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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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May 13, 2018 05:40PM
Probably cuz I'm a terrible friend :D
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She's going to break my heart. She's going to break my heart so badly and I'll laugh because I knew it was going to happen but I still allowed myself to feel for her. She probably won't even realize that she broke my heart and I won't even tell her because all I want, all I'll ever want, is for her to be truly happy. That's not going to make it hurt any less. Actually that might make it hurt more. I don't know. I'm not sure how these things go. I think it's bad that I love her more than I love myself people because say that nobody will love you if you dint feel anything for yourself and I know I said I'd stop listening to people but that's a problem with us humans. Actually that's two, 1. we never do stop listening and 2. we lie.
SHINE wrote: "I still regret for trying to keep old school friends from elementary. Rebekah Phillips was one of them, but she wasn't the same. She ended up bullying me on her blog and her friends called me terri..."Aw, that's terrible. I'm sorry about that.
My journal system brilliant thoughts on it. I got the wrong one XD
I do wish I got to look at the other ones though
SHINE wrote: "Erin wrote: "SHINE wrote: "I still regret for trying to keep old school friends from elementary. Rebekah Phillips was one of them, but she wasn't the same. She ended up bullying me on her blog and ..."Yeah, that sucks. Too bad I never learn lessons from other people's experiences because I'm too stubborn.
But we were rushing because it was kinda a last minute decision to buy one
Sterling just licked his lips after looking at me, I'm afraid of this little lion
I did skip the first page because I want to put something on it though I'm not sure what
Should I bring this journal to school hmm?
The first page talks about how everyone sees me as sad and how I'm depressed. And the second and third page talks about my crush and says I'm into girls
I'm pretty open about my sexuality tbh, it's just that a lot of people are homophobic at my school but also a lot of people are lgbt+ too so my school is kinda divided
But then again that's literally the entire world
I knew I'd regret it as soon as I used it -_-
Though I'd kinda would rather use a binder
I have a minute to drink a cold cup of coffee
Have a great day, you people/robots/beings!
I'm tired and I have a really bad headache so I might not be on much
I got my summer homework for my Honors English class today
I already requested the books from the library
Erin what part are you on in the Harry Potter game
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin what part are you on in the Harry Potter game"I think I'm in year two, chapter three or four. What about you?
I have 103 house points right now.
The prefect is mean, like go make more house points Erin, but I don't see his name with house points
I don't think it tells us though I might be wrong
Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin what part are you on in the Harry Potter game"I think I'm in..."
Year 1 I don't remember which chapter, I'll check after I finish this lesson
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin what part are you on in the Harry Potter game"I..."
Ooh cool. What lesson are you doing? :D
I'm unlocking the one of the lessons in the flying class
are you on the quid ditch team
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
