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Do you ever walk into your closet and just <333333
*loud, dramatic sigh* Must I make an appearance at brunch tomorrow?
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Si, certo!
Texted my mom that. Her response: Quit being a brat and go to bed.
Cαiтℓуn ~Time to start living~ wrote: "Ayah {Get drunk and fuck and fight} wrote: "*loud, dramatic sigh* Must I make an appearance at brunch tomorrow?"
Si, certo!"
English?
Si, certo!"
English?
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Si, certo!"
English?"
XD "Yes, of course!"
Baby you're all that I want,
When you're lying here in my arms...
Lovin' is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see, we're in heaven...
You're all that I want, you're all that I need,
We're in heaven...
Every episode of Lost begins with someone's eyes opening
The last scene of the series was of Jack's eyes closing
The last scene of the series was of Jack's eyes closing
It's officially the last week of summer vacation. >.<
FaceTiming Jordy and remembering the horrors of speaking to someone with a Jersey accent.
"I still don't get why you're not a model."
Half-flattered, half-offended by this.
Half-flattered, half-offended by this.
I feel like whining someone's name in a really bratty way
I'm such of a stereotypical youngest child lol
Like I want THIS and I want it NOW so I fully expect you to HAPPILY give it to me.
Watching the vmas is probably one of the worst decisions I've ever made
Jared Leto is so fukjfsuomvcssyillMMMMMMMM
Why is everyone at the VMAs half naked
When is modesty gonna be cool again lol
Justin Bieber's hair is longer than mine
Demi Lovato's voice makes me cringe Iggy Azalea makes my ears bleed and Taylor Swift strengthens my death wish
Not to mention Miley and Nicki because >.<
Not to mention Miley and Nicki because >.<
Ayah {Get drunk and fuck and fight} wrote: "Demi Lovato's voice makes me cringe Iggy Azalea makes my ears bleed and Taylor Swift strengthens my death wish Not to mention Miley and Nicki because >.<"
Oh I saw some of that noise on TV this morning.
If I have to listen to Kanye West bitch about Tylenol Swift one more time, I may kill him.
My day consisted of:
-Crying bc kidney stones
-Therapy
-Crying more bc kidney stones
-Bathing in my tears bc kidney stones
-Wishing I was dead bc surely THAT would block out pain bc kidney stones
-Screaming at the top of my lungs because I actually thought I was dying bc kidney stones
-Curling up into fetal position for three hours and a half bc kidney stones!
Moral of the story: DRINK WATER. DONT GET KIDNEY STONES.
>.<Please do...feel better?
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Thanks, Clarice.
@Caitlyn-- not necessarily, but not drinking enough water greatly increases your chances of getting them.
@Caitlyn-- not necessarily, but not drinking enough water greatly increases your chances of getting them.
Kinda weirded out over the fact that it's September.
September means school.
School means walking down huge hallways that are literally haunted with greatness. School means constant, random chants of "Pride, Legacy, Tradtion." School means Fleur Delis literally EVERYWHERE. School means having to walk down lower B hall past the framed photos from previous years and seeing my grandparents, parents, siblings recognized for their achievements. School means being a "legacy". School means having to work harder than I ever have before, towards something that most likely won't happen. School means stress, means big shoes to fill. It means hiding out in the grand library during lunch, sneaking bites of my sandwich behind the huge, bronze Athena statue.
September means school.
School means walking down huge hallways that are literally haunted with greatness. School means constant, random chants of "Pride, Legacy, Tradtion." School means Fleur Delis literally EVERYWHERE. School means having to walk down lower B hall past the framed photos from previous years and seeing my grandparents, parents, siblings recognized for their achievements. School means being a "legacy". School means having to work harder than I ever have before, towards something that most likely won't happen. School means stress, means big shoes to fill. It means hiding out in the grand library during lunch, sneaking bites of my sandwich behind the huge, bronze Athena statue.
Group viewings of the documentary. Varsity jackets. Taking the shortcut from A hall to E hall through the courtyard, even though it's freezing. Sneaking off of campus for lunch. Trying to befriend the security guards so you won't have to work so hard to sneak out. Assemblies. Attending endless history lectures. Admiring the fact that there's a Greek God in every corner of the halls. The grand staircase. The bomb shelter in the basement and the lookout tower above the school left over from WWII. Holly bushes everywhere in the winter. Everyone wearing matching navy and gold outfits on Fridays. School spirit everywhere, everywhere, everywhere. I'm dreading it so much, and even more so I'm dreading dreading it. It's such of a beautiful school. It has such of a great story behind it. My family all went there before me, they all meant something to the school, from my first-foreign-exchange-student grandmother to my student-body-president sister and prom-King brother.
But really? What am I supposed to do? I'm not great in any way. I'm smart, sure, but there's smarter. Better. I don't do sports. All I've got is a mediocre brain and a killer sense of style. That's it, and that's getting me nowhere.
But really? What am I supposed to do? I'm not great in any way. I'm smart, sure, but there's smarter. Better. I don't do sports. All I've got is a mediocre brain and a killer sense of style. That's it, and that's getting me nowhere.
Perhaps I should re watch the documentary for the fifth time to remind myself of what this is all about.
I swear to you, if I had a gun in my hand right now, I would pull the fucking trigger you fucking bastard
SO WHAT IF IM CRAZIER THAN CRAZY
SO WHAT IF IM SICKER THAN SICK
SO WHAT IF IM OUT OF CONTROL
MAYBE THATS WHAT I LIKE ABOUT IT
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Yep
Yep
When you actually have cramps but the painkillers are locked up with the razor blades #ayahproblems
Confession: I'm good with being dead
Confession: I'm also scared shitless about dying
Confession: I hate my friends
Confession: I love my day designer planner more than I love my siblings
Confession: I have a secret board on Pinterest called "when Em moves out"
Confession: I skipped dinner last night
Confession: I'm fucked in the head
Actual words from my mom, to me:
"Shut up you cocky little shit"
"Stop talking about moving out and get that idea out of your head because it's not happening"
"I swear now that I think about it I wish I didn't have any kids"
"Shut up you cocky little shit"
"Stop talking about moving out and get that idea out of your head because it's not happening"
"I swear now that I think about it I wish I didn't have any kids"
Okay so the plan is to graduate high school with an associates degree from dual enrollment and then only do 2 years of undergrad here, then I'm leaving. I'll have a job and shit and I'll be 20, at least a big part of college will be paid off by my parents and then I'm home fucking free
SPECIAL THANKS TO MY MOTHER who just gave me an hour-long lecture about how there's no point in living because it's impossible to be happy so I should just stop trying, and about how the only thing anyone ever has to look forward to is death.
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