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Nov 19, 2015 07:35AM
I'm about to fucking cry because I'm so fucking stressed and I fucking hate everything
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Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "I'm about to fucking cry because I'm so fucking stressed and I fucking hate everything"
Same
>.<
Same
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Alec Lightwood *Falling, hard, for Her* wrote: "What happened?"
Everything. >.<
Everything. >.<
About to drop out and become a stripper fml
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "About to drop out and become a stripper fml"
Holy balls, samee...
Holy balls, samee...
Like why the fuck am I even in school why am I losing sleep over something like this when we all know I'm not going to be stable enough to have a job in the future anyway??
I mean there's literally no point of this shit because let's get real im gonna die anyway eventually.
Three hours of sleep and the devil in the mirror is yelling at me again
Alec Lightwood *Falling, hard, for Her* wrote: "Ayah.. Life is for living. It's worth it."
>.<
>.<
I hate how I end up regretting every decision I make, every word I say.
So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever tame this animal I have become..
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^^^
Today:
Things to do:
-Write journalism article.
-Fine Arts bowl of fruit.
-APUSH chapters 11 and 12.
-LA vocabulary.
-Catch up on TV.
-Finish I Am Number Four.
Things I will actually do: (priority)
-Finish APUSH chapter 11.
-Start and finish APUSH chapter 12.
-Shower.
If I:
-Shower right after school I should be done with that and ready to start working at 3:15.
-Finish chapter 11 without distraction, that would make it about 3:40.
-Start chapter 12 immediately.
-Take a 45 minute break for dinner at 6.
That would leave me a total of 4-5 hours to complete chapter 12 before 9 pm.
Fingers crossed that I can be asleep by then. My vision is starting to blur from lack of sleep.
Sped my ass home so I can be productive. Let's DO this shit.
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No no why am I getting sick I don't have time for this NO
Greeeeeaaaaatttt. Just great. I think I have the flu. Exactly what I need right now.
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever tame this animal I have become.."Three days grace!
No fever. Mom says I'm so stressed I'm making myself sick.
Shiv {When the world gets too heavy, yours starts falling apart...} wrote: "Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever tame this animal I have become.."
Three days grace!"
Yasss <33
Three days grace!"
Yasss <33
Mhm!
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "No fever. Mom says I'm so stressed I'm making myself sick."Probably.
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Cαiтℓуn ~Just keep pullin' me through the fire~ wrote: "When I get sick, it usually only lasts a day, but that one day is pure hell. Fevers always included and it can be the quiet kind where I don't realize how bad it is or that it's even there OR it ca..."
That... doesn't sound normal.
That... doesn't sound normal.
I'm like shivering and doubled over in stomach pain but I still just ate an entire fried cluck yay
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What part?
Should I just turn off my phone for an hour and get this shit done
Can't turn off my phone though, expecting a call :/
OKAY IF ANYONE SEES ME ONLINE ANYWHERE PLEASE YELL AT ME AND TELL ME TO DO MY HOMEWORK
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Well XP
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "OKAY IF ANYONE SEES ME ONLINE ANYWHERE PLEASE YELL AT ME AND TELL ME TO DO MY HOMEWORK"
DO YOUR HOMEWORK.
DO YOUR HOMEWORK.
Things left to do today:
-Clean up study materials.
-Print off vocabulary assignment.
-Grab paper for fruit bowl assignment.
-Clean up room.
-Pack lunch.
-Get clothing ready for tomorrow.
I'm actually really pumped that I finished all of my APUSH work at 8 and I'll actually get to sleep from like 9-6 tomorrow.
Finally I can actually look cute for school instead of scrubbing out.
Finally I can actually look cute for school instead of scrubbing out.
And I really must have been sick from stress because the second I finished, all my symptoms went away.
HA! That worked better than I thought it would.
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "Like why the fuck am I even in school why am I losing sleep over something like this when we all know I'm not going to be stable enough to have a job in the future anyway??"Ayah. Hon. None of us are going to be stable enough to hold jobs. We're too crazy. XD
Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "And I really must have been sick from stress because the second I finished, all my symptoms went away."You see, government? This child is proof! School is bad for our health! Think of the children!
Autumn Rising #Shipping Ayalec, because# wrote: "Ayah •Loving him more than anything• wrote: "And I really must have been sick from stress because the second I finished, all my symptoms went away."
You see, government? This child is proof! Schoo..."
EXACTLY!!!
You see, government? This child is proof! Schoo..."
EXACTLY!!!
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Cαiтℓуn ~Just keep pullin' me through the fire~ wrote: "(Need your opinion: Check my journal)"
Ok
Ok
I was just snapped at for being "overly hot" what does that even mean
Alec Lightwood *Falling, hard, for Her* wrote: "XD Pretty sure that's a compliment.."
But I was being yelled at. XD
But I was being yelled at. XD
it's personal
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