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but if you wanna find hell with me
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yeah i could show you what it's like, till your bleedin
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⇁ pansexual ;; panromantic
⇁ currently infatuated ;; unknown
⇁ many previous relations
⇁ prefers ;; females
⇁ very open minded
━━(ii.) Birth
⇁ december 5
⇁ 21 years old ;; latina/african american
⇁ houston, texas
⇁ birthname ;; Tiana Maria Flores
⇁ born into middle class
━━(iii.) Proxy
⇁ power level ;; 6
⇁ not the greatest with a gun
⇁ agnostic aethiest
⇁ born into protestant/catholic household, but currently an atheist
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↳ Tiana typically comes off as the kind of person who might call the glass approximately fifty percent full, she's not particularly a pessimist, but she certainly isn't an optimist either. She likes rational things, she likes tangible evidence, and she hates the unknown. So all in all, her first impression could come off to people she meets as particularly cold, contemplative and distant. Which is why her current situation has driven her to the edge on several occasions. Like many proxies before her and many proxies now, Tiana has been driven to a breaking point. She can't keep a stable job, she can't keep her head in order and everything is surreal, she is a living vessel. With the capacity to think, to feel, but with an extreme lack of self awareness. It's difficult for her to discern what's real, it's difficult to trust that the things happening around her aren't just some odd dream, especially when she loses control of herself.
She remembers them in vague blurs, the things she does when she's not herself. She remembers the looks on their faces, the knife in her hand, but not much else. When she sleeps she has nightmares and when she wakes she can't tell if she's actually awoken. Outside relationships are strictly prohibited, and relationships with the other members are loose, hard to remember. Sometimes those she befriends go missing and never come back. Sometimes she has to kill them.
━━(iv.) Disposition
⇁comes off pretty well composed
⇁quite skeptical, very rational
⇁can be a bit standoffish, doesn't let people get close
⇁has nowhere to run
CHAPTER TWO ;; h i s t o r y┰━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┰
↳ Like many of those around her, Tiana has always been plagued with mental illness, in and out of institutions for the majority of her life, facts and statistics often comforted her in the face of the inexplicable, the outrageous. She was born to a nuclear family, no one beyond the first two generations, her mother and father and herself. But she did have a brother before - though she doesn't remember him, or what happened to him, and it doesn't matter now.
It all began with the fire that she isn't quite sure that she started. It was blamed on her of course, it was the only plausible explanation, but it couldn't be formally investigated because it was a neighborhood event, several houses burned during that time. But it did begin her room, gradually creeping into the bedrooms and then down the stairs until it reduced her home to ashes and wreckage. Her mother did not survive the fire, and from then on her father was her caretaker. Eleven years old and she'd already begun jumping from school to school. Her father couldn't keep a stable job and was beginning to break down mentally. He didn't sleep, he hardly ate, and he was beginning to neglect the only child he'd brought into the world.
She wasn't surprised when he'd killed himself. But she was surprised however, when she began to see what he'd seen. Because, you see, when he'd finally offed himself, she stopped taking her pills. She hid them, drowned them in the toilet, threw them out the window, and slowly she began to deteriorate, mentally and physically. Coughing up blood became a normal occurrence. The dark circles under her eyes were now a permanent reminder of her perpetual exhaustion, life was drowning her, her mind had her trapped. By sixteen she'd succumbed to his influence.
━━(v.) Appearance
⇁ eyes ;; brown
⇁ hair ;; dark brown, almost black
⇁ build ;; somewhat petite, slim
⇁ scent ;; vanilla and lavender
⇁ voice ;; elizabeth from bioshock infinite
⇁ clothing style ;; (view spoiler)
⇁ Identify Concealment ;; This Mask
When in full control of the Operator, Tiana wears a mask that was made for her by a close friend before the neighborhood fire was started. People who've seen her in it have dubbed her Birdy.
━━(vi.) Extras
⇁ zodiac ;; saggitarius
⇁ theme song ;; st vincent : laughing with a mouth of blood
ɪ ɴ s ᴘ ɪ ʀ ᴀ ᴛ ɪ ᴏ ɴ ─── ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ;; ʟɪssɪᴇ
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══════ moon child ; female ; nineteen ════════════════════
A M E L I A A N A L I E S E G R E E N H I L L ──────────────────── ♛ ────────────────────
❝ F A T A L F L A W ▾ LUXURIA / ʟᴜsᴛI change shapes just to hide in this place but I'm still an animal.
▸ p a n s e x u a l ▸ l e o ;; ( 07/07 ) ◂ ▸ s t u d e n t ◂
━p a n r o m a n t i c━ ━5 y e a r s━ ━a g e n t━
▸ a v a i l a b l e ▸ p o w e r ;; ( 7 ) ◂ ▸ 1 7 y r s o l d ◂
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ᴘ ʟ ᴀ ʏ ʟ ɪ s ᴛ ; ;
━ɪʀᴏɴ ;; ᴡᴏᴏᴅᴋɪᴅ
━ᴛʜᴇ ᴍʏsᴛɪᴄ ;; ᴀᴅᴀᴍ ᴊᴇɴsᴇɴ
━ᴛᴡɪᴄᴇ ;; ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀsᴛʀɪᴅᴇʀ
━ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴀʀɢᴇᴛ ;; sᴘᴏᴏɴ
━ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴀʜ ;; sᴘᴏᴏɴ
▬ ▬ ▌│█║▌║▌║ A ᴘ ᴘ ᴇ ᴀ ʀ ᴀ ɴ ᴄ ᴇ ▌│█║▌║▌▬ ▬
⇁ eyes ;; green
⇁ hair ;; hazelnut brown
⇁ build ;; adrogynous
⇁ scent ;; tropical
⇁ clothing style ;; varies, nothing consistent
⇁ identify concealment ;; Here
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━━ P E R S O N A L I T Y
↳To say Amelia is unhinged would be a major understatement. She's about as psychopathic as one can get, and her moods can switch on a dime, but her first impressions remain pretty consistent. Like a snake in the grass she remains undetected. But in the case that she does need to confront another, she's suave, careful and cool. she lulls people into a false sense of comfort. Which is characteristic of people with her mental illnesses.
(view spoiler)
━━ H I S T O R Y
↳Amelia has had a history of mental illness from a very young age. She's always been privileged, though despite the money she's had access to, she was hardly cared for by her own parents, who are both two well known politicians. She was watched by a nanny for most of her youth, or rather, a series of nannies, as she traumatized them all, one by one she'd pull sinister pranks, leaving dead things under their pillows or writing things in blood on their bathroom mirrors, occasionally even dressing up as a rabbit and stalking them. (view spoiler)
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http://img08.deviantart.net/aaf2/i/20..."Kill them? No.. You're mistaken.. I set them free."
