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Jul 08, 2015 12:21PM
I WANT TO GO HOME. LIKE RIGHT NOW.
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Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{Reppin the Z in Paz} wrote: "Is there any knocking out of teeth required?"
It would have to be a lot of teeth from a lot of different people.
It would have to be a lot of teeth from a lot of different people.
Ayah {representing the A in Paz} wrote: "Zombieslayer/Alienhunter{Reppin the Z in Paz} wrote: "Is there any knocking out of teeth required?"It would have to be a lot of teeth from a lot of different people."
*knuckle crack*
I'll do my best.
I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Ayah {representing the A in Paz} wrote: "I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D"*fist-bump*
*bumps back* Hell yesssss XD
Babe, I'll always be your number one cheerleader :P
*giggle*Much appreciated. :D
I almost said muchos gracias, but I remembered the English rule.
Because I'm limited to languages that aren't Spanish :P
I speak English (barely) and a little Gringo Spanish, and I actually spent all of seventh grade trying to learn Somali.
Somali? How random XD
I'm fluent in sarcasm, profanity, and this weird blend of English-French-slang Arabic that my parents speak XD
I'm fluent in sarcasm, profanity, and this weird blend of English-French-slang Arabic that my parents speak XD
*shrug* My mom said I spoke English so badly I might as well learn something nobody else spoke.I almost opted for Klingon, but I think she would've failed me.
I'm also fluent in sarcasm and profanity, as well as Hicklish, which is the special blend of Dirty South and Gringo Spanish we spoke in North Texas.
Klingto-- I'm not even gonna ASK. You homeschooled people *shakes head*
Hicklish, okay, another reason why I wanna go to Texas XD
Hicklish, okay, another reason why I wanna go to Texas XD
*glare* LOTS of publicshoolers speak Klingon.Haha XD I swear to God it's like freakin' MARTIAN to outsiders.
Even people from Oklahoma City don't understand me sometimes.
If you ever do make it to the Lone Star state, you HAVE to see Lake Ray Hubbard in Rockwall.*wistful sigh*
Absolutely stunning.
I want to go to Odessa XD Have you ever been?
No. :(We moved when I was really young so I've only seen a sparce few Texas towns.
It's okay, when I go I'll pick you up on the way XD
If I do end up going though it'll be Houston, but maybe I'll be able to do some sightseeing first XD
If I do end up going though it'll be Houston, but maybe I'll be able to do some sightseeing first XD
Ayah {representing the A in Paz} wrote: "It's okay, when I go I'll pick you up on the way XD If I do end up going though it'll be Houston, but maybe I'll be able to do some sightseeing first XD"
Right, for that nerve surgery.
You're doing it?
Never been to Houston before, either. Pretty much just Dallas, Terrel, Ft. Worth(less) and the towns that border it with Louisiana.
Probably, just the traveling has got to be arranged. Yes, I know it's a stupid risk but ehhh.
Worthless XD I heard Austin has this underground gay hip hop scene XD
Worthless XD I heard Austin has this underground gay hip hop scene XD
*hugs* You'd better pull through.
Maybe the city is okay, the airport hotel complex is a HELLHOLE. Even if you're not flying.
I'm gonna be a cop in Austin. 0_0
*hugsss* I will :)
I won't be in an airport, don't worry XD I get a personal helicopter to airlift me to the hospital XD
PERFECT XD That's where you'll meet Penelope and be happily ever after :) <3
I won't be in an airport, don't worry XD I get a personal helicopter to airlift me to the hospital XD
PERFECT XD That's where you'll meet Penelope and be happily ever after :) <3
*picks up* Okay.I was talking about the airport complex in Ft. Worth, that's why I call it Ft. Worthless. The place is just a Dallas wannabe.
Are you shipping me with someone named Penelope? XD
*holds onto you and pouts because no fair*
Dallas wannabe because it wants to be cool like you but nope XD
Mayyyyybe. Penny and Lauren are just adorable so XD
Dallas wannabe because it wants to be cool like you but nope XD
Mayyyyybe. Penny and Lauren are just adorable so XD
*puts back on floor*Fine,fine.
word. XD
Awwww. <333 Someone's shipping me.
I gotta go, Nattie blossom.
I'll see you tomorrow, darling.
NATTIE BLOSSOM?! YOU AND YOUR NICKNAMES
Well I shouldn't be one to talk but XD
I have such bad mood swings what even
I'm so happy one second and the next I'm depressed as shit
I can't concentrate on anything. Not even Lost. And thats saying something.
