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[Erin]

fuck i don't know

[Erin]

why can everyone else see fucking improvement

[Erin]

MY SISTER JUST CALLED ME AN EGIRL OMFG

[Erin]

Erin is so fucking tired.

[Erin]

Her heart hurts and all her head can do is think of 'I told you so' and 'you're so fucking stupid'

[Tamra]

your not though

[Erin]

I'm not what? An egirl or stupid? XD

[Erin]

Stupid probably

[Erin]

But I am

[Erin]

So stupid that the only way I can feel happy is to see A's lined up and sometimes not even then

[Erin]

I don't feel like talking to anyone but I don't feel like being alone either so I guess I'm back to what I used to do, screaming into a void

[Erin]

They say that I'm going to forget about her in a month but I'm not sure I want to forget

[Erin]

I shouldn't have said she's my everything

[Erin]

I should've known better

[Erin]

I should've known that was stupid

[Erin]

I can't get happy

[Erin]

I am just stuck in this transition of a low and I'm so fucking worried and I wish that she'd broke my heart

[Erin]

It would be so much easier than this

[Erin]

Than her just disappearing and vanishing and leaving me like this, this stupid mess of a person

[Erin]

I miss her

[Erin]

I love her

[Erin]

She made life feel worth it

[Erin]

She's the only one who ever really made me feel that way

[Erin]

I fucking want to die.

[Erin]

My mom screamed at me yesterday for saying that but that's what I was thinking and that's how I feel and I don't understand why I'm not allowed to feel like this

[Erin]

It's her fault I'm alive

[Erin]

She didn't want me

[Erin]

Didn't expect me

[Erin]

She can't take care of me and she doesn't deserve me

[Erin]

She just doesn't get that I don't get my mental issues much either

[Erin]

That I just don't understand

[Erin]

I'm just so fucking tired of everything

[Erin]

And I just want to get out of here

[Erin]

To go somewhere far away

[kavi ~he-him~]

ERINNNN *hugs tight* i love you so much

[Opal]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: "i'm so stupid"

you are NOT stupid *hugs*"

No you aren't. *joins the hug*

[Opal]

that was depressing yet beautiful.

[kavi ~he-him~]

HEY ERIN I REALLY LOVE THE PERCY JACKSON MOVIES AND THEY ARE BETTER THAN THE BOOKS

[Erin]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERINNNN *hugs tight* i love you so much"

ALEXXXXXX *hugs back* I love you so much too

[Erin]

Opal wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: "i'm so stupid"

you are NOT stupid *hugs*"

No you a..."

thanks *hugs*

[Erin]

Opal wrote: "that was depressing yet beautiful."

Yeah that sounds like life XD

[Erin]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "HEY ERIN I REALLY LOVE THE PERCY JACKSON MOVIES AND THEY ARE BETTER THAN THE BOOKS"

LIAR

[Erin]

So

[Erin]

Hi

[Kim]

I wish i had friends. Life seems so much more fun with them . I wish i was able to connect to other people easily and just have meaningful conversations . I’m so tired living inside my own head . Dealing with myself. I wish i could share my life with somebody and they to me too . Im just feeling so lonely most of my life and i hate to admit it it sounds so pathetic i feel like theres something wrong with me something missing about me . Why cant i be like most people that could just make friends and connect .

[Erin]

Kim wrote: "I wish i had friends. Life seems so much more fun with them . I wish i was able to connect to other people easily and just have meaningful conversations . I’m so tired living inside my own head . D..."

I relate. I don't know why we can't, but I relate.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine H. Ransome #votebernie ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr. Flirt~ ~FREAK~ ~Little Miss Political Agenda~ ~Sunshine~ wrote: "*hugs Erin and Kim* as long as that's fine by both of you. I used to feel like I was destined to end up alone with all those I'd love having left me, but I know that's really wrong now. So don't gi..."

same i used to feel like this too until i found some really amazing friends, you guys included, even if they are all far away from me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

~Erin~ wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "HEY ERIN I REALLY LOVE THE PERCY JACKSON MOVIES AND THEY ARE BETTER..."

I AGREE BECAUSE THE BOOKS ARE WAY BETTER

AND THE MUSICAL IS ALSO MUCH BETTER THAN THE MOVIES

the other day my friends and i watched the pjo movie, on rabb.it and we were just like cringing and pointing out all the flaws and differences and stuff and i hate this movie so much

[Erin]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "HEY ERIN I REALLY LOVE THE PERCY JACKSON MOVIES AND ..."

omg yessss

and yesssss

i really want them to make a tv sow or to remake the movies or something that's like actually worthy of pjo

wow you guys really like to torture yourselves??!! XD

[Erin]

Valentine H. Ransome #votebernie ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr. Flirt~ ~FREAK~ ~Little Miss Political Agenda~ ~Sunshine~ wrote: "*hugs Erin and Kim* as long as that's fine by both of you. I used to feel like I was destined to end up alone with all those I'd love having left me, but I know that's really wrong now. So don't gi..."

*hugs Val back* Thanks, and I'm trying not to but *shrugs* I'm a dinosaur, giving up is in my blood.