━━━Name: Sarah Blue Rose
▸Nickname: Blue
▸ Age: 21
▸ Gender: Genderfluid
▸ Sexuality: Lesbian
▸ Date of Birth: November 13th
▸ Faceclaim: Alysha Nett
━━━Rank: Proxy
▸ How Long: 4 years now (So since she was 17)
▸ Mental Stability: 7/10
▸ Illness:
*Schizophrenia
*Insomnia
▸ Power Level: 6/10
▸ Occupation: Mask designer
━━━Appearance
http://iv1.lisimg.com/image/2423044/6... (view spoiler)
▸ Eye Color: Green
▸ Hair Color: Blonde
▸ Height&Weight: 115 lbs, 5'5 ft.
▸ Any Visual Quirks: Sarah has countless tattoos, covering a large variety of her body. She has a spider tattoo on the inside of her left arm (view spoiler), She has a tree tattoo with it's leaves on the ground that's on her right upper leg (view spoiler), A chapel tattoo on her left shoulder (view spoiler), A tattoo with my little pony, a castle, and a stereo on it along with some flowers (view spoiler), and a tattoo on her stomach of a skull with a mouse sticking out of one of it's eyes (view spoiler). She also has a belly piercing, normally keeping a blue belly ring in it, along with a tongue piercing. As for scars, she looks untouched, besides the countless tattoos and piercings.
━━━Personality
▸ General Description: Blue is known to generally be an outstanding, outgoing girl. She prefers to work alone and is known to not really like people, but she seems to get along with just about everyone, when the time calls for it. Blue is seen as the 'bad girl' type. She isn't a stickler for rules, unless she thinks it will benefit herself in some way, which is why she continues obeying The Operator, when in fact she hates that fucking creep. Blue is also the type of girl that is often seen riding around on a motorcycle, and is known to speak her mind. That being said, she can also sometimes speak without thinking. Meaning, she may very well say something that could some day get her killed. But in her mind; She is indestructible.
Blue is a sweet and caring girl; To those few she actually cares about. Which isn't a lot. She has a small group of people that she will actually allow to touch her, and that she actually enjoys being around. This small group are the few that she will willingly risk her life for. Others, well, "They can go fuck themselves".
Blue may come off as crazy, due to talking to herself. But when she's on her meds, she's a good girl. Well, unless provoked by idiots.
Blue is very laid back about most things, and doesn't hold many rules for people. She's rarely ever seen without a frown, and is always trying to smile and get people to enjoy life, rather than sulking about it.
Blue hates the silence. The silence terrifies her. The silence is when 'they' come. So, she tries doing everything she can to not dwell in the darkness and keep herself busy. That being said, it's very rare for Blue to be able to sleep. The dark circles under her eyes have became a permanent tattoo of hers, along with the many that cover her body. She never allows her brain to rest; Not even to sleep. Because, the nightmares are worse than the voices and the visions.
▸ Alt Persona Desc: Blue remembers it completely; Being under the Operator's influence. It's as if she's outside of her own body, just watching some being, some entity, control her and manipulate her. It's like a dream, only she wakes up covered in blood and bruises and scars and aches in parts of her body she was never sure even worked in the first place. Perhaps this is another reason she does not want to sleep. For if she does, whatever this thing is, will take control of her. She enjoys it, but she's scared of it at the same time. It's like an angel and devil on each shoulder; One is encouraging her to keep it up, the other one is begging her to stop. She gets in arguments with herself about it. She often wonders: Which side will win in the end?
▸ Habits and Quirks:
*She's able to hack computers/other electronics
*Has a fear of heights
*Often speaks to 'herself'
*Speaks with a high pitched voice when nervous or lying
*Photographer
*Doesn't like when her food touches each other
*Is unable to have any children
*Can tie a cherry stem with her tongue
▸ Strengths
*Stealth
*Persuasive
*Strong
*Great listener
▸ Weaknesses
*Heights
*Stubborn
*Always loses things
*Fire
http://iv1.lisimg.com/image/1598223/4..."Your fear, he can smell it. It only draws him nearer. Now he is close to you.
Your frantic actions amuse him. He craves you. You can try to hide now, lock yourself away from the world, barricade yourself from him, but that is just what he wants.
Now you're alone; he knows you are alone.
You can try to comfort yourself with simple distractions. You may read this very story. But as you read on, he is there.
He is always there.
You have made yourself vulnerable and now he can easily get to you."
Continue Bellow
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━━━History
▸ General Description: Blue was born to Rena and Justin Rose, along side (for part of the time) her little sister, Jasmine Rose. Sarah's father was a lawyer, while her mother was a doctor, so she was often left at home by herself. She had learned at a young age how to be alone. But at a young age, that's also when the voices and creatures came out of the darkness. That's when things got worse. The voices would tell her to do things, and if she didn't, she feared they'd kill her. School wasn't any better. She was bullied constantly, and had trouble making friends. She often got asked out as a joke by the popular kids, despite being very pretty than the average little girl, and was often beaten by the cheerleaders. She couldn't fight back; fighting was bad. She needed to do something, not just to distract her from her troubles at school, but to also keep the voices at bay. So, she started drawing, and later on, it led to her bringing these drawings to life in the form of really amazing costume looking masks. No one believed her when she'd explained what she'd see, so at least this way, maybe some day they would come to realize just how twisted her mind was, and how much she needed help.
Sarah was always the ideal older sister. Or, that's how she made herself seem when around Jasmine. Jasmine was Sarah's whole life. Sarah caused a lot of trouble: started a lot of fights at school, even tried killing a few other students, so she was moved often from school to school. But when Jasmine was born, Sarah was completely different. Sarah was 11 when she had agreed to stop the fighting, and to stick to one school. She was finally on meds; Not that they helped. Sure, they kept the voices quieter and kept the creatures from coming as much, but they didn't help Sarah sleep. But she was an older sister now; she had to create a safe, perfect and happy world for this little sister she held dear to her heart. She worked hard to get good grades, and would stray from trouble. She'd stay by herself in school at all hours around teachers, just to ensure she'd be left alone. She couldn't keep moving from school to school. She couldn't set that example for her little sister. As her sister got older, she'd stay close to her and protect her from anything that might be of harm to her. Her parents always still angered her, but her little sister never would. Her little sister was the perfect example of purity. She'd do everything she could to protect Jasmine's innocence, like she had wished someone would of done for herself.
