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[Erin]

Usually they do because I only scratch myself

[Erin]

Someone's going to notice

[Erin]

They always notice the unimportant stuff

[Erin]

It's almost four AM

[Erin]

Time doesn't really matter though

[Erin]

I guess this is it.

[Erin]

I'll see you tomorrow probably

[Erin]

I've made a decision: I'm not going to die

[Erin]

Yet, I mean

[Erin]

Eventually I will

[Erin]

But not now

[Erin]

It'd be too unfair

[Erin]

So instead I've found a way to "cope"

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

ERIN!!!!!

[Erin]

I go back to school tomorrow

[Erin]

And I don't think my mom has scheduled my appointment

[Tamra]

~Erin~ wrote: "My cuts haven't went away yet"

Cuts?

[Erin]

And I'm kinda scared because who would've thought I'd fall so quickly

[Erin]

Allison hasn't responded to my message

[Erin]

She's probably working

[Erin]

Or just busy

[Erin]

Maybe mom was right after all

[Erin]

I think after college I'm going to go on a road trip

[Erin]

I don't really know where yet but I just really want to go do something before I put myself in some career

[Erin]

And maybe I'll just write everywhere

[Erin]

I want to visit all of the fifty States but I don't think that's going to be my first road trip

[Erin]

Maybe

[Erin]

Probably not

[Erin]

I feel like it'd be too long for a first road trip when I'm just getting into the swing of things

[Erin]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "ERIN!!!!!"

RAVEN!! (Or do you go by Eris?)

[Erin]

TJ wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: "My cuts haven't went away yet"

Cuts?"

Yep, I was a little stupid yesterday

[Tamra]

So you cut yourself?

[Erin]

Apparently, even though I said I never would

[Erin]

Guess I'm officially a liar now

[Erin]

Or maybe I already was?

[Erin]

The past tense stuff, I guess that counts

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

~Erin~ wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "ERIN!!!!!"

RAVEN!! (Or do you go by Eris?)"

DOESNT MATTER RN. IT'S BEEN A WHILE

[Tamra]

i did that a few times before and my parents found out. they threatened to pour alcohol all over them.

[Erin]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "~Erin~ wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "ERIN!!!!!"

RAVEN!! (Or do you go by Eris?)"

D..."

OKAY :) AND OMG YES IT SERIOUSLY HAS, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN??

[Erin]

TJ wrote: "i did that a few times before and my parents found out. they threatened to pour alcohol all over them."

I could see my mom doing that, but then again, she didn't when my sister cutted so maybe not

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I HAVE BEEN FINE

[Erin]

Mom used to say she cutted for attention, I wondered what she'd say about me if she knew

[Erin]

I'm just doing it for her

[Erin]

She doesn't want me to kill myself but I have to do something

[Tamra]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "I HAVE BEEN FINE"

i can't breathe. i am laughing too hard from what I posted in my journal and you Raven lmfao

[Erin]

And I can't write because nothing sounds right anymore

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

????? >.> What?

[Erin]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "I HAVE BEEN FINE"

THAT'S GOOD 👍 STILL HOPE THAT THINGS BECOME FANTASTIC FOR YOU ONE DAY, THOUGH

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I WISH

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I AM YELLING AT THE TV FOR SOME REASON