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Jun 14, 2015 11:47AM
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I. Hate. Everything.
I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate my family. That's all I am. Just hate, hate, hate.
I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate my family. That's all I am. Just hate, hate, hate.
NOOOOOOO AYAH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "I. Hate. Everything. I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate my family. That's all I am. Just hate, hate, hate."
:(
How can you hate something as nice as you?
Ah, I LOVE The Shawshank Redemption. <3I've only seen it about sixty times. XD
It's apparently the movie my parents watched on their first date so we're watching it as a family tonight XD Except I dont know anymore because there's plans for tonight that I'm "not aware of" that'll overlap with that so?
They're gonna tell you they're pregnant xD
How many ticks are left in that clockwork heart?
Happy 21st anniversary to the OJ simpson cop chase!!!!!!!
Final grades came in and I got a 3.95
Ummmm… well then…
Today wasreally nothing special. just downright pathetic.
Ummmm… well then…
Today was
Two people remembered.
I ate Chinese takeout alone.
And I fell off of my bike.
What a great birthday.
I ate Chinese takeout alone.
And I fell off of my bike.
What a great birthday.
How much longer do I have with you until you finally see me for what I am?
Peter wrote: "Ayah... Are you okay?"
*nods*
*nods*
Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "Two people remembered. I ate Chinese takeout alone.
And I fell off of my bike.
What a great birthday."
Okay, whose teeth do I need to knock in?
Zombieslayer/Alienhunter {the next person to send me an RP invite loses their face} wrote: "Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "Two people remembered.
I ate Chinese takeout alone.
And I fell off of my bike.
What a great birthday."
Okay, whose teeth do I need to knock in?"
The entirety of my family? And quite a few friends aha
I ate Chinese takeout alone.
And I fell off of my bike.
What a great birthday."
Okay, whose teeth do I need to knock in?"
The entirety of my family? And quite a few friends aha
Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "Zombieslayer/Alienhunter {the next person to send me an RP invite loses their face} wrote: "Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "Two people remembered. I ate Chinese takeout alone.
A..."
On it.
@P, I'm fine now, I promise :)
And P I'm fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ayah {I can't take this very much longer} wrote: "Love ya, Z XD"Hey, what're extremely violent friends for?
Knocking people's teeth out :P
I'm staying strong, for you.
As much as I want to give up, I'm not going to, for you.
It's all for you.
As much as I want to give up, I'm not going to, for you.
It's all for you.
I'll wait, as long as it takes.
In need of a distraction, so I jacked this from Adrian's journal and he's not here to kill me so :')
1.Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
-With a certain person, hopefully with no roadblocks, just finishing up college and starting to write full-time. Honestly, I'd see myself having issues with money, at that time, because I'd be a 25 year old just out of college with no real job yet. That is, unless I manage to publish a bestselling novel before then.
2.Do you want to get married?
-Eventually… wayy down the line though. With the right person, at the right time, in mutual agreement.
3.Do you want to have children?
-No. There's the fact that my body will reject/terminate a pregnancy, but there are other options, like surrogates, etc. However I wouldn't want to take those options. I dislike children to begin with, and the last thing I want to do is pass my genetics onto a child.
4.Do you want to move? If yes, where?
-Do I really, honestly, truly want to? Probably not. I live in an amazing city full of spirit, sports, and it honestly gives me a bit of a high. But, for practical reasons, I would want to move.
5.How does your dream house look like?
Hmm… a loft, preferably in a city but it probably won't be. Walls made of giant, floor to ceiling windows. White furniture and stuff, but really colorful paintings hanging up.
6.What is your dream job?
I want to write. I want to be able to inspire others to write. I want to get my ideas out there. Most of all, I want to be a writer in which people enjoy reading my work. My current short story that's published has sold about 13 copies, so I hope to at least exceed that ;)
7.What are five things you want to do before you die?
5. Before I die, I want to live.
4. Have lunch with all of my favorite authors.
3. Write a novel good enough to be on the NYT best sellers list.
2. I want to see the Tigers win a World Series, or the Lions win a Super Bowl. I've dreamed of it since I was a little pup.
1. Go on a giant road trip, across the entire country with people I love. Start in Detroit and plan my route to wrap around the whole country (and hit Route 66!). I want to make frequent stops to places all over, meet some of my internet friends on the way. Just music and the road, baby.
