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trying to feel like me again
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Jan 11, 2019 10:19PM
Yayyyyyy and yeah toasts are delicious
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I didn't even mean to say Yaya so the fact that I said toast to toast makes that whole thing perfect 😂
Omg that makes it just so much better lol
AHHHHHHHHHHH ERIN IS A POET AND SHE KNOWS IT
okay but like I know that I have family members who would totally hate me for my sexuality and my religious views but I just wrote a cute little poem and if any of them end up hating me Imma recite that to them XD Or send it to them from a distance lol
but I'm trying so that's all that matters :)
OMG I SERIOUSLY JUST LOVE MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM
LIKE IF YOU HAVENJ'T LISTENED TO IT GO DROP EVERYTHING AND LISTEN
I'LL EVEN SUPPLY YA A LINK SO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JM8KJ...
So I've basically been ignoring people all day
Luckily it was the weekend so no school
but like the only person I didn't ignore was my old friend
I just haven't been in the mood to deal
My mom told the doctor at the hospital that I was Christain
It actually kinda really upset me because I thought she'd grown accustomed to the fact that my religion is Christain
She literally asked me what my religion was when we were filling out paper for my regular doctor because I was sitting right next to her but when the doctor at the hospital ask it's just "She's Christian"
like wtf you can't just pretend I won't not notice that
like I know she said we were never going back there but still?
I don't have anything against Christians or Christianity btw (for all you new people who haven't heard me rant about religion before), it's just not my religion.
can I just say that this is like one of the weirdest things I've written?:
they weeped so loudly,
their guts full of self hatred,
but then the crows came,
and ate their insides.
-i still don't know which was a better feeling.
It allowed me to experiment with that abstractness I like so much
OMG SHIT MY EYES LOOK SO DARK BECAUSE OF DARK CIRCLES BUT LIKE I'M JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW I CAN INCORPORATE THAT IN MY VAMPIRENESS
and then someone gets hurt or nearly dies and I'm reminded about all the time I'm wasting
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
