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[Axzerel K.]

I know how those classes can be. Too fucking boring! It's a little better that i study online. I can't have it in me to go to proper school. I feel caged.

[jay, rip]

blerp

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sam winchester can ffvckjjdifgkkgffbck my gay ass

[jay, rip]

also dean

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i feel like i need an artsy right hand man

[jay, rip]

like i can do the coding, you just gotta give me cool formats and cool themes to code in

[jay, rip]

there’s a campus wide dodgeball tournament next month omg

[jay, rip]

there’s also a campus writing awards with a ceremony for people who win

[jay, rip]

podcasts before bed?

[jay, rip]

let’s see

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over slept :(

[jay, rip]

i’ve been dieting for 2 days why haven’t i lost 30 pounds yet

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

It will take more then 2 days to lose weight Jay

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

But I believe you can reach your goal Jay

[Axzerel K.]

jay wrote: "i’ve been dieting for 2 days why haven’t i lost 30 pounds yet"

How many hours do you work out a day? Just diet isn't a way to lose weight. In fact it's a worse way, trust me. Work out, eat healthy food and sleep enough. That's all you need to lose weight.

[Axzerel K.]

And you will need time, ofcourse

[jay, rip]

Raven(Hopefully can change my name to Eris)~They/them, Chikorita, music lover, anime lover, Moon Demon Company soldier, I refuse to use female pronoun wrote: "But I believe you can reach your goal Jay"

thenks ❤️

[jay, rip]

Axzerel K. wrote: "jay wrote: "i’ve been dieting for 2 days why haven’t i lost 30 pounds yet"

How many hours do you work out a day? Just diet isn't a way to lose weight. In fact it's a worse way, trust me. Work out,..."

i’m working my way up. right now i’m doing 30 mins of cardio once a day.

[jay, rip]

i begged her to stop, i begged her to stay

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woah woah woah

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i have plates for my car but have no idea how to put it on ??

[jay, rip]

like there’s screws and shit

[jay, rip]

i'll carry this flag to the grave if i must, cause its a flag that i love, and a flag that i trust

[jay, rip]

is there really any flag nowadays that i feel that way about?

[jay, rip]

countries, definitely not. america is a fuck no, and lebanon is still a fuck no but less of a fuck no.
so like USA is level 10 fuck no, lebanon is a level 8 fuck no.

[jay, rip]

pride flags? nah.

[jay, rip]

if there was a flag that symbolized peace, love, and forbade hate... maybe then. but is there really ever going to be such a thing?

[jay, rip]

a hero of war, is that what they see? just metals and scars, so damn proud of me...

[jay, rip]

it's a flag that i love, it's the only thing i trust

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i just realized how confusing this is lmao i'm half-ranting and half-singing Rise Against

[jay, rip]

fuck war

[jay, rip]

fuck blood

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fuck killing

[jay, rip]

oh, my brother's badge number got retired... like i guess its an honor thing.. no one else gets to have that badge anymore. it's on a special plague at the station now.

[jay, rip]

i have a bunch of his stuff now. theres a bunch of old license plates in the garage that he used to collect that like honestly what am i gonna do with

[jay, rip]

apparently theres a safe full of his kill-y machine shit (guns, idk)

[jay, rip]

my mom has his drivers license and his concealed pistol permit in her wallet

[jay, rip]

it's really strange but my mom's wallet is full of drivers licenses of dead people

[jay, rip]

she has a few now that she added my brother's to the collection

[jay, rip]

rip

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i still can't believe hes dead

[jay, rip]

it just still doesn't feel real

[jay, rip]

nothing feels real anymore

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am i awake, am i alive

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the kids still don't understand. they still keep asking about him. they want to know where he is, when he's coming back, if we can facetime him.

[jay, rip]

nothing feels real

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it's like im really numb all the time

[jay, rip]

like i can't feel a thing

[jay, rip]

and it's like im dreaming

[jay, rip]

is there a parallel universe where my brother didn't ever get sick? how different would things be in that version of life...