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[jay, rip]

also, i’m sorry for all of the things that we said we’d do that we never actually did. i’m sorry that your last two weeks on earth will be you stuck in a bed.

[jay, rip]

the hospice lady came to the house today and gave us a bunch of instructions

[jay, rip]

i’m sorry that i’ll never come out to you. i’m sorry that you’ll never know your brother for who he is.

[jay, rip]

big bro, i’m sorry that you never got the chance to redeem yourself. i know you told me that you’ve been an asshole and you were a better man before but... i’m sorry that you’re not gonna have the chance to fix that

[jay, rip]

i’m sorry for all the threats you’ve given me, all the times you’ve manipulated me. i’m sorry that you’re kind of a shitty person.

[jay, rip]

but really. i think that deep down there’s love for you in my heart. i don’t hate you. i don’t think i’ve ever hated you, that’s too strong of a word. i’m sorry that you’re gonna die.

[jay, rip]

sorry that i fell asleep when we were watching movies together.

[jay, rip]

good morning my face is so broken out pls help

[jay, rip]

you ever get the urge to stick your hand in someone’s hair and mess it up

[jay, rip]

i got that urge today. and i did it. he looked at me like wtf. i was like. sorry.

[jay, rip]

they’re just these moppy blonde curls, I HAD TO

[jay, rip]

he laughed about it after but i said sorry like fifty times bc i didn’t have consent to touch him actually

[jay, rip]

he laughed about it after but i said sorry like fifty times bc i didn’t have consent to touch him actually

[jay, rip]

the OGs remember when GR didn’t support emojis. the OGs also remember the day where emojis started working and we all flipped out bc finally

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

jay wrote: "they’re just these moppy blonde curls, I HAD TO"

As someone with blonde curls, I can verify this happens a ton. Lol. Though usually it's a case of, "I love your hair! Can I touch it?!" Or the occasional person just reaching over to grab a curl and pull it to watch it bounce lol

[jay, rip]

i love blonde curls like yeesssssssss let me touch ur soft hair pls

[jay, rip]

i love that. i love that v much.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Hahaha yeah my curls used to be softer when I was younger. I hadn't dyed it or anything. Now I'm letting it grow back out to all natural color. I'm not as blonde as I used to be, sadly. But yeah, it's funny the reactions people can have to curls.

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Wtf why am i crying

[jay, rip]

life’s tough, my dudes

[jay, rip]

men, smh

[jay, rip]

but tbh life is gonna suck for the next month or so no matter what happens

[jay, rip]

they’re taking him out of hospice and putting him in some sort of treatment program that isn’t FDA approved. just let him live his last days out in peace, man. don’t be fucking with this illegal treatment shit that you found online.

[jay, rip]

they’re going to “genetically engineer” his body to fight cancer. it’s supposed to be “the cure” that the government is “hiding” from us

[jay, rip]

that’s shady asf and everyone in my family is fucking nuts

[jay, rip]

on a lighter note, i got an A on my chem exam. yay.

[jay, rip]

badger wrote: "
also i'm here to talk if you ever need a friend b
"

thenks 🤗😘

[jay, rip]

jay wrote: "they’re going to “genetically engineer” his body to fight cancer. it’s supposed to be “the cure” that the government is “hiding” from us"

tbh tho this shit is the dumbest thing ever. there was an episode of FNL similar to this, where jason went to mexico to get shark blood injected in him to make him not-paralyzed. and everyone fucking snickered at that bc of how ridiculous it was. now y’all are trying to take my dying brother to a different state when he can’t even move from his bed half the time, so some quack ex-doctor can “genetically engineer” his body? wtf.

[jay, rip]

i know that my brother thinks this is dumb af too. i want him to stand up for himself and tell my parents to stop fucking paying thousands of dollars to sacrifice camels and to preform “magic” to get the “curse” off of him... that’s fucking ridiculous

[jay, rip]

who the fuck sacrifices a camel

[jay, rip]

who the fuck sacrifices anything, that’s like some cult shit

[jay, rip]

anyway i’m not gonna be living at home for a while. timeline is indefinite. which sucks bc i’m having packages come in with some new oils and a slab of labradorite but i won’t be here to get them.

[jay, rip]

lmao what possessed me to spend that much money on stuff like that rip me

[jay, rip]

essence of cinnamon bark, clove buds, and thyme oil (which we actually already have bc it’s literally just arabic za’atar), labradorite, and some other stones/crystals

[jay, rip]

r i p

[jay, rip]

rip my fucking debit card tbh i’ve been putting all this stuff on there plus a bunch of taco bell orders and some chinese food and other stuff i’ve ordered and i literally don’t have a job

[jay, rip]

i have cash but i just overuse my card constantly

[jay, rip]

bc like how else am i supposed to get uber eats. you can’t pay for that with cash. same for doordash and grubhub.

[jay, rip]

i’m fucking hungry

[jay, rip]

also i need to clean up my mess of a room bc it’s a disaster and this is my last night at home so i gotta like at least make it look halfway decent

[jay, rip]

also also how do i even pack clothes if i’m not sure how long i’ll be gone. like how. am i gonna have to repeat outfits...

[jay, rip]

solution: take house keys and come back home in between :)

[jay, rip]

ughhhHHHHHHhhhhHHHH i’m so annoyed

[jay, rip]

my new therapist gave me a 15 page packet to read and i’m like?? seriously. it’s about grief and coping with death.

[jay, rip]

this professor got a haircut

[jay, rip]

wOw

[jay, rip]

can he just cancel class pls

[jay, rip]

it’s october third
and it’s wednesday

[jay, rip]

“waifu” wtf

[jay, rip]

me: puts music on shuffle
music: have yourself a merry little christmas comes up
me: goes to change it
me: pauses with finger above the skip button
me: leaves it
me: jams to xmas music bc yes