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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Feb 04, 2020 09:48PM
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Erin wrote: "a part of me feels like I need to prove my sexuality to people by dating like only people who are trans or nonbinary"you don't need to prove your sexuality to anyone.
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "*hugs*"*hugs back*
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "a part of me feels like I need to prove my sexuality to people by dating like only people who are trans or nonbinary"you don't need to prove your sexuality to anyone."
thank you, that's what I'm constantly trying to remind myself.
Awe Abigail deleted their account
I don't know if she ended up saying anything else after that :/
so guys I don't know how much I've talked about in on here but
there was this like technical school I really wanted to go for and so I had an interview for the theatre program
and I found out that I didn't get in today
my mom distracted me by making me research colleges and careers lol
now I'm gonna research ccp courses haha
Dear Her,I hate that you just left. You didn't give me anything. You just disappeared and you didn't give a fuck about how you hurt me. You didn't even reject me so that I could hope of getting over you. We were supposed to remain friends over everything else. i thought you would rather me be honest. But you wanna know what sucks? I don't know if I was the reason. Maybe you were just having a really bad day and you erased yourself from all social media, or maybe your parents made you delete it, or maybe there was some other reason- I don't know. Just maybe it wasn't my fault. But here's' the thing, I'll never know. Because you couldn't even break my heart. You just left me.
But you wanna know what's weird? I don't think I loved you in the way that I made it seem. Maybe it wasn't romantic. Or maybe I'm trying to pretend I'm getting over you because I want to, not because you left me. I don't know. Maybe it was just really strong, intense platonic love. And maybe I scared you away with my feelings and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for telling you, for hurting you, for making you feel like you had to leave. I miss us being friends, dreaming up adventures, and telling stories. I'm sorry I broke us.
Sincerely,
Me
guys I'm questing my sexuality again plot twist pfft
fyi: I'm still definitely not straight bc I'm too gay for that lol
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
They say that time's supposed to heal ya
WITH LOUD DEPRESSING THOUGHTS ON THE BRAIN
So that's good I guess
Hey guys, gals, and non-binary pals :D
I mean I don't think I ever officially left
But I think that coming back here is the next big step in my mental health journey
I'm thinking about going into politics
Does anyone remember the group I made forever ago titled Erin's going to take over the world or something like that and it was like a support group for me lol
I was planning on calling myself Dictator of the World
Putting my plans on the internet like that lol
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
