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[Erin]

I need help making decisions cuz I'm apparently stupid lol

[Erin]

Not really help making the decisions just questions about the decisions

[Erin]

And I could email one of the counselors but I don't really want to lol

[Erin]

I'm already afraid of them XD

[Erin]

So on the graduation requirement paper it's like, you need one fine art credit and five electives and I'm wondering if a fine art credit would count as one of the electives or no?

[Erin]

Also is one full credit of fine art, two fine art classes that together make up a year or just one class for a semester? Like I'm pretty sure it's two classes but I need more than pretty sure, I need certainty XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Maybe the ASL Club since I'm taking ASL as a language next school year anyways"

I took 3 years of ASL in high school. it was fun.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Should I join a club, hmm?"

ooooh maybe you can start a writing club or a club full of creative ppl?

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Maybe the ASL Club since I'm taking ASL as a language next school year anyways"

I took 3 years of ASL in high school. it was fun."

That's cool!!! Ahh I'm even more excited for the class than I already was now!!

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Should I join a club, hmm?"

ooooh maybe you can start a writing club or a club full of creative ppl?"

Ah, that's true. The thing that I'm kinda confused about is I thought the highschool had already had a writing club because at one of the sessions of the writing group at my library there was a lady from the highschool and I could've sworn that she had said she was in charge of a writing group, but its not on the list so I guess I heard her wrong. Or maybe it's the creative writing class they all keep talking about? Lol I don't know.

I love the idea of forming a writing/creative people club. I'm just not sure if I'd be able to stop being anxious enough to be able to talk to the people I need to about forming a club.

[kavi ~he-him~]

yeah tbh the only club I went to was anime club.

[Erin]

Ahh, I remember you telling me about it! And ahh now I'm wishing my school had an anime club lol

[Erin]

I don't want to go to school tomorrow or Friday or ever.

[Erin]

No. That's a lie.

[Erin]

I want to go to school more than I should want to go.

[Erin]

However, I feel literally terrified for the next two days and I don't know why.

[Erin]

I only have two days of school left.

[Erin]

Wow

[Erin]

I really don't want to stop going to school but I don't want to be at school either and these are the reasons I wish I wasn't alive.

[Erin]

I still don't know how to open up a locker.

[Erin]

I'm seriously going to have to learn for next year because I don't have a sister's locker to steal

[Erin]

Shit.

[Erin]

Why'd I say that

[Erin]

Now I'm thinking about her

[Erin]

And how I miss her

[Erin]

And how I don't really know her anymore

[Erin]

And how next year I'm not going to have a sister there to look out for me

[Erin]

It was just last year when we were joking about how I'd never be in a school alone because I'd also have one in the grade above and one in the grade below

[Erin]

It's been like seven months since I've seen her.

[Erin]

And that fucking counselor tried to make her leaving into something small

[Erin]

Even though he knew

[Erin]

He knew better

[Erin]

I should go to sleep.

[Erin]

Tomorrow's my last day of school this year

[Erin]

My last day of middle school whoo

[Erin]

I wanted to say something to my LA teacher today. I've had her for two years and I wanted to say thank you, but I didn't. I didn't say anything. I never say anything and I miss her. Today was our last day of classes, tomorrow is just field day

[Erin]

Ugh I don't want to go tomorrow

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Omg Erin! *hugs* I'm so sorry for not responding, but congrats! Exams for the next two weeks for me sadly :(

And you can still email her :) She'll store praise, believe me. Mr. Knox did. I am realizing just how much I'm gonna miss his class...

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin, help, I'm watching Fairy tail s2 ep 51, and idk what is going on here XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

that, was a really weird ep XD

[Erin]

Alia ~mostly inactive for now~ wrote: "Omg Erin! *hugs* I'm so sorry for not responding, but congrats! Exams for the next two weeks for me sadly :(

And you can still email her :) She'll store praise, believe me. Mr. Knox did. I am real..."

*hugs back* You're fine! And thanks! Good luck on all of your exams!!!!

That's true!! I gotta go think of all the things I'm going to say and write her an email! Thanks for the fantastic idea, I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner. But that was literally me last night with Mrs. Creekbaum, I hadn't thought about how much I was going to miss her until I realized that this year is it, I'm not going to have her for the third year in a row, that it's really over with her.

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "that, was a really weird ep XD"

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin, help, I'm watching Fairy tail s2 ep 51, and idk what is going on here XD"


Hahaha, sorry I didn't help you, but what's episode 51 about? And with Fairy Tail it's always hard to know xD

[Erin]

So school's officially over for me for the summer and I just want to sleep because I don't feel like crying and I want to email my teacher but I'm not feeling well right now

[Erin]

I didn't drink or eat anything today which wasn't a good idea

[Erin]

Oh nevermind just drank water :D

[Erin]

Imma go for now but I'll probably be back on later.

[Erin]

Probably.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "that, was a really weird ep XD"

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Ph..."

it's hard to explain what it's about but it was weird XD

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "that, was a really weird ep XD"

Shadow of Alex ~They/..."


Okay XD

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Hello Erin! How are you?"

Hey Lillian! I'm tired and in pain and I'm kinda sad but at the same time I haven't actually broke down and cried and it's weird. Overall, I'm pretty okay. Oh, and pizza makes life good and I have pizza and after not eating anything all day and being outside the entire morning, pizza is exactly what I need. Anyways, how are you??