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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Feb 27, 2019 07:25AM
I don't know what I'm going to tell my therapist whenever I see her, if I ever see her
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maybe she decided that I'm too broken and too stupid that I'm not worth her time
maybe she's afraid of meeting me because she knows that I'll never really meet her
and I will only be able to place her name under her profession and her profession inside a room that only cuts me open when i'm inside my head
the thing about me is I can see it all clearly
I can see the signs of insanity as they appear and I push them away because I can't let anyone else see
If they saw then there's no hope for me, all my perfection will be known as it's far ade and all my mistakes will come pouring out like they always do like I always do
I wish I didn't have to panic over grades
and I wish I could sleep whenever I fucking want to
because that's not my idealistic view of perfection
but not blowing it makes it where i can't breathe so
also idk how i feel about this book yet
i'm reading it for school and i like it but it's weird
And I'm both sad and not sad and I'm trying to figure out how that can be
~Erin~ wrote: "A family member of mine died today"i'm so sorry erin....*hugs*
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: "A family member of mine died today"i'm so sorry erin....*hugs*"
Thanks, it'll be okay I think *hugs back*
erin there are some accounts on twitter going around and rping as the rick riordan characters and the greek gods and i just joined in as both with my own book stan account and i made a hermes account
they are funny tho i'm also in two group chats with some of the accounts now tho one of them, it's just percy and poseidon because it's the poseidon cabin group chat
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "they are funny tho i'm also in two group chats with some of the accounts now tho one of them, it's just percy and poseidon because it's the poseidon cabin group chat"Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "erin there are some accounts on twitter going around and rping as the rick riordan characters and the greek gods and i just joined in as both with my own book stan account and i made a hermes account"
OMG I LITERALLY LOVE THAT I WANNA JOIN CAN I??
But it might cause me too much anxiety :/
~Erin~ wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "they are funny tho i'm also in two group chats with some of the acc..."I THINK SO you might have to ask one of the ppl running one of the accounts to see which one is open
btw my book stan account is Hp_demigods_TMI
also at some point percy tweeted asking why his last name was jackson and not poseidonson
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "they are funny tho i'm also in two group chats with ..."ooh yay, thanks!!
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "btw my book stan account is Hp_demigods_TMI"cool Imma follow
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "also at some point percy tweeted asking why his last name was jackson and not poseidonson"okay, but why isn't it? XD
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30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
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