By time she reached age 15, her masks and drawings had gotten better. She would gradually allow herself to slip up on taking her meds, just because she wanted someone to talk to, whether they be creepy or not. Sometimes, they would just sit there and watch her create a mask that looked identical to their faces. She was scared of them, but she was using her fear as an inspiration to make better art. She sold her masks, but it was very rare. Opening a store for them was always a dream of hers, but she feared that like most other dreams; This one too would die.
She'd always remember the first person she sold a mask too. Well, she actually gave her this mask as a gift. She remembers this beautiful girl, around her age. This girl, no one else could see it, but Sarah could. If she'd look in this girl's eyes, she could see that she too was reaching her breaking point. Sarah thought it was.. Beautiful.. She had noticed her looking at a mask, and instead of having her hand her the money it was worth, she had taken it out of it's case and handed it to her, telling her to keep it as a sort of greeting gift. After that day, she had grown closer to this girl. For once, Sarah had grown close to a real person. She had made her first real friend. However, that didn't last long.
Around the age of 16 or 17, Sarah had once again gotten worse. Her meds were running out, and although her parents had money, they were never around to remind her to go get her pills. Well, she supposed that was supposed to be her own job, but she'd get wrapped up in hanging around this girl or doing homework or some other school related shit. She was getting used to drowning out the images. It was the voices that got to her. They would often wake her up at night, calling to her and begging her to kill her family before they killed her. The voices had convinced her that everyone was against her; even her own little sister. So, she began getting hostile towards everyone. But this girl, this one girl known by the name Tiana, she was never hostile towards. It was weird. Around her, it was as if even her voices were at a loss for words. They were near silent when she was around her. Because she was happy, and kept her mind occupied.
Blue would often fall asleep, and wake up with scratches and bruises on her arms due to how many times she'd fall off her bed due to the nightmares. She could no longer drown out her demons. That night, that beautiful December night, is when it started. It's all but a blur to her, really. The only person she killed before the incident was her little sister. She tied her to her bed and slit her throat, so that she would not suffer like her parents did. Then, she set the house on fire and casually left like it was no big deal. Her mother and father were planning on divorcing, due to both of them cheating, and they were going to split up the children. Blue knows because the voices told her so. So, she killed them before they could. She would not allow her sister to go through that. It would of ruined her innocence. Not long after that, The other proxies and agents had taken her into their care, and she has been with them since then. 4 years now have passed since the incident and since she joined them. She was sought out by the police, but they never could find her. She regrets having succumbed to her voices. Ever since then, she has taken her meds religiously and even seems to have trouble falling asleep.
She does have her dream job, though. She makes masks for any proxies that request them, in any style. She works day and night continuously on them, working hard on even the smallest of details for them.
▸ Familial Relations:
*Mother, Rena, 41 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Father, Justin, 48 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Jasmine, 5 (Dead) (view spoiler)
━━━Extra
▸ Zodiac: Scorpio
▸ Theme Song: N/A
http://iv1.lisimg.com/image/2423028/6..."I got so tired of being on my own.. So I made friends that were just mine to have. Friends that I knew would never leave me."
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Aziz Kouachi
: ♂ : 17 : Arabic : Tone/Singing : Homosexual :
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» Demon child of dread
» Aiperos
.. . . . . " I make one phone call and the world changes. Let me know if you get bored with the world. "
━━━ R a n k :: Hunter
» How Long: 2 years
» Mental Stability: 10
» Power Level: 2
» Method of Killing: Psychological/Emotional torture; if forced to physically, he will do so through the means of poisons and paralyzing agents. He gets nauseated at the sight of blood so inflicting direct wounds purposely would not be an option for him. Preferably, he cons others into killing for him.
» Weakness in combat: Lack of decent combat strength, fragile form, inexperience in hand to hand combat, horrible sense of reflexes/can not anticipate attacks, hiding fact of lack of self confidence, hemophobia and the unwillingness to end someone's life if he can help it.
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.. . . . . " People you trust and defend will ultimately betray you. This is a game of suspicion. "
━━━ P h y s i c a l A p p a r i t i o n
: Wardrobe and Aesthetics :
▸ Height: 5'3"
▸ Weight: 92 lbs.
▸ Complexion: Pale olive and smooth, noted to be youthful and make him look almost childish with soft contours
▸ Build: Lithe, lean, considerably fragile
▸ Eye Color: Pastel Lavender
▸ Hair Color: Obsidian
▸ Any Visual Quirks: Wide piercing scar over his left collarbone that has healed over time, but still prominent on his body.
▸ Casual Attire:
▸Formal attire:
▸Mask Design:
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.. . . . . " Why do you guys hate lies so much? There's only one truth, but endless possibilities for lies, y'know? And some of them are only white lies, or lies to be kind to people. "
━━━ P e r s o n a l i t y
▸ General Description:
Aziz has a bit of a complex personality layered with lies and deceit. He is known for being a mischievous trouble maker that constantly tries to interfere with other and stirr reactions for pure enjoyment. Many see it as a means of childish attention seeking when he does so as his means in attempt to socialize with people. It is almost the sole way he knows how to garner attention and craves such, despite whether it be positive or negative. He craves assurance from others in a very unhealthy obsession, willing to change most aspects of himself and lie his way to steal someones heart. Many view Aziz as a selfish asshole because of this.
While hiding underneath his persona, aziz is a surprisingly emotional person that seeks validation in almost everything. He lacks the ability to accept himself and has many self esteem issues, which cause for him to hide his true nature almost constantly. The young man suffers badly from a fear of weakness and exploitation and will become overly protective and uncharacteristically angry at anyone he sees as a threat to his invulnerability, hence why he identifies others in his made up rankings. This is also the same for remaining family members he loves as well as love interests. He wears a hard exterior in fear of exploitation and comes off as narcissistic and mean spirited, almost more aggressive towards those he does like. With physical attraction, he will admit if he finds someone attractive, though scorn himself temporarily for letting himself fall for a perceived incubus.
When in the privacy of his own space, or at least believed to be, his hobbies normal settle in. He has a stash of toys from his old home as well as coloring books and so forth. Though he find a weird guilty pleasure in these objects and will become extremely embarrassed if they are found out or brought up. Aside from that, he has other childish tendencies, such as feeling entitled, being over actively hyper at times and just naive on some even basic matters he never experienced as a child himself. These however are more passive traits he himself will not admit and like lying, can not tell all the time when he does so.
