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your talking to me that way cause like it was exactly like my mom

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and i didnt except it
but i wasnt surprised a bit either

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like honestly

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seriously

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its the most simple thing
and shes taking so long to understand it

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and excuse me
but i didnt sign up for that when my mom did that ??
and like its so annoying how i thought they would act

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for gods sake like boii

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i feel so offended right now

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and stupid which is normal cause its everyday

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honestly like i feel like a complete loser and idiot now ??
so thanks

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and my head hurts so bad now so

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like its pretty normal for me to feel that way so ??
thanks anyway

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i just feel so used ?
like im just close to this person so she can be close to someone??
and idk if its true or not but honestly its how it feels

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and it sucks

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

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i feel so inactive on here my gosh

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guys ive decided to add a few more important things to my list of minimalist life

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aight so its gonna be a long one but if u wanna read it go ahead haha

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well actually
its just things i need to do more

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. continue pilates
. figure out and make a list of top 5 colleges and info.
. reduce the use of tumblr
. queue posts on tumblr and not be online too much
. go to gym every 3 days
. practice everyday for the dance show coming up
. work on bujo everyday
. clean out closet
. give clothes to goodwill
. buy new makeup for dance
. figure out the collab for december
. make a calendar of everything you need to do
. write 15 pages everyday
. organize this room
. clear out your head and write in the book
. finish all summer assignments
. reread all the harry potter books
. read every night before sleeping
. continue doing poems in your notebook
. talk to the doctors
. buy new ballet shoes
. practice pirouettes

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boi thats not even half the list but i'll edit it later

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i actually just left it

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im gonna leave everything

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i just feel

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im gonna just be inactive in everything
mute every chat i have
pretend i dont exist

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tumblr is the only thing im gonna be on

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i feel like its better that way
im gonna make it real now
i dont really use insta but im gonna mute notifcs
and im only gonna be on snap for streaks

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every thing else: 0

[KingJohnny]

damn blue

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no more apps, no more texts, no more

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aight

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KingJohnny wrote: "damn blue"

thanks i hope it works out great

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blue wrote: "im gonna just be inactive in everything
mute every chat i have
pretend i dont exist"

i feel like its no point because every thing i ever get is just idk

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i feel like whatever its possible because no one would miss me anyways?

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which please do not comment otherwise

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and like no one even cares honestly? i just feel so lonely most of the time??
and honestly idk maybe i just am

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and i didnt realize it

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but

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okay

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jacqueline wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel like whatever its possible because no one would miss me anyways?"

false"

which please do not comment otherwise

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its no use
i find it really just like an idiot

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ill go all private and never talk and never say anything and pretend everything is okay

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which is such a great idea

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now implying it

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guys i need HELP on how to leave groupchats??
i left like most of them but some of them wont let me and its fkcing anoying

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g u ys

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apple is annoying the crap out of me

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its not letting me add a mail

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like why the fck is it so annoying

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i have to add an email and this is anoying me