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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Sep 07, 2019 06:00PM
don't know if I told you guys this yet or not but I'm a vegetarian now
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There is this sadness and it's deep inside of me.
I've been trying to throw it away, but there's just something about it- something about it that makes me not able to look away.
I have tried to forget her. Tried to convince myself I was better off without her.
I know I can't forget her, that these feelings aren't just feelings that I can ignore and hope that they'll go away.
Because that's just not how these stupid emotions work.
And it's just I wish she had said something gave me a final message- god damn I just need to know why she left and I keep trying to tell myself that it's just for closure but I don't know
I loved her and I loved her and I lost her
trying to make humor out of my sadness i guess lol
she just left and vanished and I just really wish she's okay and that she did it to help herself and that it was better for her
I just really hope that she's okay and happy and safe
she deserves to be okay and happy and safe
i'm so emotionally tired and i don't know what to do
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! I like chickens... Sorry I laugh to much.
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "erinn *hugs*"alexxxxxxx *hugs back* ily
Melody wrote: "HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! I like chickens... Sorry I laugh to much."HHAAHAHAHAH DON'T APOLOGISE FOR THAT BECAUSE SOME LEGENDS SAY THAT LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE
and chicken? good for you *searches brain for any memory of mentioning chicken*
okay so you know that person I mentioned toward like the end of my journal and whenever I talk about crushes or love it's always her I go back to? well if you didn't, you know now.anyways, I was thinking of what if it wasn't romantic love I felt for her? but just some really strong platonic love? and maybe because I'd been so used to disregarding my emotions and my feelings especially when it comes to love I got confused about how I felt for her
idk maybe I'm just trying to rationalize it
Just try talking to her as a friend and then maybe you'll understand.
I like a boy but i doubt he even notices me so I just stopped having a crush on him which was very hard.
Melody wrote: "Just try talking to her as a friend and then maybe you'll understand."I can't talk to her anymore :/ she disappeared
Melody wrote: "I like a boy but i doubt he even notices me so I just stopped having a crush on him which was very hard."aw I'm sorry about that, but if you're not sure if he notices you maybe instead of giving up you should try to get him to notice you? although I get how that's a lot easier said than done
i did many things but he wouldn't look. *Gasps* It's fine anyway that was before.
Ah I'm sorry about that because that really does suck, but as long as you know you're a great person even without that dude then you're all good to go
yeah. Well like the common saying there are lots of fish in the water.
*clears throat* so.... how was your day?
Ah mine was really good, thanks for asking! And I'm glad to hear that your day was good as well :)
HELLLLOOOOO ALIENS AND TOMATOES TOMOTOES
Are YOU ALIVE? PLAYING GHOST? FINISHED BINGE WATCHING A NETFLIX SHOW AND NOW YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
WELL, THAT'S A LIFE YOU ALL BE LIVING.
UP HERE IN MERMAID LAND WE'RE MAKING FUN OF THE GEESE AND THE SHOES
I FIXED THAT ALL ACCORDING TO GRAMMARLY SO YEAH EXCEPT THE TOMOTOES BECAUSE of TOMOTOES
GUYSSSSS I'M FEELING TOO MUCH SHIT RIGHT NOW BROSS
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