▸ Persona Desc:
His 'persona' as most other hunters would have, is ingenuine. However, it is still terrifying nonetheless, maybe even more so. Aziz depicts himself as a cruel emotionless dictator and puppet master that lurks in the shadows. It is true that he himself is horrid at combat due to his lack of gifted abilities as the others, but his ways of a manipulator are surprisingly effective. He can sway the heart of almost whoever he wishes, just to exploit their weakness and mock them for it. When threatened and attacked, he will strike back in defense, but only as a last resort and when those of his small cult are unable to help him. He is extremely tactful and revels in planning the downfall of others, primarily killers. He does partake in torture, although prefers to chase and corner his victims psychologically and emotionally. Some of these occurrences of degradation and belittling have drove victims so far into depression and despair that they end up killing themselves in captivity or pleading to be executed. Like in is true self, he closes off others from contact, however refuses to leave any gaps and is always on high suspicion of others.
Many aspects of this persona derive from ideas and vivid but zany dreams he had as a child, as well as more notably, the support acting role he had plaid for a short bit of popularity. He seemed to be so engrossed in the role of a demonic prince that he adapted that role here and even refers to his masked guise as aiperos from time to time, showing that he does understand the difference from the so called hunter leader he claimed to be and his true personality.
▸ Tendencies and Traits:
◊ Has a naive and childish perception on many things. As a result, he will be occasionally found partaking in childish activities, such as scrawling in a coloring book, playing with toys, etc. Although if caught by those of his cult, will deny the entire thing.
◊ Tends to nickname everyone and everything, as rank them depending on worth. These rankings can result anywhere from worthless to soulmate and it isnt uncommon for random rankings to be added to his system.
◊ Calls those he considers fond to him 'Ipo'; despite there being no clear indication why this phrase specifically.
◊ In any event of games, Aziz is overly enthusiatic and uses whatever tactics to win, even underhanded, scummy methods to emerge victorious. This is the same for any combat situations, although will never purposely make a killing blow.
◊ The young man is in complete denial of his naivety and constantly debates with others on the subject. This becomes profusely worse if one was to insult his intelligence or leadership skills.
◊ Aziz has an array of hobbies. These including abstract painting, reading teen fiction and nonfiction historical literature, astrology, people watching, board and video games and most notably, his talents as an actor. With his comfort in lying, he is a terrifyingly convincing actor and during the few years he was enrolled in his art school.
◊ With his exceptional acting talent, he had the chance to be given the role of 'Aiperos', a demonic prince, on a popular live action drama that was seeking someone fitting of the energetic role. Despite only being cast for a few episodes, he has held a certain amount of pride in the role and tends to use the name in times where he needs to cover his identity as aziz. He will occasionally refer to his stern dictator half as Aiperos as well.
◊ Romantically, he seems uninterested in any of those he leads. Despite this, he had on a few occasions pointed out other males for being hot, though it is unsure whether this is an awkward way of him flirting or a questionable compliment.
▸ Mental Illness:
✦ Selective mutism
✦ Antisocial personality disorder
✦ Pathological lying
✦ Histrionic personality disorder
▸ Strengths and Weaknesses
□ Intelligence and wit
□ Determination
□ Strong sense of righteousness
□ Stubborn/Iron will
□ Caring of others
□ Cautious of suspicious characters or circumstances.
□ White knight complex
□ Strong Leadership skills and charisma
■ Can not improvise plans/ horrid natural instincts
■ Lacks the heart to kill unless in the act of self defense
■ Multi-faced/ Indecisive emotionally and attitude wise
■ Overly sensitive
■ Lacks confidence in his true self
■ Refuses to trust others
■ Hides beneath his own facade of lies that not even he can track out of fear
■ Comes off as vulgar and mean spirited to strangers
■ Terrified of combat
▸ Likes and Dislikes
□ Food; Native cuisines, Asian dishes, Spicy and sweet flavored items
□ Sweets; preferably dark chocolate, fruit flavored deserts and salted black licorice
□ Drinks; Soda, energy drinks, sweet coffees and cocktails
□ Animals; Fennec foxes, white tigers, kittens, small domesticated rodents
□ Activities; Art, acting, studies, history, games, toys, role-playing
□ Ideals; Anarchy, atheism,
□ Traits; Loyalty, bravery, assertiveness
□ Aesthetic; Stormy nights, fog, dusk, light forestry, rural areas, city life
■ Food; Salads, seafood, anything with bone, bitter foods
■ Drinks; black coffee, hot tea, water (just in spite of being told soda is bad for him)
■ Animals; bears, mosquito, snakes, wolves
■ Activities; killing, fighting, sports, physical activity of any sort
■ Traits; lying (from others), cowardice, insensitivity, mercilessness, push overs
■ Aesthetic; hot arid days, rivers, thick forestry, ominous territory
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.. . . . . " Everyone...hates me...so the role of villain is perfect for me... Yeah, I know already! It should've been my responsibility! "
━━━ H i s t o r y
▸ General Description:
Ever since the young man was born, he has been caressed with the blessed life of luxury in the eyes of a normal outsider. Growing up, the child was spoiled rotten to the core, presented anything he wanted, go anywhere he could of dreamed of and any aspirations of his little heart would be paid for. Many outsiders hold envy for this sort of pampered lifestyle, although aziz was probably just as troubled as those homeless on the streets.
With having a overworked idolistic icon as a mother, the woman seemed to be always preoccupied and would only settle for family events on the rare occasion of a blue moon. While his father differed very much from this, it would be more of a hassle for the young aziz to bond with him, despite having a deep adoration and respect for. The elder gentleman seemed to have no concern other then maintaining the reputation of the kouachi family name and had a stern disposition if the child did anything out of line that could possibly endanger their reputation. This also had a huge impact on his social life, since his father refused for anyone from the middle class or lower to associate with anyone fondly from their household. Leading on the restricted fine life, he found the place rather boring. That is until he started to try and make his life interesting.
It all began with little white lies here and there. From feigning sickness in attempt to get his mother's attention, to causing public stunts of ignorance or perhaps spreading rumors about possible bullies or other threats for his fathers immediate attention. Progressively, he began to weave his keenness for manipulation, reveling in any aspect of attention that his parents had gave him, despite that not being his original attempt. It almost became a way of life for him to hide away as some sort of alter ego of what he once was, until of course, his facade went too far. Under the tense and exaggerated claim he had made of one of the other students at his academy had threatened his life, his father had immediately taken action without his knowledge of the claim.