I'm so bored but I can't do anything because I'm getting distracted right away.
Honestly I spend most of my time in bed anyway but when I have to stay in bed I hate my life I make no sense.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE
…lol no ok I'm just gonna go draw all over my jeans again
…lol no ok I'm just gonna go draw all over my jeans again
*closes eyes* I guess I should just ramble on.
The hospital was so crappy yesterday you have no idea omg so I get there, and THEY WOULDNT TAKE ME IN because it was really busy and they're like "priority first" meanwhile I'm puking blood
So they finally get to it and I don't get my usual nurse so I'm automatically bummed. She takes my vitals and I apparently lost 5% of my body weight in less than a month so *concern* and they start scheduling weigh ins?? >.<
So they finally get to it and I don't get my usual nurse so I'm automatically bummed. She takes my vitals and I apparently lost 5% of my body weight in less than a month so *concern* and they start scheduling weigh ins?? >.<
Yeah so now I have to gain weight even though I already eat a lot.
And then the doctor comes to see me and sends me off for testing and by the time they finished ultrasounds and X Rays it was already past midnight because the ER was really slow so they just decide to admit me into the hospital
I fell asleep and that was the worst decision I've ever made, thank the lord my mom stayed in the waiting room all night. Come morning; they go on and tell me the testing showed nothing at all and they don't know what's wrong so they give me meds to help with the pain/coughing/vomiting/whatever was causing me to bleed inside.
It stopped and they discharged me at like 4-ish but first they're like lol you can't travel and crushed my dreams because I was so looking forward to actually getting to see the Grand Canyon because I've only been wanting to go for like my entire life and I can't go by car for obvious reasons and the altitude of a plane would be really tough on me. The only way I could possibly get to Arizona is by hospital airlift helicopter things and they're not making a special trip for me
And then the doctor comes to see me and sends me off for testing and by the time they finished ultrasounds and X Rays it was already past midnight because the ER was really slow so they just decide to admit me into the hospital
I fell asleep and that was the worst decision I've ever made, thank the lord my mom stayed in the waiting room all night. Come morning; they go on and tell me the testing showed nothing at all and they don't know what's wrong so they give me meds to help with the pain/coughing/vomiting/whatever was causing me to bleed inside.
It stopped and they discharged me at like 4-ish but first they're like lol you can't travel and crushed my dreams because I was so looking forward to actually getting to see the Grand Canyon because I've only been wanting to go for like my entire life and I can't go by car for obvious reasons and the altitude of a plane would be really tough on me. The only way I could possibly get to Arizona is by hospital airlift helicopter things and they're not making a special trip for me
And THEN they're like, lol don't get out of bed until you're 100% better so I get wheeled out to the car and THEY MAKE A MALE NURSE PICK ME UP AND PUT ME IN THE DAMN CAR and I was so uncomfortable because that's the same nurse that happened to ask me to get undressed for him (to do a chest X-Ray-- not for anything pervy but I was still uncomfortable) and then I finally get home and my brother has to carry me out of the stupid car to my stupid bed where I've been stuck all of this stupid day.
They set my weight goal between 105-120 -_-
Atm I'm about 95 so I've got to put on minimum 10 pounds >.<
Atm I'm about 95 so I've got to put on minimum 10 pounds >.<
if you asked me how I'm doing,
I would say I'm doing just fine.
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind.
But I go out
And I sit down, at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth.
No matter what I say,
I'm not over you.
So, we just did a count, and realized that my maternal grandmother (my mom's mom) has 58 grandchildren and 2 on the way.
58. Almost 60
I have THAT many cousins JUST on my moms side. I haven't even met them all.
If you were to put them in order, from oldest to youngest I would be number 36.
Count for my dad's side in progress...
58. Almost 60
I have THAT many cousins JUST on my moms side. I haven't even met them all.
If you were to put them in order, from oldest to youngest I would be number 36.
Count for my dad's side in progress...
17 cousins on Dad's side. I've met them all but when I was really young, so I have no memory of them. I'm number 12 in that order
I wish it was cold again so I can get away with wearing giant sweaters all the time.
Homework from the shrink:
-Buy myself something I think will make me happy
-Make a list of things you like about yourself.
-Buy myself something I think will make me happy
-Make a list of things you like about yourself.
I mean I'm trying to buy those shoes and my list is in progress
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