8.Are you scared of the future?
I've got a lot planned out, a lot waiting for me. I feel as if I'm constantly afraid of the future, though, because I truly don't know what it contains.
9.What’s your biggest dream you would like to achive in life?
My biggest dream that I want to achieve is happiness, not just for myself, but for the people I love. Happiness, in a sense that everyone is doing what they love with the people that they love. I want this to make an impact, to leave a legacy.
10.What would be the ideal age for you to die?
Is never an answer? Honestly… I'm so, so scared of dying. I've felt as if I wanted to die, many times, but in the sense that it would be a release from worldly suffering. But actual death, creeping up on me when I least expect it, is terrifying. So, I would say, my ideal age of dying, would be one day less than that of the person I love most, so I'll never have to live a day without them.
1.Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
-With a certain person, hopefully with no roadblocks, just finishing up college and starting to write full-time. Honestly, I'd see myself having issues with money, at that time, because I'd be a 25 year old just out of college with no real job yet. That is, unless I manage to publish a bestselling novel before then.
2.Do you want to get married?
-Eventually… wayy down the line though. With the right person, at the right time, in mutual agreement.
3.Do you want to have children?
-No. There's the fact that my body will reject/terminate a pregnancy, but there are other options, like surrogates, etc. However I wouldn't want to take those options. I dislike children to begin with, and the last thing I want to do is pass my genetics onto a child.
4.Do you want to move? If yes, where?
-Do I really, honestly, truly want to? Probably not. I live in an amazing city full of spirit, sports, and it honestly gives me a bit of a high. But, for practical reasons, I would want to move.
5.How does your dream house look like?
Hmm… a loft, preferably in a city but it probably won't be. Walls made of giant, floor to ceiling windows. White furniture and stuff, but really colorful paintings hanging up.
6.What is your dream job?
I want to write. I want to be able to inspire others to write. I want to get my ideas out there. Most of all, I want to be a writer in which people enjoy reading my work. My current short story that's published has sold about 13 copies, so I hope to at least exceed that ;)
7.What are five things you want to do before you die?
5. Before I die, I want to live.
4. Have lunch with all of my favorite authors.
3. Write a novel good enough to be on the NYT best sellers list.
2. I want to see the Tigers win a World Series, or the Lions win a Super Bowl. I've dreamed of it since I was a little pup.
1. Go on a giant road trip, across the entire country with people I love. Start in Detroit and plan my route to wrap around the whole country (and hit Route 66!). I want to make frequent stops to places all over, meet some of my internet friends on the way. Just music and the road, baby.
8.Are you scared of the future?
I've got a lot planned out, a lot waiting for me. I feel as if I'm constantly afraid of the future, though, because I truly don't know what it contains.
9.What’s your biggest dream you would like to achive in life?
My biggest dream that I want to achieve is happiness, not just for myself, but for the people I love. Happiness, in a sense that everyone is doing what they love with the people that they love. I want this to make an impact, to leave a legacy.
10.What would be the ideal age for you to die?
Is never an answer? Honestly… I'm so, so scared of dying. I've felt as if I wanted to die, many times, but in the sense that it would be a release from worldly suffering. But actual death, creeping up on me when I least expect it, is terrifying. So, I would say, my ideal age of dying, would be one day less than that of the person I love most, so I'll never have to live a day without them.
Kinda just curled up in my brothers bed with him on the other side. We're both sad so may as well be sad together.
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Technically, once the words go from your head into the paper, it becomes legal documentation. I've got a few valuable things that I want to end up with the right people.
My schedule for next year is the biggest joke :P I ran out of core classes to take so I get 6 electives… and I need one more fine arts credit. I've narrowed it down but I can't decide. Sculpting or piano…?
you actually have sculpting as a choice? that's frikken amazing
Yeah, the electives here are really great. The arts especially, there's 4 different levels of Drawing and Painting, then there's jewelry making, sculpting, advanced sculpting, metal smithing, and a bunch more, plus a lot of acting, music, and writing classes. You would love it.
Wow. metal smithing? Who actually still does that? xD
I have no idea XD I heard it's fun though :P
I want to learn metal smithing :P
Mmmm... Never seen you here before Jason... *wonders*
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