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Just my ramblings today >.< :)I never liked it when story writers don't name their characters. I guess I get the concept. Artistic license or whatever or that it makes it more authentic. But to me, the character just doesn't feel like they're a person, or a personality, or narrator, or even a group of words written into a story. It just feels like they're a flat sheet of paper. When you're done with a story, you like to think that the character lives on. Even without a real world, their name stays as a precious memory in your own mind. But without that touch of what brings them to life--a name--they're nothing. They die with the story, or as soon as you put it down.
Of course that's just me ^.^ If you don't name your characters, I would never judge <3
Dhamma wrote: "Just my ramblings today >.< :)I never liked it when story writers don't name their characters. I guess I get the concept. Artistic license or whatever or that it makes it more authentic. But to m..."
I actually share the same opinion! Names seem important for characters for me because without that, I won't be able to remember the story as well.
However, thinking back, there is this ironical fact that in the first story I wrote, the protagonist had no name and even the gender was not revealed. In my defence, I was 10 xD
Hii!! I know you ^.^
Hey. Nice to meet you. I love talking about philosophy.
Artsy wrote: "Hey. Nice to meet you. I love talking about philosophy."Glad to have you here! And I love Fall Out Boy! All posts and thoughts are welcome ^.^
"Immortals" is my favorite Fall Out Boy song!
Hi Dhamma. I commented in your other formal journal, I could delete it if you want to.
- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "Hi Dhamma. I commented in your other formal journal, I could delete it if you want to."You can comment in both~! <3
A show I was watching mentioned something I learned about when I was little, which made me think about it for a while. ^.^ It's always captivated me, I can't tell why~Gnosticism is an old sect of Christianity that lives on today~ Believing that a single consciousness existed in the beginning--God or Monad.
He was the all-knowing, all-loving source of the pleroma, which was the region of light. He would emanate in different forms, but he was the Supreme Light, The One.
Monad split into two, male and female minds, then into several deities called aeons.
One of the aeons fell from the divine realm and grace--and got trapped in the material realm when she tried to emanate her own universe~
She was destroyed. The remains of her divine power formed to become a False God called the Demiurge, which created the Universe we know.
It's isolated from the higher dimensions. All the suffering that exists is because the Demiurge believes he's the absolute God.
The entire universe he created is an illusion, and it's called Gnosis when humans--sparks of divine light--come to know that, and turn away from the fleshly world.
Raiders found and stole the texts in 1945 near an Egyptian desert, written in Coptic on papyri hidden in a vessel. That's how we learned more about it ^.^
So anyway I thought it was just the most beautiful daunting thing ^.^
That may be one of the most intersting things i've ever heard. I've never heard that before.
And though I crave warm cuddles and an intimate loving friend that I can kiss while feeling cherished I don't want any man or boy touching my weak petite body
And I don't like being called beautiful or pretty because people have only called me that when they've wanted something from me.
And I'll tell you now this form is not me.
There's a glaring truth again--
That I wasn’t supposed to be born with little hands and little feet
And I wasn’t supposed to be born with narrow wrists you can crack with a single twist
And I wasn’t supposed to be born with a face like a weary doll
Women too that call me annoying for my caution
It's not my pretty, it's my weakness.
I am punished for my weakness.
They don't see the person, they see the prey.
Not a pretty prey
A crippled prey.
A brush, a kiss, and then a push.
Lillian wrote: "By the way I like how you made it beautiful yet poignant."Thank you Lillian, that means a lot <3
And it takes a strong person to be weak. I think you're very strong <3
You can be weak here~ *hugs*
AWE!!! I can tell you right now I do not want anything from you.
YOU ARE F'IN BEAUTIFUL AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT.
YOU ARE F'IN BEAUTIFUL AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT.
ҽѵҽ (ժҽɑժ ցíɾӀ աɑӀkíղց) wrote: "AWE!!! I can tell you right now I do not want anything from you. YOU ARE F'IN BEAUTIFUL AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT."
Thank you so much <3 You're too kind~
You're a beautiful person ^.^
Hey no problem. I love telling people they are beautiful. It's one of my hobbies xP
ҽѵҽ (ժҽɑժ ցíɾӀ աɑӀkíղց) wrote: "Hey no problem. I love telling people they are beautiful. It's one of my hobbies xP"That's adorable ^.^
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "*hugs*"Thank you Kavy <3 *hugs back*
I look a little bit like a squirrel
While I was walking I waved at some lady I thought I knew (I didn't) who was in a conversation w someone else and as I stepped away she said, "That child looks a little bit like a squirrel" and I was like x(
"Now you say that to my face! My squirrelish looking face!"
