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Jan 15, 2017 03:44PM
Okay, so. Here's where I'll rant, review, share fandom theories, and basically be myself. Comments welcome.
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I'm seriously thinking about starting a small business when I'm older. It would be so great: A cafe, with a used bookstore attached, and maybe crafts for sale in a third section. I know it's probably just a crazy dream, but if it ever happened, I'd be so happy.
I'm not a great artist, but I'm learning.
I don't like ships like Billdip and Dramione--ships involving the villain. Unless the villain is redeemed (like with Peridot in Steven Universe). Then I'm all for shipping them with whoever you want. :D
Too many of my fandoms are cartoons.
One cartoon I DO NOT like is Teen Titans Go. The most pandering, idiotic crap I've ever seen. (I'm sure there are are worse shows, but... not many)
I just finished a really dark/triggering book that was on my TBR for a while. It was good, but I'm glad I didn't read it until now. A few years ago, it would have freaked me out. :(
Never mind about the small business I mentioned earlier. It was a cool idea, but I'd rather focus on writing.
Does anyone here like Over The Garden Wall? Or Steven Universe, or Adventure Time, or Gravity Falls?
I need to find a fellow cartoon geek
My fanfiction is at a standstill, my original novel needs serious editing, and I'm just not into writing today. :(
I'm autistic. This is a part of me, like my brown hair or my short stature. I'm not saying it's an amazing experience all the time, but it's not some terrible disease like the media makes it seem.
Yes, that means I'm also:
Pro-vaccines.
Anti-cure.
Yes, that means I'm also:
Pro-vaccines.
Anti-cure.
Spanish is a great language. I wish I was fluent in it.
My sister and I used to play Minecraft together, and read out loud to each other, and make up hilariously terrible songs about how people are addicted to their cell phones.
Now, she plays Minecraft in her room, and I read out loud to myself, and I wonder if she ever sees herself in our old song.
Now, she plays Minecraft in her room, and I read out loud to myself, and I wonder if she ever sees herself in our old song.
The principal of my school approved my idea of setting up a free book table near the English/literature classrooms! I'm going to bring in 15 books to start with, and everyone else will be able to add their own,
I'm pretty good. Just a little nervous about my math midterm tomorrow, since math is my worst subject. Lol.
Same. :/
All those formulas...if I just needed to learn one, I'd be fine. Lol.
All those formulas...if I just needed to learn one, I'd be fine. Lol.
Off topic, but i can almost feel my writer's block disappearing. I actually have ideas? What is this?
I figured out how to continue (well, restart) my fanfiction. :)
The quote that inspired the title of this journal:
""Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten."
""Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten."
19 confirmed cases of the flu in my county. I'm afraid even to breathe. :/
Nothing came of that, thankfully! I was just paranoid when I heard the stats...
The original Teen Titans series, which I just started watching, is much better than the dumb version that's airing these days.
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Raevyn ~I Should Be Writing~ wrote: "The original Teen Titans series, which I just started watching, is much better than the dumb version that's airing these days."Truth. That was my childhood not Teen Titans Go
I feel bad for the kids today who end up watching TTG, not knowing or caring about the original.
The original is soooooo much betterBBXRae 4ever
I only watched the first episode, so I don't know who to ship yet. Lol.
Lol Sorry I love shipping Raven and BeastBoy
Great news! After making it through 2 and a half years of chorus without knowing how to read music, I finally had a breakthrough, and now most of the notes actually make sense. :o
Even when I try not to be ableist, some pretentious user from another group will always lecture me as though I'm the biggest jerk in the world. :/
I hated my writing last night. Now, I'm feeling slightly more confident, but I don't think I'll recover from this quickly.
Online gym class is amazing and I plan to take it for every semester after this.
Currently developing my random characters. I have 20 major ones--five from my dystopian novel, four from my fanfic, and eleven from some other miscellaneous stories. I wonder if I need to narrow it down, lol.
I want to make a cartoon someday. No idea what it would be about. I'm trying to think of a plot that isn't overused or pandering.
The Adventure Time episode "Holly Jolly Secrets" (parts one and two) are proof that any episode of any good show can have a silly title and a cute/lighthearted premise, and still chANGE THE SHOW ENTIRELY IN A GOOD WAY.
(view spoiler)
(view spoiler)
I ought to go write. What am I doing instead? Ranting about cartoons to the Internet at large.
Me: I'm emotionally stable, as you can tell by my writing.
Also me: *kills off a well-loved character in a fanfiction* *orphans one of my OC's and makes her long-lost sister turn evil* *writes about another OC being tortured*
Also me: *kills off a well-loved character in a fanfiction* *orphans one of my OC's and makes her long-lost sister turn evil* *writes about another OC being tortured*
Sleep. That's all I want. It's only 2:40 PM, and I'm tired. I should have gone to bed earlier, but no, that would have been too easy. :p
hey, remember the book exchange? It's going really well!
^^^What it looks like.
^^^What it looks like.
I know that earlier in the thread I was positive about being autistic, but...sometimes it's hard being different. :(
I plan to remodel my room this summer. IDK why I'm so excited about the idea, but I think it will be amazing!
I see life through a prism.
My first pair
Of glasses
Had a red frame.
(They were always breaking, but I don't remember why.
Am I blocking something out? Forgetting the pain?)
The protagonist in my first favorite series
Was an orange cat.
(Those books got me through
The heartbreak and isolation)
I offered a yellow balloon
To the adults of the house,
Attempting to stop the fight.
(I didn't know, then,
That not everything was so easily fixed)
It's been said that envy is green.
Well, then,
I am verdant.
(I still struggle
Not to feel inferior)
Blue is
The color of the house I grew up in
(Where I longed for love,
Only to learn about hate)
Indigo and violet--shades of purple,
They were my favorite colors.
(Back before innocence was lost)
I created a Gravity Falls AU.
Putting it in spoilers for those of you who haven't watched the whole series yet.
(view spoiler)
Putting it in spoilers for those of you who haven't watched the whole series yet.
(view spoiler)
