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[Erin]

I shouldn't wake her

[Erin]

I can't wake her

[Erin]

I don't think I'm going to take my medicine or sleep tonight though.

[Erin]

I need to wake up tomorrow.

[Erin]

Well bye!

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: " Are you gonna read Challenger Deep after you email your teacher XD

Also, thank you for your announcement page note! I'm going to..."

See?! I'm so glad you read it!! Thank you, truly!!!
Did it make more sense after the first chapters?
Until the end I foolishly thought the Captain was someone in Caden's life, like around him I mean.

Sure! Haha XD I'm glad it's not! Good for you.

Well of course I wouldn't! I'd be horrible XD Oh you haven't?! She's fun to rp with! That's great! I will PM you this evening most likely. Going to see family soon.

[Erin]

Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: " Are you gonna read Challenger Deep after you email your teacher XD

Also, thank you for your announcement page note!..."

I'm glad I read it too!!! Thank you for recommending it to me!!! Yeah it did. I sorta thought the same thing, like I thought everyone on the ship would relate to someone in his actual life, and yeah some of them did, but not all of them. I see the Captain as the thing he'll always struggle with, like his inner darkness or his fear of a relapse. Sorry if that doesn't make since I didn't sleep well last night so I'm not sure how clear my thoughts sound, not that they really ever tend to be clear. They're quite messy.

:D Yeah, same! I'm still debating on if I want to change any of the classes I originally wanted because that trip to the highschool had made me doubt myself more, haha.

You wouldn't be horrible! I would just put some stupid logical explanation for it and all the blame would fall to myself XD Yay, now I'm excited!! And that's fine, have fun with your family! :)

[Erin]

My dog isn't help this weird paranoia thing I have going on. Looking out the window behind me with wide eyes. Gods I just almost cried.

[Erin]

Ahhhhhhhhhh

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I just wrote to an organization that holds a writing contest and I misused a letter in their acronym! Nooo!

[Erin]

Oh no! But it'll be fine! Mistakes like that happen all the time, and they've probably seen worse. I made a few mistakes in my piece that I entered I a writing contest and I didn't notice until right after I entered it, and I gave them the wrong email. So I'm sure one mistake we'll be fine!

[Erin]

Me: *tries to be positive about mistakes even though her Perfectionists mind is already yelling at her*

[Erin]

I still haven't done my homework ahhhh I've literally focused on nothing like most of the day

[Erin]

Except my thoughts.

[Erin]

I keep thinking and over thinking the process of thinking and I'm a mess

[Erin]

My sister won't get me a banana because I ate the last of the honeybuns :(

[Erin]

That's unfortunate of her.

[Erin]

(view spoiler)[ Now I must kill her. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Jk jk jk

[Erin]

I'm not a murder, okay Robert?

[Erin]

Whose Robert?

[Erin]

I don't know the person o murdered who lives in the science room

[Erin]

Wait what

[Erin]

Forget everything.

[Erin]

That I said I mean

[Erin]

Not your entire existence.

[Erin]

That'd be silly.

[Erin]

Ha ha ha ha

[Erin]

I'm an awkward weirdo ahhhh

[Erin]

Can someone remind me why I don't love myself?

[Erin]

Nevermind. Depression just did.

[Erin]

LOL I'M HILARIOUS XD

[Erin]

Hil-ar-i-ous

[Erin]

Yep that's me.

[Erin]

I'm sorry.

[Erin]

I don't know why I do this

[Erin]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Someone, pretty please?"

Yes! Give me a few minutes! Sorry for the delay! XD

[Erin]

Any certain type of rose?

[Erin]

Alright, looking on the internet now :)

[Erin]

Any of these work?:

https://goo.gl/images/xq8QoF

https://goo.gl/images/kz9Spz

https://goo.gl/images/5kULKs

[Erin]

You're welcome btw. It gives me an excuse to look at flowers.

[Erin]

I want to own a garden one day

[Erin]

I'll keep looking :)

[Erin]

How about any of these?:

https://goo.gl/images/NLQesM

https://goo.gl/images/gvRVsv

https://goo.gl/images/DwWkZq

https://goo.gl/images/9nGkW2

https://goo.gl/images/GdyBoz

[Erin]

You're welcome!! No problem!! Glad to be of help!! And thanks, haha, I try! XD

[Erin]

It really was no problem :) I'm here anytime

[Erin]

Except, you know, when I'm not XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would give you one but, you see, I really lov..."

If we lived closer we could give each other brownies and food and hang out together.

[Erin]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would give you one but, you see,..."

Yeah, that's true. One day maybe. I'm planning on traveling the world so maybe I'll bump into you at some point down the road.

[Erin]

I need someone to tell me I'm just being paranoid.