(Wish I'd actually said that though~) :P
>.<
~Sad because I know I have a very idyllic view of how I'd want a relationship to be and I know it could never be like that, or quite like that. And the daydreams are completely far off and painful. Cuddling, holding hands, whispering, long gazes, unable to stop telling each other how much we love each other--I know no relationship or person could live up to that. ~Have on/off feelings that no one could ever love me and I know thats not true but i know i still might not find a partner for the kind of relationship (at least not for a long, long while) i want and i want to be ok w that possibility. I know these thing take time and it could happen. But I want to be ok w it not happening. Possibly not ever. Not while I'm sick like this, not while I'm delusional and longing so much. And who could live up to that? I shut down all options and possibilities of love because I know I'm still too immature and lost for a healthy relationship, and bc I have the nagging thought in the back of my head that no one could ever love me. I don't know maybe I'm just lonely in general~ I’m so scared of losing people so I don’t tell anyone anything
Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "~Sad because I know I have a very idyllic view of how I'd want a relationship to be and I know it could never be like that, or quite like that. And the daydreams are completely far off and painful...."Same here!! I want a guy/girl or someone that would respect my wishes and won't force me into doing something I'm uncomfortable with or won't leave me cause I can't give them what they would want. I trust my best friend and I do love him. But I can't be with him knowing I can't give him what he would want and I want him to be happy. I'm okay with holding hands, and kissing and cuddling or anything that doesn't involve sex, but I'm not into the sexual stuff
You have us Delphi <3 even if we are far away
Thank you so much, you're so sweet 💕
It's not that I think any less of someone for venting their honest feelings but I don't feel as comfortable being myself around people that tend to talk about others. That like to share their judgements. Because you know if they gossip to you, they might gossip about you. And I'm not emotionally secure right now so I couldn't handle that~
Do you ever likeHave someone you're not even drawn to but you still want them to like you anyway
Romantically and just regularly, as a person
(I 'ave to be validated)
Darn
Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "Do you ever likeHave someone you're not even drawn to but you still want them to like you anyway
Romantically and just regularly, as a person
(I 'ave to be validated)
Darn"
sometimes, well I just want everyone to love each other, like not in the romantic way but you know what I mean, cause I'm tired of seeing all the hate and negativity in the world, and people hating on others for no reason. And love is more powerful than all the hate
I say if someone truly cares about you, they love every part of you. Your nose, your cheeks, your smile. And I love every every piece of you~ ^-^I had a lot of insecurities about my appearance. But changing it never made me feel any better. There’s only one thing that you can do to feel better about it and about yourself. Love yourself, love every part of yourself, because in its own way, every part is beautiful.
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Your favorite nut is back xD
Now that I think abt it, I'm not sure I've met another person who calls other people nuts.
Well, it's me x) I'm the nut. Hope y'all are doing well!! I've miss you cuties <3
Used to live in the shelfParents tried to pull me out
I bit bit bit their grab
Said, if my shelf life isn’t long enough, I’ll go bad!
They still decided to eat me later
Said they wanted to taste the fruit of their labor
And said I was no food for thought
But at least now I’ve made them eat dirt
Hey TJ! Did we meet before? :D <3
Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "Hey TJ! Did we meet before? :D <3"uhh, maybe? lol, i dont remember lol
haha well it's sweet that you say I love you :D <3
bruuuuh do u ever get in that mood where you really really want to be alone but know that you can't be or you'll downward spiral into oblivion
yeah, everyone understands that feeling at one point. You just have to......deal with people even though you don't feel like it at all.
Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "bruuuuh do u ever get in that mood where you really really want to be alone but know that you can't be or you'll downward spiral into oblivion"yep
Hi cute people :D
If you're into light philosophy or just thinking, but don't take yourself too seriously, I had the idea of making a shared online journal on goodreads for some thoughts.
Or just anything that you'd like to share, no matter how silly or mundane ^.^
I love meeting people and hearing them, and I was thinking this could just be a fun discussion <3 to hear and meet you
Or, if you're not super into philsophy, but want to join and post what you like, that's just what I was picturing ^o^