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trying to feel like me again
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Jan 09, 2019 05:27PM
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Erin went to the hospital last night and skipped school today XD
Okay but like the doctor was freaking stupid XD
They did absolutely nothing for me except give me a pill that I could've taken at home
My chest hurts like really bad again :(
They basically just repeated what we told them and blamed my anxiety so yay me
Exactlyyy!! My sister kept saying they gave me a cheep answer though XD
I was trying to tell them not to take me to the hospital and I was cracking so many jokes about dying. Geez, with the way they looked at me, you would've thought I was a mental patient.
I kept apologizing for it though and saying it was my generations fault lol
I literally felt so awkward and anxious the entire time I was there though and I kept complaining about how they should've just let me sleep XD
I'm seriously the best person when cranky/annoyed but also the worst
omg so I had a dream last night and it was literally the stupidest thing
but I was just like I don't even know where I was. but I remember my friend Hannah's mom texting me along with like Megan's and I don't even know either of their parents but apparently Hannah was missing and Megan was like in the ocean trying to find her but Megan can't breathe under water and so she's like pretty much drowning trying to find Hannah. and then my friend Kimberlyn because apparently I had messaged her about Hannah being missing said that Hannah had skipped school that day. but like by the end of the dream, Hannah messaged me and told me she'd been at school
oh like she has a choice in the matter
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF KIM'S MY FRIEND AND I JUST SENT THAT TO HANNAH
wait I just admitted to Hannah I talk about her on the internet with the pictures oh no she'll hate me XD
Jesus Christ 22 MESSAGES. Sheesh......but nothing's wrong with your mind
22? Me? And nothing's wrong with my mind? Wow, you're really good at surprises XD
my sister just asked me to write her a list of books she should read hehehe she has no idea what she's getting herself into XD
Haha I'm good at that and I'm praying for your sister already, shes probably to be bombarded with words and titles
EXACTLYYYY!! Which is why I'm writing them down, wouldn't want her to miss out on a single great book XD
also I just realized I've only read 200ish books in my life, like that feels wrong and upsetting
That's not true at all, you've read way more than 200, you just don't remember
ahhhhh I hate me life. I wish I could remember.
This feels like when I found out I couldn't remember what my very first memory was XD
I'm talking to an old friend of mine and I'm feeling all nostaglic
Whoop whoop, toast to friends and friendship
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