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chin up and we'll drown a little slower;
Well, my Goodreads diet didn't last very long. I'm backkkkk!
An incident that happened today:
Person: Ayah, have you ever lived in Texas?
Me: No, why?
Person: You have a southern accent.
I've lived in the North my entire life. I asked a few people and they all said they noticed a change in my voice too.
I realized why.
I've watched so many episodes of Friday Night Lights that I've developed the same accent as the actors. >.<
An incident that happened today:
Person: Ayah, have you ever lived in Texas?
Me: No, why?
Person: You have a southern accent.
I've lived in the North my entire life. I asked a few people and they all said they noticed a change in my voice too.
I realized why.
I've watched so many episodes of Friday Night Lights that I've developed the same accent as the actors. >.<
YAY!
O.o
xD Oh my gosh that's awesome!
O.o
xD Oh my gosh that's awesome!
Books in my possession that I have not yet read:
-Ensnared by AG Howard
-The Infernal Devices trilogy by Cassandra Clare
-The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson
-The Client by John Grisham
-My True Love Gave To Me by various authors
-Four by Veronica Roth
-Hallow City by Ransom Riggs
…I've got a whole lotta reading to do! :D
Also I had this horrible dream that my brother in law moved into a 7-11 and had a orange barking tarantula as a pet. O.o
-Ensnared by AG Howard
-The Infernal Devices trilogy by Cassandra Clare
-The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson
-The Client by John Grisham
-My True Love Gave To Me by various authors
-Four by Veronica Roth
-Hallow City by Ransom Riggs
…I've got a whole lotta reading to do! :D
Also I had this horrible dream that my brother in law moved into a 7-11 and had a orange barking tarantula as a pet. O.o
I know right? Do tarantulas even bark?
Spiders have eight eyes >.<
oooO.Oooo
oooO.Oooo
Kay I'm freaking out. About to go call my brother in law to make sure he hasn't made any recent purchases invoking arachnids...
Man I've got to find a way to harness my life and enjoy it better.
Maybe, just maybe, the key to enjoying life is to stop worrying about whether or not life is being enjoyed. Maybe all the stress and worry and pressure that I put on myself to try to make my life more enjoyable is what's weighing me down.
Maybe, just maybe, the key to enjoying life is to stop worrying about whether or not life is being enjoyed. Maybe all the stress and worry and pressure that I put on myself to try to make my life more enjoyable is what's weighing me down.
There's something
Buried
Deep inside of me
And I want to say it so badly but I can't. I don't know why, but I can't.
I've become obsessed with this thought, it's taking over my world, my life
I'm drowning
In a sea
Of my own thoughts
And I can't break the surface
Because I'm weighing myself down
I can't handle this.
Buried
Deep inside of me
And I want to say it so badly but I can't. I don't know why, but I can't.
I've become obsessed with this thought, it's taking over my world, my life
I'm drowning
In a sea
Of my own thoughts
And I can't break the surface
Because I'm weighing myself down
I can't handle this.
:(
Awwwwwwwwww
*hugs you*
are you okay?
Awwwwwwwwww
*hugs you*
are you okay?
I don't know anything anymore
>.<
It's okay...
It will be alright.
It's okay...
It will be alright.
I wanna experience a lot of things before I'm taken over
Took a ride to the end of the line
Where no one ever goes
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know
But the pain and the longing's the same
Where the dying
Now I'm lost and I'm screaming for help alone
Where no one ever goes
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know
But the pain and the longing's the same
Where the dying
Now I'm lost and I'm screaming for help alone
She was a simple girl who lived a simple life in a simple town. Whenever she was asked, "How are you?" the answer would always be "Fine.", no matter what she was feeling. Anything other than that was taboo, anything that would disrupt the simplicity was forbidden. Posing with a small smile all the time made it impossible for anyone to see what was really going on. No one was able to see the four demons in her head, threatening to take her over, threatening to take away the small piece of herself she had left.
Maybe
Her life
Wasn't so simple after all.
Maybe
Her life
Wasn't so simple after all.
I love how everyone says they'll be there for you until you actually need them.
I'm superficial, full of myself, look down on others, enjoy others sufferings, can't admit I'm wrong, Antisocial, unreliable, manipulative, untruthful, can't seem to settle down, etc.
At least according to my psychiatrist.
None of that is true if you ask me.
Your psychiatrist is an idiot.
Your psychiatrist is an idiot.
Nah. I agree with it. I'm a different person, when I'm on the Internet. Really, I think I'm Gods gift to man, I'm better than everyone, and they should all obey me. Besides I've had sadistic personality disorder for a really long time I guess it's just showing extra now.
It's all good… not much i can do about it.
>.<
Well...you seem very sweet so maybe the way you act on the outernet is some kind of defense mechanism. Because you seem very sweet on the inside..
Well...you seem very sweet so maybe the way you act on the outernet is some kind of defense mechanism. Because you seem very sweet on the inside..
I really hope that's the case >.<
It could be. I mean why else would you be so sweet here?
No one can really judge you here and you can easily be yourself.
No one can really judge you here and you can easily be yourself.
That's what I love about the Internet, you guys are all amazing :)
Maybe that is true... I sure hope so. I just seem to have two sides to myself and I don't know which is the real me.
Maybe that is true... I sure hope so. I just seem to have two sides to myself and I don't know which is the real me.
Aww you are as well.
Oh well you'll figure it out :)
Oh well you'll figure it out :)
My bed is so comfy can I just sleep forever please.
Also my brother is {possibly} getting married soon. My mom says when he moves out we can turn his room into a library. *screams of excitment*
Also my brother is {possibly} getting married soon. My mom says when he moves out we can turn his room into a library. *screams of excitment*
Ugh I feel the same way
Oh! That's so cool!!!!
Oh! That's so cool!!!!
Woah there. Got a sudden wave of feelings for an ex. *pushes it back frantically while scrolling through pictures of hot Russians*
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I'm addicted to the Internet.
Tumblr, Goodreads, my messages, gmail, TriviaCrack,
All of it.
When I first got my phone I promised myself I wouldn't be a "Tech-Head", like my siblings and father are. They're always glued to their phones, always refreshing and plugged into something.
Before I got my phone I was much less irritable. Now I get irritated quickly whenever anyone asks me to do things because it's taking away from my screen time.
Before I got my phone I enjoyed life more. I used to appreciate the small things much more.
Before I got my phone i read more.
Before I got my phone I was more attentive.
Now, I'm not dissing it or anything, because phones can be a good thing. My friends and I text each other all the time, and that brings us closer. I can communicate more easily with my family. It's good for emergencies.
But I'm using it too much.
Ways to fix this:
Check social networks less often. (Tumblr once a day, Goodreads twice a day)
Stop using phone when unnecessary (At night or at school)
Allow some recreational phone use, but keep it limited.
When bored, don't reach for the phone. Pick up a book or a pencil instead. You like to do a lot of things, reading writing and drawing. Do them!
Limit roleplays (I've got about 7 active right now. Cut some out. Be sure to inform partners)
This will lead too:
A greater appreciation of life.
More things accomplished.
More books read
More stories written
More drawings drawn
More face to face interaction
More sleep
Better grades (hopefully)
A healthier mind
Better imagination.
So, Goodreads, goodbye for now. I'll be seeing you less.