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[Erin]

I'm not very far though yet

[Erin]

Hi :)

[Erin]

I don't feel well

[Erin]

I haven't even gotten out of bed yet

[Erin]

I need to go to the library today

[Erin]

I'm up too early.

[Erin]

Yesterday was terrible but today is brighter

[Erin]

Seriously though my eyes hurt

[Erin]

I blame the window lol

[Erin]

I wonder if my mom's awake

[Erin]

I want to go downstairs but I don't really want to talk to her but I also don't want to risk waking her up

[Erin]

Hi :)

[Erin]

Yuck, I'm still alive

[Erin]

Anyhoo I just got back from the library

[Erin]

Also my mom made me go bring trash bags to my sister's apartment and I knocked on the door and then I just walked inside and I didn't expect to see anyone but my sister but she had a friend over and they scared me lol

[Erin]

I then proceeded to be awkward

[Erin]

I'm great lol :D

[Erin]

Sometimes people say/type exactly what I'm thinking and I'm just like yes.

[Erin]

Hi :)

[Erin]

Honestly I think I'm about to have a break down

[Erin]

I have a lot of homework so I'm not staying on but

[Erin]

I don't know. I just can't keep doing this to myself.

[kavi ~he-him~]

*Hug you tightly* :(

[Erin]

Valentine Ransom "Jeff the Killer" ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~ZomV~ ~baby Val~ ~FREAK~ wrote: "*hugs* What's wrong?"

*hugs back* I need to stop caring about everyone and everything and acting like it's all okay, like I am capable of caring about others so much because I'm not and I can't keep doing this to myself. And I need to focus on myself but I never really do and I'm terrified because I'm not supposed to feel this way but I feel everything so deeply and strangely and I don't know. I'm just a sad tired mess because I only got maybe an hour or two of sleep last night.

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "*Hug you tightly* :("

*hugs back*

[Erin]

Valentine Ransom "Jeff the Killer" ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~ZomV~ ~baby Val~ ~FREAK~ wrote: "I have to go too…"

Valentine Ransom "Jeff the Killer" ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~ZomV~ ~baby Val~ ~FREAK~ wrote: "Okay. I understand."

Yee, you're fine. I'm sorry.

[Erin]

I totally don't wanna finish my projects

[Erin]

But I gotta

[Erin]

Ugh, bye for now :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you Erin <3333

[kavi ~he-him~]

btw Erin I made you and Val a mod in the Members and allies of LGBTQ+ group I hope you don't mind

[Erin]

I love you too!! <3333333

And I don't mind at all! Sorry I haven't been active in the group lately. I'll try to be on it more :)

[Erin]

I love how I didn't even leave lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "I love you too!! <3333333

And I don't mind at all! Sorry I haven't been active in the group lately. I'll try to be on it more :)"

it's okay!!!

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I love you too!! <3333333

And I don't mind at all! Sorry I haven't been active in the group lately. I'll try to be on it more :)"

it's okay!!!"

Okay!!! :D

[Erin]

I still haven't finished either project

[Erin]

I can't focus

[Erin]

I just stabbed my finger with a pencil

[Erin]

Now there's a small hole

[Erin]

It looks kinda weird lol

[Erin]

TEN WORD STORIES GO GO GO XD

[Erin]

She was the many shades of the sky, vibrant, stunning.

[Erin]

He held the sky in the palm of his hands.

[Erin]

You were better than that I thought people could be.

[Erin]

You still claw at your skin, always wanting to escape.

[Erin]

You told me you loved me, so I ran away.

[Erin]

Sometimes I look insane when I'm being sane for once.

[Erin]

Fuck you and your stupid rules and your stupid people.

[Erin]

You always wanted to rule the world, but now what?

[Erin]

When you have an opinion about something but you know it doesn't matter at the moment: ....?!?!?!?! Jdkdhkhxkfkjgldktdykdtduugtxixtifix.