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message 9001: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I don't know how to be okay


message 9002: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments and I know that it's okay that I'm not


message 9003: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments or it should be


message 9004: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments but I don't wanna spend the rest of my life in a hospital


message 9005: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments but I'm going to die anyways


message 9006: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments so why can I die now


message 9007: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments on my terms


message 9008: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments because I don't feel like I'm living


message 9009: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments and I was told to wait until I was 18


message 9010: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments because after 18 is when I'd really start to live


message 9011: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments because I'd be in control


message 9012: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments but the truth is


message 9013: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I'm always going to feel this way


message 9014: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I tried getting help


message 9015: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments i tried meds


message 9016: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I tried working it out on my own


message 9017: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I've tried distractions


message 9018: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I've tried supressing


message 9019: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments Nothing fucking works.


message 9020: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Erin wrote: "the kind of numb where nothing really feels real and you're just kinda taking each day at a time but it's like time is moving really slow and really fast all at once and you don't even recognize yo..."
:( *hugs*


message 9021: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "the kind of numb where nothing really feels real and you're just kinda taking each day at a time but it's like time is moving really slow and really fast all at once and you don't even..."

*hugs back*


message 9022: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments welcome to my life, it's a disaster but it'd make a pretty good show XD


message 9023: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I mean I'd watch it if I wasn't me


message 9024: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments actually I probably wouldn't


message 9025: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments but it'd be a good diverse show with a lot of important aspects


message 9026: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments okay so uh I did something stupid


message 9027: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I fell down stairs


message 9028: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments backwards


message 9029: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments like the clumsy idiot I am


message 9030: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments and I fractured my leg in two places


message 9031: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments how fun


message 9032: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I hate myself omg


message 9033: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments it's honestly hilarious how much I hate myself


message 9034: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I'm like a dark comedy


message 9035: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments maybe


message 9036: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments idk


message 9037: by Erin (last edited Dec 31, 2020 05:31PM) (new)

Erin | 26808 comments guys I think Challenger Deep is my favorite book


message 9038: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I really want to reread it


message 9039: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments it's all I can think about


message 9040: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments It was so good


message 9041: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments and I felt understood


message 9042: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments and like I wasn't about to jump off a bridge every other hour


message 9043: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments yes hour


message 9044: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments not even day anymore


message 9045: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments that's how bad this has gotten


message 9046: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments Lillian wrote: "Oh, no. *hugs*"

yee I'm a mess *hugs back*


message 9047: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments Lillian wrote: "You're not a mess, and please.don't die."

I am though. and I'm trying ahh :D


message 9048: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments also guys I really am trying not to die


message 9049: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments like really


message 9050: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments I know I don't post all the good stuff


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