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Dec 09, 2018 06:50AM
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u know when you wear briefs for so long and then you switch to boxers and all of a sudden your life has changed
what even happened to jays baes? there's like half of one now lmao
i wish you luck with the thing
do u want to do eva and adrian in the selection rp? i am mucho procrastinating studying
i ate an entire box of rosé bonbons thinking they were just called that but nope they actually contained a high concentration of champagne
did u forget rose is a type of wine? lol
girl i thought it said “rose” and i was like ok sweet, flower chocolate, and i didn’t read the ingredients
i am sorry :( what i usually do is take nap (avoid problems w sleep? yay, my forte)
so do u call it-- a sleep then? like what do u call it when u do the big nap at night
oof i think i need to sleep
oof i think i need to sleep
lol u shortened my nickname
so my dad’s dream is to have someone take over the family business, right. so today i was like “ok i’m dropping out of college and i’m coming to work for you” and he looked at me like i had shot his puppy and i was like... ok
then he launched into a whole speech about how that line of work has about 10 years left before it dies out bc the internet is taking over and the newer generations only use the internet for this stuff n he was like no pls stay in school and get a stable job pls pls
then my BIL chimes in and is like “maybe i should drop out of school and play football for a living” (but he actually meant soccer) and my dad got so pissed bc now he thinks we’re ruining our futures
ok but. father. papa. dad. pls. you didn’t even go past 8th grade. why do i have to do a full freaking bachelors program.
it’s not the best idea at all, because apparently the family business is a dying field that i can’t fall back on, and also bc i quit my job so i would literally have nothing to do all day, but srsly
my therapist was like ok u need to get more involved on campus and stuff to feel like you belong there. but honestly. i don’t belong anywhere. and i have no clue what i want to do with my life??
like ok im a comp sci major. and maybe the reason why i haven’t really discovered a love for school yet is bc i haven’t actually taken any comp sci classes yet (i had to finish a pre req first) but honestly everything just kind of sucks
like my whole life majorly sucks and school makes it worse. but if i drop out of school everything will be even worse bc i’ll literally do nothing but sleep and mope all day. and i’ll feel like a failure.
i also can’t take any time off, like gap year or gap semester, bc i’m on a full scholarship and i’ll lose that
i don’t want to work and i don’t want to go to school. i don’t want to read or draw or pursue any of my hobbies. wtf.
so we said we were gonna get coffee and study together and be productive bc finals. in actuality we played cards against humanity for 3 hrs.
what a productive study day
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