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Erin
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Nov 16, 2018 08:02PM
WHAT AM I GUESSING??? XD
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Erin (Hiatus~) wrote: "WHAT?"LOOK AT MY JOURNAL!!! I MET MY FAV BAND
The details are on the second to last page of my journal
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin (Hiatus~) wrote: "WHAT?"LOOK AT MY JOURNAL!!! I MET MY FAV BAND"
AHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (SORRY THIS IS SO LATE)
Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "The details are on the second to last page of my journal"IMMA GO READ NOW EEK XD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Happy people and happy things make me very happy :)
I feel like I haven't been here in like FOREVER
It's like a different year now, like wow.
There's a lot of stuff that happened, like a lot of stuff that makes my head want to explode XD
For starters, Mary is back whoooo. (If ya don't know she was my sister who left for a year to go live with her dad's family and yeah) So she's back and alive and stuff YAYYY XD
My older sister Allison/best friend got hit by a car but she's alive so YAYYYY
Madison is now Alec. He came out as transgender and I knew before like anyone else in our family so I feel special XD Yayyyy it means he believes I'm the most accepting, which I think I am, well Allison might be more accepting than I am idk maybe we're the same anyways ACCEPTANCE SO YAY
I have a new guitar so I can be all musical and stuff again so Yay XD
I finally got put on medication for depression and anxiety so maybe I'll stop flipping the freak out so yayy XD
I feel like yaying a lot so YAYYYYYYYY
Also my dream schools didn't work out so booo life sucks but um I don't know, I still don't know where life is taking me. Probably off a cliff XD
Ha, if you thought my depressive comments were gone just 'cause I'm on medicine, you thought wrong XD
But guys, have you realized what this means? It means I'm alive and I actually survived another year! Who would've thought I'd actually make it this far? Not Erin, definitely not Erin.
Trey wrote: "YYAAAAAAYYYYYYYY (sorry)"YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY (no, no sorry, I feel proud of your yayness XD)
And to get it straight, we are saying yayyyyyy because you are most accepting, if so then thumbs up and more yays for you.
yasss that's my favorite of da reasons to says yayyyys
I'm like way too happy right now for someone who hasn't done her homework. I'm pure gr8ness, such a good role model.
This is why humans shouldn't be robots, just some robots.
I meant why humans shouldn't be role models
Awee on the first page of this journal I couldn't swallow a pill and was freaking out. How I've grown XD
also my reading goal for this year, can we just talk about it?
My original thought process was 12 like wth is wrong with me
I agree. I must've closed my eyes and clicked too many zeros or gone delusional. That works too.
Maybe if I listened to a lot of audio books XD
Val!!!!!! ahh it has been awhile omg!!! How have you been??? I know, right? It's really surprising xD And yayy we can be cliff buddies lol! Me too and I'm happy I'm an accepting friend too, because if I wasn't I'd have to beat myself up XD Well I already do that in a figurative way but it's whatever *hugs back* And wowww that gives me hope, I think the most I've read is 60ish. Yay, I have high aspirations. If I said that to my mom she'd get really annoyed because I'm supposed to start focusing on the small stuff xD And that just made me even happier, hearing that my happiness has made you happy, so yay!! And you're welcome :D
ahhh I finally finished my homework yee
That's great. and I'm glad that you're happy. ")And thanks, haha!
And yay!! I can use cuteness to demolish all those who go against me XD
Yay!! *hugs back*Ahaha my evil plan has been supported, I feel successful already XD
And, well, I'm sitting in the bottom of a closet, talking about demolishing people (AGAIN), and I'm still super happy which is like a record xD
wow you know I'm messed up when I think happiness is insanity
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Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