In order to protect his family, his father had hired a mercenary to dispose of the child that made the claim; and the soul was killed within the week. Once aziz had realized the repercussions of his actions, he fell into a guilt driven state of mutism, hiding behind his family members who as aristocrats of their city, were questioned and interrogated almost daily about the moral of their actions. Eventually, the family was forced to move due to the nuisance and slander his family had received to a smaller more rural area. It was there where aziz transferred and enrolled in the school for gifted arts, wanting to follow in his mothers footsteps as a celebrity.
Those in his classes were for the most part, all openly friendly. But the young man found it horridly difficult to open up truthfully to these people. When he was spoken to, he would always fabricate great tales of fiction about his family. Due to the known fact of his father being responsible for hiring an assassin, he had played it off as if his father was a cultist lead of a dangerous satanic organization that he himself was also in charge of. Despite himself thinking the premise was cool, these lies kept people away from him, most likely for the best at that point. Though a few catching wind of his lies, it unfortunately involved in his own gang involvement.
One of those late afternoons after his school session, Aziz was invited for a sort of get together outside the school grounds. Being the naive, socially unaware child he was, he decided to happily take up on the offer. Although once at the meeting grounds, the thugs that called him out bound him and knocked him unconscious. When awake once again, he found himself in the lions den, in an actual cult setting face to face with a true cultist. Being a devout follower of this so called divinity, the woman enticed aziz to join as a means to fill the void in his heart. Of course being the rational person ultimately was, aziz refused and attempted to leave. Although ultimately, he was beaten into submission until he complied with the crazy woman's demands.
He was destined to live his life now as some sort of killer for their greater god. But despite all the big talk he was before, he had broken emotionally when it came to actually carrying out murders. His first target was to be a corrupted political family with the help of a few others. Though unlike the other proxies, the young man broke into tears at the first sign of violence and begged to go home from those with him. Obviously his demands were ignored as he felt rather helpless to either side in the situation. Figuring he would get killed off by these psychopaths if he disobeyed, there wasn't much he could do but go along with the alter persona he had fabricated originally to stimulate conversations and emotions from others.
Countless missions as such went on as each time, Aziz refused to kill anyone. If anything, he would attempt to help victims escape certain doom by being a klutz, purposefully throwing his team mates off by lying to them or purposefully getting in the way of assault to protect those he thought were innocent. As more and more missions began to fail, the leader of the cult began to feel restless with his actions and attempted to talk 'sense' into aziz. She attempted to persuade the young man with power and prestige. although the young man ultimately refused her offer, which sent the woman in an almost outrage.
She kept a stern grasp around the young mans throat, strangling him tightly with a sinister calm glare. Despite seeming helpless, he had procrastinated his way with his normal lies to subvert his attention as he managed to knock a large glass framed painting off the wall, the weight collapsing on the girl and subtly him, knocking them both to the ground. With his lithe form, he had grasped one of the long sickles of glass that had crashed down and used it in self defense when the woman had lunged to stab him. He had suffered a gushing cracked collarbone from a rustic hunting knife hitting him, although had struck the woman's throat, her momentum ultimately leading to her own downfall and piercing his windpipe.
The few that came to the room after hearing the crash had rushed down to see the young man standing over the woman, having ripped of her bloody cloak. Although the death was only a simple act in self defense, Aziz realized that this was the key chance to stop the chaotic means of killing. He decided to assert authority over the others through his lie of snapping into a cruel, despair craving masochistic persona, although was stern on converting the ways of the crazed cultists into what he saw as a more rebellious force. He would lead the cultists in a small effort against the other forces of chaotic proxies and agents that also indulged in murder and became the 'evil leader' he had once bragged about.
A couple years had pasted since then as aziz had adopted to his new life style of power. Despite having small numbers, he has shown to be an extraordinary tactician and strategist that has easily taken on twice of his own force. Having found some sort of purpose in his life, he had lost himself in the process as far as people had known. Occasionally having the lurking suspicion of depression and perhaps even loneliness from having to be a stern role model for his peers, he seemed to lose interest in himself as well as care for his well being, shoving his insecurities for the sake of what he thought was justice.
▸ Traumatizing Events:
✦ Isolation from social constructs and interaction
✦ Partial involvement of a classmate death
✦ Cultism Affiliation
✦ Witness of murder/occasional murder
▸ Blood Relations:
:: Ahadi Kouachi :: Biological Father
◊ Ahadi was a man that grew up in great poverty for most of his childhood, using his wit to slowly climb up the social rungs to the wealthy aristocrat he became. Due to the hardships he had overcome in his life to get to his position, he has a soft spot for those less fortune, but firm position, refusing to helping them but instead encouraging them to become as successful as he did. Though he never actually specified where all his fortune came from and how it was acquired, he became content with his family life and almost protective of it to ensure his son would have a bright future and spoiled him to give the child the luxury that he never had. With Aziz, he is very firm on his parenting, although his cold looking demeanor comes from his desire of his son wanting to strive and become strong as he did.
:: Mahirru Kouachi :: Biological Mother
◊ Mahi as she is more formerly known is a woman that leads a busy life. From modeling and being an independent musician, she strives for her work, not for the income, but for the passion of the art and had Ahadi's mindset of wanting to keep a positive reputation for the family so their offspring will live without strife. She is a very loving mother to her child, going out of her way to show affection to him when she gets the chance as much as she can. Mahi grew up from a more wealthy family, although her family prior had a reputation of sending their daughters out to be suitors and even prostitutes to gain wealth from other nobles or even eventually become a queen. She no longer follows these traditions though some have accused her of being a dirty whore for being forced to partake in these customs.
*Aziz has no known blood relatives.
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.. . . . . " After I said I'd kill you, I was on your mind the whole time, right? You thought about whether or not I was serious, or why I would say something confusing... Ha, even now! You're concerned about me from the bottom of your heart! Now, you'll never *ever* forget me for the rest of your life. I stole your heart, so now I'm satisfied. "
━━━ E x t r a
▸ Date of Birth : May 27th
▸ Zodiac: Gemini
▸ Theme Song: Get Scared - God Damn Liar
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"Kill without being caught, and then survive the trial... Sounds like a load of bullshit to me."
━━━Name: Haruki Fujimara
▸ Nickname: Haru
▸ Age: 17
▸ Gender: Male
▸ Date of Birth: October 3rd
▸ Faceclaim: Rantarou Amami
━━━Illness: He has amnesia. He remembers nothing from his past.
