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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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May 15, 2018 12:21PM
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I competed one thing on my bucket list for this week but it didn't go well
Just got home from my sister's choir concert
I want to sleep but I also have homework ugh
I feel like that's "normal" people time though lol
When I first came home from school I said I felt like passing out, like throwing up, and nobody heard me
Instead, my mom started automatically telling me and my sister to take out trash
And my little sister had a fucking attitude about it when I asked her a simple question
Like I don't know why people are assholes sometimes but I hate it
Like I know I can be an asshole too but why does it always seem like other people are worse
I shouldn't hate myself as much as I do, honestly.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I shouldn't hate myself as much as I do, honestly.":( *hugs*"
*hugs back*
My mom was kind of mean at my sister's concert too in the beginning and with what she said about some girls too
People pay attention way too much to stereotypes.
THE GREATEST SHOWMAN IS A PRETTY GOOD MOVIE
Well not right right now but like in class
I have about fifteen minutes if it led before it's completed I'm excited
Erin wrote: "Like I don't know why people are assholes sometimes but I hate it"ikr
Erin wrote: "I shouldn't hate myself as much as I do, honestly."I love you *hugs*
Erin wrote: "People pay attention way too much to stereotypes."ikr
btw. Erin, do you hear Laurel or Yanny?
Oh haha I hear Yanny but kinda both!
Erin- *hugs* I was initially gonna write something thoughtful and optimistic on my journal, but if you go read it, you'll see how that fruitless attempt turned out. I feel you.
Alia ~mostly inactive for now~ wrote: "Oh haha I hear Yanny but kinda both!"I hear Laurel
Erin what rank are you in the leaderboard in the Harry Potter game
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Like I don't know why people are assholes sometimes but I hate it"ikr"
Yasss
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I shouldn't hate myself as much as I do, honestly."I love you *hugs*"
I love you, too. *hugs back*
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "People pay attention way too much to stereotypes."ikr"
Omg yasss, it's literally insane how bad people have gotten with listening to them.
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "btw. Erin, do you hear Laurel or Yanny?"I've only heard Yanny.
Alia ~mostly inactive for now~ wrote: "Erin- *hugs* I was initially gonna write something thoughtful and optimistic on my journal, but if you go read it, you'll see how that fruitless attempt turned out. I feel you."*hugs back* Ah, I'll go read it in a bit. Oh, it never seems good when people feel me because I feel terrible.
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin what rank are you in the leaderboard in the Harry Potter game"1st :D
When you wanna read a spoiler but you hate spoilers but you want to know but at the same time you don't want to know but at the same time you might die before you see/read the thing but at same time it might totally be possible that you'll be able to see/read these things in the state of death so you're contemplating life and death and when someone asks what you're doing and you say "contemplating life and death" and they're just like "oh you're depressed again" but really you're just trying to figure out the next step of your life.
Yeah that didn't happen but it was nice to think about. It seems realistic enough XD
Omg some people are my favorite people omg
IT'S JUST THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE GOOD HUMOR AND SOMETIMES IT SURPRISES ME
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
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