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well it looks like i’m in for a rough night.

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i love being alone and suffering in silence, it’s my favorite

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i can’t wait to nap in my history class

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the required readings for this class are so sad

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we were taking a quiz and this guy just sighs rly loudly, puts down his pencil, and starts eating a sandwich

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i am bored why is this professor so monotone

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pls i need a näp

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for now i’ll just

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am i happy or manic? tired or depressed? suicidal or did i just forget my meds?

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so i put literally every symptom that i have into web md and it was like “hypothyroidism” so i was like ok and i googled it and it actually fits? depression, weight gain, joint pain, tired 25/8, gluten sensitivity, etc

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i wish there was a magic pill i could take that would fix all my problems

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jay wrote: "i wish there was a magic pill i could take that would fix all my problems"

the voice in the back of my head rn is screaming abt mdma

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jay wrote: "i wish there was a magic pill i could take that would fix all my problems"

i wish there was a magic legal pill that i could take to fix all my problems that isn’t addictive and doesn’t impair me in any way

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so i was in my history lecture today and he was talking abt the world post cold war and i fell asleep but when he started talking abt the palestine/israel conflict i woke up and i was like,,, what

[jay, rip]

hi my name is jayson and i haven’t been paying attention in lecture for weeks so now i gotta go back and teach myself the material all in the 5 days before the final

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oof i love history tho!! i find it v interesting

[jay, rip]

i love history too it’s just that the professors voice is SO MONOTONE. i should’ve listened to rate my professor.

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ok so i posted a bunch of makeup for sale that doesn’t work for me, pls pray i get some hits bc i want to get rid of it and also my ipad crashed last night and i need a new one and don’t want to ask my dad for money

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also i’m selling a broken ipad and an iphone 5s

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should i legit just go thru my closet and sell everything

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i believe i have a pair of uggs that are too small somewhere

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i never wore them either

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oh and i have those holographic adidas superstars that i was obsessed with last year and wore them like 3 times before getting sick of them

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pls buy my stuff guys i need a new ipad

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this is gonna sound depressing asf but remember a couple years ago when i threw all of my j. crew and vineyard vines and LL bean stuff in a trash bag bc i wanted to get away from that lifestyle? yeah that bag is still in my dad’s room bc i never took it to goodwill. should i just. sell it. all of it.

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pls what level of procrastination is this im supposed to be studying for finals

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what else can i sell tho.

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ok i just listed my uggs from last year

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rip my closet but i have vet bills to pay and i need a new ipad

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i'm officially done with my writing and rhetoric class. i ended with an A.
that leaves precalc, i should end in the B+/A- range (although he doesn't give A-'s, it'd just be an A so hopefully that works out)
history, which depends entirely on the final, bc the entire class is out of 200 points and the final is 50% of my grade so RIP ME! (but i do have an A rn so that's.. good.)
and the dreaded chemistry grade, which actually isn't horrible (i have a B rn) but it's prolly gonna drop with the final and then i have to subtract 5% off of my final grade because of all the late work i did. so yeah. with good luck i'll end with a C+/B-. which is pretty upsetting bc that's gonna be my first grade less than a B in my entire life.

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i also decided to drop 3 credits next semester. so i'll be taking 12 and 2 labs instead of 15 and 2 labs

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anyway i'm gonna spend today and tmr doing the online homework for chemistry. i have chapter 9 (lewis structures and dipole moments) and chapter 10 (idek what chapter ten is about.... molecular geometry, MO theory, valence bonding?? idk. i'll teach myself as i go along with the homework bc my professor sucks).

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chapter 9 is fairly easy. the only really annoying thing about it is calculating things like resonance and enthalpy of bond formation bc thats just really time consuming. like you have to draw out the structures for each thing and count up the bonds and blah blah blah it's easy but annoying asfff

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once my finals are over i'm going to catch up on the shows i've been missing (mainly the good place) and have a supernatural marathon (and finally move onto season 3) and read books and actually do something other than staring at my laptop and procrastinating

[jay, rip]

like i'm officially done with lectures i just need to do the chem assignments and review the earlier chapters, reteach myself the entire second half of my history class, and review all the material from my precalc class (although he did give us a study guide, god bless his soul)

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see thats just 3 things i need to do

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i also haven't worked out in 2 days

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during finals week of EVERY semester i make a list of stuff im gonna do once im done and things i'm going to change next semester so i don't leave everything till the last second again and "NEW YEAR NEW ME" but TO BE FUCKING HONEST with myself i say this shit EVERY semester and EVERY year i just flop really hard and spend my break doing nothing productive or enjoyable and then i do the same old procrastination shit next semester and leave everything till finals week and then i make another list and start all over

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me: wow, i really spent so much time writing poetry to my ex girlfriend. it's really sad and depressing and i'll probably get really upset if i read it.
me:
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me: *reads it anyway*

[jay, rip]

anyway so today i walked to my car with this kid from my chem lecture and as soon as he saw my car he was like "omfg thats YOURS?" and i was like lmfao yeah and that happens a lot bc it's easily recognizable so literally everyone's like "who's the person with the car full of stuffed animals???" and then they see me getting into it and theyre like lmfao that makes so much sense

[jay, rip]

it's not that many tho. 13 stuffed cats in there.

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i have 13 stuffed cats in my car, does this mean i'll be single forever

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that's reassuring

[[deleted user]]

i've been stuck on s5 of supernatural for a while. things just kinda get weird and confusing.

also, you should sell your j. crew/ ll bean stuff! that type of clothing is v high quality (except j crew t-shirts suck) and ppl are always willing to shell out money for those brands.

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jay wrote: "i have 13 stuffed cats in my car, does this mean i'll be single forever"

how do u expect to get a man with that. like rlly. how.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

jay wrote: "i have 13 stuffed cats in my car, does this mean i'll be single forever"

Nah. Lol. But I can't say much because I'm not single and I don't have that many XD I have two little ones that I keep on the ledge in front of my speedometer. One is a hamster and the other an owl that looks like Hedwig <3

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Angel wrote: "i've been stuck on s5 of supernatural for a while. things just kinda get weird and confusing.

also, you should sell your j. crew/ ll bean stuff! that type of clothing is v high quality (except j c..."

bleh i’ll list it all tonight. and yes, j crew studio tees are supremely annoying. and they shrink. literally the ONE time i accidentally shoved one in the dryer, it went from a size M to like an XXS.

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Angel wrote: "jay wrote: "i have 13 stuffed cats in my car, does this mean i'll be single forever"

how do u expect to get a man with that. like rlly. how."

i’ve basically accepted the fact that i’ll be single forever and that no man will ever want me so yeah i’m chill with my cats

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Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "jay wrote: "i have 13 stuffed cats in my car, does this mean i'll be single forever"

Nah. Lol. But I can't say much because I'm not single and I don't have that many XD I have two little ones that..."

that’s cuteeeee. mine are all variations of Pusheen, Stormy, and Pip. i even have 3 minis hanging from my keys. i get the weirdest stares sometimes but 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

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