▸ Rank: Proxy
▸ How Long: Not long
▸ Mental Stability: 7/10
▸ Power Level: 7/10
━━━Appearance
https://static.zerochan.net/Amami.Ran... (view spoiler)
▸ Most Famous Quote: "You have to stop smacking my ass every time you see me."
▸ Eye Color: Green
▸ Hair Color: Green
▸ Height&Weight: 5'10, 137 lbs
▸ Any Visual Quirks:
*Easily forgetful
"My name is Haruki Fujimara. I can't remember much about myself at the moment... But I promise I'm not a bad guy. Nice to meet you."
━━━Personality
▸ General Description: At first glance, Haru is seen as a rather mysterious individual. However, as you get to know him, you'll realize that he is a carefree and relaxed person. He is actually often described as someone who may be relaxed, but can also sometimes get overwhelmed if he's around people with stronger personalities than his own. Nevertheless, he is still able to show patience with the more energetic proxy's, with the ability to laugh things off, even if he's being threatened to them. Even though Haru doesn't remember his past, he doesn't seem too worried about it, instead, he simply looks forward to finding out what it is someday. He is usually seen smiling and describes himself as "not a suspicious guy". He gives off a really calm and composed vibe and seems like a reliable person. His speech is characterized by being very friendly and colloquial.
Despite his appearance and manner of speech, he has cold, excellent insight, and he can have even frightening expressions whenever he gets very serious. While others may be scared and act chaotic when they meet a murderer, he is capable of coldly interrogating them about their motives. He also shows a deep understanding of murderers, which is probably why most other proxies get along with him, and often talks and acts like he knows something the others don't know, saying profound-sounding and enigmatic sentences, which often make him sound quite suspicious or even eerie. He views killing like a game. He is shown to be very competent in the killing game scenario, understanding that in order to truly win the game you must end the game itself instead of outwitting other participants. So in other words, you have to kill your target rather than your competition that may or may not be after the same target. Haru is someone who likes to stand off to the side of the crowd and quietly observe people, waiting for them to mess up or approach him first before he is willing to speak to them. People (especially girls) occasionally seem to assume that Haru is a womanizer and he himself is aware that he looks like "a playboy", but he always insists he isn't that kind of person and he doesn't have a girlfriend, stating that he's just a chill, friendly guy. He dislikes it when people think he's one, based on his looks. Due to having multiple little sisters, even with no acknowledgement of his past, Haru is a trained older brother. He feels a natural tug towards people, and often tries having a brother sister/brother relationship with them. He has great knowledge of concepts that are considered feminine because he used to help his younger sisters with certain things like schoolwork and nail art. Due to how he treats some of his friends, it's obvious that he can be very soft with his siblings and possibly other young or young-looking people, as he seems to have a hard time saying no if they ask him nicely.
However, before he had lost his memory, he did not think he was such a good brother, after the incident that had happened to his little sisters. The possibility of his sisters hating him appears to be his biggest concern and even though he is seemingly a relaxed person, he can be pretty stressed when it comes to having nightmares of them. Who are these people? Why does he feel like he is close to them, and know them? Why does the thought of these strangers hating him, make him fearful?
He tends to smile constantly, even though he is actually feeling bad on the inside, which is supposedly a habit he developed due to having so many younger siblings to take care of. He is also shown to be a bit insecure about his memory issues, assuming that others wouldn't trust someone like him and wondering if he can even trust himself. His unsure nature is also seen in the way he often laughs in a laid-back manner and states that he's just guessing after explaining some of his reasoning. Whenever he is in the bad mood, he tends to sigh in slight annoyance and won't hesitate to openly state out loud that he doesn't want to talk.
Haru has had the nature of an adventurer since a young age, as he apparently had a tendency to go on small adventures all by himself. He has also stated that he likes to travel plenty of times and has been in somewhat dangerous areas as well.
▸ Alt Persona Desc: Haru, like almost everyone else in this world, can easily be influenced by The Operator, and easily turn into the complete opposite of what he is normally like. Yes, the sweet little Haru has an evil side; An insane side. When under The Operator's influence, he is obviously not himself. He can be cold, calculating and distant. He doesn't care about anyone or anything, and can be known to kill someone he thinks may be in his way of completing The Operator's task. Some of Haru's cold personality actually shows in his normal personality too at times. Whenever he's serious, he gets scary. Under the influence of The Operator, Haru is always serious, and that's the thing that makes him so scary. He'll stick to the shadows and observe people, only attacking them when the moment is right. He'll do it swiftly and cleanly, so as to not draw too much attention. Then by time he's in control again, he won't remember a thing.
▸ Habits and Quirks: N/A
▸ Likes:
*Olive Oil
*Greek Yogurt
*Cake
*Crystals
*His striped necktie
*His autumn colored scarf
*Ladybugs
*Dog tags
*Proxilingual Devices
*His clock-shaped gaming console
*Aluminum Water
*Childish games
*His sisters
*Silver earrings
*Barrettes
▸ Dislikes:
*Fucking cars man
*Not being able to remember his past
*People questioning his past
*Being considered a 'playboy'
*Sleeping (He has nightmares from his past, a past in which he cannot remember)
"Anyway, it'd be nice if we could get along. We aren't going anywhere for a while."
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━━━History
▸ General Description: Although Haru doesn't remember his past, he gets vivid images of his past in his dreams, but only the bad parts. Due to it, he often thinks he was a bad brother and bad son. Although, he is unable to prove this theory about himself, since he doesn't remember his past completely.
Haru was born to Faya and Chess Fujimara, along side his 12 younger sisters, (listed from oldest to youngest) Natalie, Kim, Patience, Chance, Cassidy, Allison, Arya, Willow, Rylee, Bailey, Hadley, and Athena. Haru's mother, Faya, was a maid, while Haru's father, Chess, was an adventurer of sorts. He would travel around the world, visiting tombs and villages that were once considered lost to the world, and would collect whatever treasure they had left. That being said, Haru's father was gone most the time. However, judging from the amount of children they had, it proves that that never really put a damper on Haru's parent's relationship.
Haru was always close to his father. From ages 5 to 8, Haru had traveled the world with his father, viewing all these amazing yet dangerous and exotic places. Due to this, it had allowed Haru to grow a strong immune system. The weather changes never seem to affect him, even to this day, and he rarely ever gets sick. Haru, being the only male, was his father's pride and joy. Sure, he loved Haru's sisters too, but he always seemed to value Haru a little more than them. Though, that also meant that Haru was often put under a lot of pressure in order to ensure he got good grades, despite being put on home studies at the time, and never acted out in an unnatural or impolite way.
