erin]

In case you felt like listening to the song i am

[Erin]

It's the one I started with

[Erin]

Erin wrote: "go ahead and break my heart againnnnn"

this one lmao

[Erin]

I'm not listening to that playlist tho I just wanted that song lmao

[Erin]

I've changed it now

[Erin]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjr2W...

[Erin]

I just think it's interesting sorry for posting so many links today lol

[Erin]

youtube.com/watch?v=hVvJk9ClAS0

[Erin]

oof

[Erin]

I did it again

[Erin]

I'm just really feeling music today

[Erin]

sometimes I can't listen and it's annoying

[Erin]

me and my weird sensory issues 101

[Erin]

lmao

[Erin]

okay but now sense I mentioned it

[Erin]

I don't think I've ever really talked about my problems with sensory things on here

[Erin]

and because I'm using this for my mental health journal thing ma bob of sorts

[Erin]

lets have a mental health chat about sensory :)

[Erin]

basically there's this level of arousal (the fear kind of arousal) and it's basically designed to show where a healthy nervous system is supposed to be and when it's over or under and all that kind of stuff

[Erin]

a lot of people have loads of different sensory issues but it's most commonly seen in people who are on the autism spectrum

[Erin]

I currently don't know if I'm on that spectrum. I'm supposed to be seeing somebody about it but you know life is slow lol :D

[Erin]

okay but so there's like a high level where you're super anxious or overwhelmed or angry

[Erin]

and then there's this low level where you feel disconnected to things, you don't show much emotion/facial expressions are flat, some shut down, some have memory loss

[Erin]

and then there's the middle ground where people are kinda supposed to be where they like are able to be emotionally regulated. It's basically the comfort zone