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[jay, rip]

and i left hella early but whatever

[jay, rip]

me: ok i worked 11 hours yesterday and i got up early today and i went and was social so time to sleep
my brain: but remember your haircut in 2012?

[jay, rip]

also i’m working hella hours lately so i’m getting that bread but i’m also getting that sleep deprivation

[jay, rip]

deadass picked up a 5 hour shift after a 7 hour shift and worked 11 hours in one day, plus i’m picking up shifts that my coworkers are posting that they can’t work

[jay, rip]

so yeah

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also i drove to 3 different Kroger’s and 2 Meijers trying to find a damn gluten free cake that i really wanted, but i didn’t find it, so then i just bought cake mix and frosting and my mom’s gonna make my bday cake lmaooo

[jay, rip]

bc highkey i didn’t want a cake from a bakery :/

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but seriously though i’m about to be entering my last teenage year and i’m old

[jay, rip]

but really tho i’m actually nervous abt my birthday because it’s been a decade since i last had a good birthday bc something bad always happens

[jay, rip]

last year i spent my birthday in the ICU w my brother while he was intubated from the chemo and they thought he was brain dead

[jay, rip]

last year i spent my birthday in the ICU w my brother while he was intubated from the chemo and they thought he was brain dead

[jay, rip]

anyway i’m actually gonna try 2 sleep now,,, i have work in the morning

[jay, rip]

decided i’m gonna spend my bday doing what i do best

so basically i’m gonna RP w my favorite writing partner while in a bath with a lush bath bomb and my free starbucks birthday drink

[jay, rip]

get you a main who asks if ur in a good mental place to vent

[jay, rip]

my mom deadass baked me a cake lmao

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i bought cake mix and shit but she sent me upstairs and told me i wasn’t allowed to bake my own bday cake lmaooo

[jay, rip]

she made pink icing to write on the cake,,, she told me she’s gonna write “happy bunday” bc it’s monday and my nickname is bun so my bday is bunday LMAL

[jay, rip]

anyway i got this really cute hoodie it says “golden” on it in yellow and it’s so comfy??

[jay, rip]

i just want a lap dance and that’s it??? can someone help

[jay, rip]

currently tryna explain anatomy to my 15 y/o cousin

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“so your cat is fixed so she can’t pee?”
no babe that’s not how it works

[jay, rip]

i told MH that i thought this one girl was cute and she was like “aw” and then asked to borrow my phone, gave it to her and didn’t think much of it till i figured out she used it to request the girl on insta

but hey the girl accepted and followed back lmaooo

[jay, rip]

it’s been my birthday for nine (9) minutes and i’ve already cried twice

[jay, rip]

but that is okay. just be who you are.

[jay, rip]

i just received a message that said “remember the irish fiddle player” and yknow what. i do not fucking remember.

[jay, rip]

jay wrote: "i just received a message that said “remember the irish fiddle player” and yknow what. i do not fucking remember."

SHE JUST GAVE ME CONTEXT it was that time last year where we DMed a bunch of famous people to see who would answer and ended up in a conversation w some famous fiddle player from freaking ireland

[jay, rip]

that fiddle player was kinda wack tho he sent me paragraphs abt his ex wife lmaoooo

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its like 1 am why am i awake rip

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Happy birthday <3

[jay, rip]

thank you lynx! 💞

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omg happy late birthdayyyy its ur 19th right? have fun!

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Angel wrote: "omg happy late birthdayyyy its ur 19th right? have fun!"

thanks ang! yeah i’m 19 now 🤪🤙 thanks

[jay, rip]

my review of being 19 so far: good cake and lots cuddles w my cats but the sexual frustration is a big hindrance on this particular birthday week

[jay, rip]

i hate sleeping alone

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ok so we actually ... yknow

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which is good

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because

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two consenting adults being safe abt it

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which is good

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but i still feel unfulfilled for some really weird reason?

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also it was Five AM so maybe that was it

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i also feel like one (or both?) of us are getting attached even though we had an agreement

[jay, rip]

that could be because of the nicknames tho

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but yeah tl;dr that was the first time in Literal Momths

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also the 5 am thing sounds really weird but we’ve both got jobs and he’s taking classes rn so it’s hard to catch each other free at the same time, and we couldn’t do later @ night bc I Have Parents

[jay, rip]

if anyone wants to hear abt it i’m weird detail lmk bc i rly wanna talk abt it lmao

[jay, rip]

i didn’t even notice that selia changed the group theme but it looks so good sdddisskdkdkdddk

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person: i’m 16
me: oh that’s chill whaddupppp

same person: i was born in 2004
me: HEY WHAT THE FUCK WHO LET YOU OUT OF DAYCARE

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jay wrote: "person: i’m 16
me: oh that’s chill whaddupppp

same person: i was born in 2004
me: HEY WHAT THE FUCK WHO LET YOU OUT OF DAYCARE"

this is literally me with Maya tho she gets angery when i ask her if she has a permit to be Baby

[jay, rip]

me: i don’t believe in abortion
everyone: :O
me: but i do believe in everyone having the right to control what happens to their body and that it shouldn’t be regulated by the law, so i am pro choice
everyone: :D