By age 8, Haru had to return due to his mother growing ill. And worse yet, she was pregnant again. He knew his father could not stay behind. His father struggled enough with finding these treasures and earning money off of them. So, Haru had decided to stay behind to care for his mother and 12 little sisters while his father crossed many seas in hopes of finding this money they so desperately needed. Haru was back, and he was back to being the sweet older brother that all his little sisters had missed. He cared for them, even after his mother passed when Haru was age 9.
Haru's mother had died giving birth to his final little sister, Athena. She was the perfect example of 'perfect'. Athena was pure, innocent and adorable. She never cried, even when she hurt herself. She wasn't like her other siblings, who liked to cause trouble. No. Athena preferred to be by herself, reading in the garden. She was up to anything that kept her out of trouble and away from crowds. She was Haru's little shy sister, and it was believed that he would protect her, and his other little sisters, forever. However, that was not the case.
By age 13, Haru had changed. He had begun getting paranoid that someone, or something, was after him. He'd see familiar faces in the crowds and would feel like he was constantly being watched whenever he walked past any windows, doors, or walked anywhere outside. He began to get snippy towards his sisters, and spent most his time alone in his room, where he had wood blocking his windows, and 6 locks on his door. He even had a secret knock pattern he made his sisters learn, just so that he would be sure it was them knocking and no one else. Although, even then, he sometimes questioned if it was truly them, or someone disguised as them. He was on edge, but made it look like he wasn't. That was the scary part. He knew how to fake a smile; How to pretend that he was alright, just for the show. But behind the walls of his house, he was an entirely different person. It took only a year before it was on the news that his house had burnt down, and he was the only survivor. His siblings were found burnt to a crisp, but it was also said that they had possibly died before the fire accurred. They each had 37 knife wounds in their back. Someone literally stabbed them in the back.
After that happened, his father returned to him. It was suspected that Haru was the one who caused the fires. After all, he was the only survivor, and wouldn't talk at all to the police or the news reporters. So, Chess had returned to take Haru away from it all. Haru just needed some space to breathe, and some ocean air to help him relax. Or, so his father believed. Haru still wasn't the same. He was depressed and droopy. He barely ate, and rarely ever responded when someone would speak to him or touch him in any way. He'd just stare down at the wet wooded floor or out at the sea. He had began to stop sleeping. His eyes were dark, and he was growing ever skinnier. His mood scared the other shipmates traveling with Chess, but they dared not speak up about it to their captain. It was his son, after all. It wasn't long after that the ship was found, wrecked and on fire, with no survivors. The boy's body was never found.
Haru was 16 when this occurred. He doesn't remember, but he had woken up on shore, with a boy around his age trying to shake him awake. Haru was weak, freezing and his head was aching. His beautiful avocado green hair was being dyed red by his crimson red blood. He was beginning to realize how tired and how hungry he was. After seeing the boy's face, he had slowly drifted off into unconsciousness. He woke up, after a month of sleeping, in a strangers bed. But before the stranger could know he was awake, he made his quick escape out the window. But this stranger never lost his interest. After Haru became a proxy, he followed this boy around and studied his behavior. He made sure to never make his presence known to this boy. He cannot allow this boy to realize he is being hunted.
▸ Familial Relations:
*Mother, Faya, 43 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Father, Chess, 47 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Natalie, 15 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Kim, 14 (Dead)(Twin to Patience) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Patience, 14 (Dead)(Twin to Kim) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Chance, 13 (Dead)(Twin to Cassidy) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Cassidy, 13 (Dead)(Twin to Chance) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Allison, 12 (Dead)(Twin to Arya) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Arya, 12 (Dead)(Twin to Allison) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Willow, 11 (Dead) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Rylee, 10 (Dead)(Triplet to Bailey and Hadley) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Bailey, 10 (Dead)(Triplet to Rylee and Hadley) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Hadley, 10 (Dead)(Triplet to Rylee and Bailey) (view spoiler)
*Little sister, Athena, 8 (Dead) (view spoiler)
━━━Extra
▸ Zodiac: Libra
▸ Theme Song: The Devil Within by Digital Daggers
▸ Voice: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Nfh9...
"...Is it weird? That I'm not really bothered by the fact that I don't remember my past? You know, I'm actually kinda looking forward to finding out. I wonder what my life used to be like."
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http://0169acf2b41053510793-a17828a56...━━━Name: Jasper Arthur Husher
▸ Age: 24
▸ Gender: Male
▸ Sexuality: Gay
▸ Date of Birth: September 15th
▸ Faceclaim: Arthur Sales
━━━Rank: Agent
▸ How Long: 5 years now
▸ Mental Stability: 6/10
▸ Power Level: 8/10
━━━Appearance
https://fashfever.files.wordpress.com...▸ Eye Color: Green
▸ Hair Color: Brown
▸ Height&Weight: 6'1, 164 lbs
▸ Any Visual Quirks: Has a few scars on his back
━━━Personality
▸ General Description: Jasper has never been considered 'normal'. Anyone with half a brain could figure that out within seconds of speaking to the man. Jasper is someone who is extremely charming, but also someone who can be seductive when the time calls for it. He has never met someone who was able to change this side of him. He has never felt love, only lust. One night stand's are always a constant thing for him. However, he seems to go after men, more so than women. Who wouldn't? Women can get pregnant, complain a lot and fuck, they can be fucking scary if treated incorrectly.
Jasper has always been insecure about himself. He doesn't like developing emotions and if he feels he is, he tries to distance himself from that person. He cares a lot about his appearance and what people think of him. However, he still acts like a dick and acts as if people's opinions of himself don't matter at all.
Jasper loves to tease people, and compete with them. For fun, that is. If he feels like he has to compete for a person, he'll either grow angry, irritated or will just leave that person alone. Honestly, he believes competing for a human being is considered disrespectful. Despite the fact that he usually is ever considered respectful.
Jasper is a terrible liar. If people confront him with something, he tends to laugh it off and treat it as a joke, often saying,"What? No." At the end, to try to make it seem more real that what the person had just confronted him on is really not true.
Jasper may not show it, but deep inside he is a caring and considerate young man. He has trouble showing emotions, true, but it has been shown that if people truly want something or are upset about something, he will indiscreetly go out of his way just to please them. Though, will deny doing so.
