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i just booked a full body massage for friday. lord help me.

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RP partners- i got through about half of my RPs just now but i’m tapping out for the night. sorry if i didn’t get to you just yet, i’ll do them tomorrow :)

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it’s 6:30 am why am i awake

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i love my cat

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there’s only TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD

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the ones who ENTERTAIN. and the ones who OBSERVE.

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u know the freeing feeling of being caught up on everythingyou have to do

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new year, new me? nahhhh i’m the same lazy hoe i was at 11:59 that i’ll be at 12:01

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i feel like that statement made no sense

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i love my cat

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i went and saw the bbs today and squeeee

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it’s britney bitch!!

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btw can u pls respond in the selection group? thanks!! x

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jay wrote: "new year, new me? nahhhh i’m the same lazy hoe i was at 11:59 that i’ll be at 12:01"

didnt mykie already say with

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this*

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shush

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Don't ask me why but I saw this and thought of you (jay) https://twitter.com/yearly3000/status...

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i’m Way Behind™️ on my RP groups so i pinky promise i’ll try to get to them today

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cheers to this being the first new year’s eve in my entire life where i’m alone in bed

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cheers to this being the first NYE with an incomplete family

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cheers to this being the first time where we don’t all hug after it strikes midnight bc “yay we made it another year” because goddamnit not all of us made it

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isn’t it crazy though. my entire life we’d be at a family party with dick clark in the background eating and drinking and blowing party horns and right after midnight, just after we would all scream “happy new year”, we would hug each other and say our thanks to god for letting us live another year.
then suddenly, we’re 35 minutes away from 2019 and i’m in my bed completely alone, no party, no family, no one to hug, no god to thank bc not all of us made it another year. we went into 2018 as a whole and were coming out of 2018 in broken pieces

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this is the first new year that i’ll countdown on here bc i literally have nothing else to do

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i genuinely think that this has been the worst year of my life

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i lost so many people and i’m still losing people

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i can literally feel cracks forming in what was supposed to be an unbreakable bond

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dang im sorry

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if i went into 2018 with 70% of my sanity, i’m coming out clinging to the last 10% of it

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you know that post about watching someone slowly fall out of love with you and not being able to do anything about it? i used to relate to that so hard bc that’s how i lost my ex(es). but now i’m like fuck that, fuck them, as long as i had my best friend through it all nothing else matters. but now i’m watching as my best friend loses interest, loses love for me, and i’m just...

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“you’ll have family through it all” well actually my family is full of dead people and people who literally hate every fiber of my being just because of how i identify

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my rock is... gosh, i don’t even know

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netflix?

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i’ve got a package waiting for me and i’m so scared that i’m going to open it and it’s just going to be a letter from them telling me that i’m worthless and not worth a friendship and that it was all a joke and they’re leaving me forever

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thats my rock at least... if i am sad i just dissconnect from reality by watching a show

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anyway i made a chocolate souflee today and it was really good

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Angel wrote: "netflix?"

tbh i just use my sister’s account and it’s only 2 screens so i get kicked off often bc more than 2 people watch at a tome😭😂

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yum choco souffle, ur on ur way to being a gbbo competitor!! except ur american but oh well, scam the system

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it was 2 ingredients ripppppp

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Welcome to 2019 Jay

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thanks regina

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what are some cool tricks i can teach my cat

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roll over

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are you talking to me or the cat

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Both? Mykie and I forgot to teach you any new moves damn it

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What do we call him, Mykie? Huh? HUH? WHAT'S HIS NAME

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i’m DEAD

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Motherfucker

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i shared a smoke with my parents, what is life

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my sister just screamed my name and when i finally answered her she just showed me a picture of this new line of baby clothes and im like.... what.

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ʇuɐuǝʇnǝıן ʎɯɹɐ qʌq 'ǝıʞʎɯ wrote: "daddy Jay. his name is Jayson."

does this even count if it's crossed out idk if i have the guts mykie