▸ Alt Persona Desc: Jasper is an agent. This means, he does all that is requested of him by the Operator, despite having never actually met the guy. Jasper is also the one who does all the dirty work, like cleaning up after the lower proxies. Which, is what all agent's jobs are. He plays this part well. On the outside, to strangers, he is flirtatious and charming. But to his targets, they get to see a dark and ruthless side that rarely anyone gets to experience. Jasper may not normally act it, but he doesn't hesitate at all to kill people. When under the Operator's influence, Jasper is in control of himself completely, and kills willingly for him. He loves the thrill he gets when killing.
Despite never having met the Operator, Jasper highly respects the guy. Or girl. He is unsure. Whether the Operator is real or not, Jasper will continue to fight under his name. He will not disappoint this stranger. It'd be a shame if someone tried to convince him otherwise.
▸ Mental Illness: N/A
▸ Likes
*Being an ass
*Adventures
*Causing trouble for others
*Reading (Although won't admit it)
*People who challenge him
*Cats
*Teasing himself
▸ Dislikes
*Himself (Has bad self esteem issues)
*Feeling like he has to compete for people's attention (He loves it when it comes to competing for other things; but never for people. He feels it's disrespectful if you compete for a person)
*Showing his deep emotions
*Sadness
*FEELINGS
*Losing
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-TK-UEI6NnSo...━━━History
▸ General Description: Jasper was never a stickler for rules, even as a young child. He was born as an only child to Leonardo and Mariam (Mary) Williamson, who are one of the richest couple out there, along side their son at the time. Word even was that Jasper would be worth millions if sold in a black market. But, no one was ever brave enough to try to snatch the weird boy up.
At a young age, Jasper always had a fascination with the darkness. He read many books on paranormal and mythical beings. He'd collect dead animal corpses and keep them in jars hidden deep within his walk in closet, behind the countless suits and ties that he never wore. He was never proper like his parents were. He only wore suits if forced to. Otherwise, he'd go around constantly with a dirty shirt, jeans that barely hugged his waist, and no shoes. If people saw the boy, playing in the mud by himself, they never would of guessed that his parents were the famous Mariam and Leonardo.
Jasper hated normal. He hated normal people, normal feelings. He even hated being considered normal himself, which is why he often went out of his way to prove that he wasn't. He had a fascination with fire, so much so that he had burnt his maid pretty badly when she caught him lighting a stick on fire and had tried to force ably take it from him. Jasper never seemed to have normal emotions, and the few times he started to develop them, as he got older, he'd choose to ignore them and push them aside. If he had feelings, he'd be considered normal. He couldn't have that.
He was able to hold off these emotions until he had reached the age of 15. He had met a boy. This boy was new to Jasper's class. He was the one boy who'd prefer to keep people at a distance. This boy, he had flames in his emerald green eyes, that were partially hidden by his black, messy hair. He picked fights with anyone who crossed him. He was small, but the fire inside of him was bigger than all the world's problems combined. This fire was what captured Jasper's attention. This boy went by the name of Vasil. His heart and soul were black. THEY WERE the darkness. Jasper adored this boy. It took awhile before he could approach Vasil. He at first wasn't interested in becoming friends, but the more persistent Jasper was, the lesser Vasil fought him and they eventually became inseparable. They were friends for 2 years, and the longer they were together, the more Jasper had developed strong feelings for him. But Jasper knew better. He knew Vasil was into girls, and only saw Jasper as a really good friend. It irked Jasper, but it was just something he knew he had to get used to. Perhaps if he stayed friends with him long enough, Vasil would start developing feelings towards Jasper as well.
2 years had passed. Jasper was 17 now. His feelings for Vasil were ever growing. He knew he had to say something, but he always kept putting it off. "Maybe tomorrow" He'd say. "He's too busy today." He'd make excuse after excuse, until it eventually was too late. The senior dance was coming up, and Vasil had asked his childhood crush to be his date. She had accepted, of course. Who wouldn't, with someone as attractive as Vasil? She understood Vasil, but not as good as Jasper did. Jasper did not intervene, nor did he go to the dance. He could not stand the thought of going there, dateless, while the man he was madly in love with, danced with someone else.
It was 2 am that same night when Jasper had gotten a phone call from Vasil. He was crying. Something about the girl having left him for her ex, who subconsciously had beaten Vasil up when he tried to convince her not to leave him. He needed a ride home. Jasper, being smitten by the boy, agreed to go drive and pick him up to take him home. To this day, Jasper still agrees that that was a bad idea. At home, one thing led to another, which led to Jasper waking up next to the barely dressed man of his dreams. Sure, most would consider that a good thing, but the look in Vasil's eyes when he woke up said the opposite. Jasper was just the backup plan. He was the one fuck that Vasil needed to feel like he got some sort of revenge on the girl who never even loved him. After that, things had ended between Vasil and Jasper. Vasil grew distant, as did Jasper, and eventually, Vasil had moved away with his family to another state. That was around Jasper's 18th birthday.
Jasper, by that time, had grown numb. He had cried so many times, and was ignored by Vasil so long, he began to feel nothing towards him. He didn't love him. He didn't hate him. He felt.. Empty. So, Vasil's leaving didn't really bother Jasper at all.
Jasper never really was the same after that. He was seductive towards everyone, and could barely hold a stable relationship. He'd never let anyone get close to him. At home, it wasn't any better. He'd constantly argue with his parents, even if they'd ask him simple questions (such as how his day was). He wanted nothing to do with them. He had eventually moved out, during the middle of his 18th year, into a small apartment by himself. He cut off all ties with his family, and spent a majority of his time drinking and partying. But something still wasn't quite right.. He'd feel as if he were being watched. He'd hear things, telling him to stab people just for talking to him. They'd urge him to do anything to get these people to shut up and stop being so self absorbed with themselves. Eventually, Jasper didn't ignore the voices. On December 15th, he had killed everyone at the Christmas party he had attended, later on burning the building down. He was never found by police. The image is still somewhat fuzzy. He remembers waking up, covered in blood with a strange masked man in front of him. "Do you wish to live in the darkness?" The man had asked, holding out a hand to Jasper, in which he had accepted willingly. He became a proxy that night, and very soon after, an Agent of the Operator. He doesn't know if this man exists, but this man's people saved him. Well, somewhat. He still felt like he owed the man for taking him in and protecting him from the Police. He will do anything to fight and protect the Operator, and the other proxy's.
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*Father, Leonardo, 54 (Whereabouts unknown) (view spoiler)
*Mother, Mary, 48 (Whereabouts unknown) (view spoiler)
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▸ Zodiac: Virgo
▸ Theme Song: Dust and Gold by Arrows to Athens
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