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NerdyJediGymnast
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Jul 01, 2017 04:45PM
And if I do that, suddenly its a BIIIGGGGG DEAL
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*waddles out* *reappears with freshly baked cookies*
And you know what, I dont evenknow if thats still a valid reason to be mad, but its still a reason so UGH
αρняσ∂ιтє ➶ wrote: "*waddles out* *reappears with freshly baked cookies*"Oooohhh yum *pauses to eat one*
Liesel wrote: "Boys aren't worth it"And thats the PROBLEM
He IS worth it, but he doesnt get that
Liesel wrote: "That's why I'm bi"same!! *bi high fives*
He doesnt get that when something is wrong with his life, it hurts me too
Maybe he does but he doesnt show he does
I realize that the problem we both have, is we care too much about each other and not enough about ourselves. We shouldnt be selfish, but we should still take care of ourselves
Liesel wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Liesel wrote: "Boys aren't worth it"And thats the PROBLEM
He IS worth it, but he doesnt get that"
You're worth it too. Do you believe that? Hm?"
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>.< There's a difference between him and me
He's so special and amazing and wonderful, and Im Naimah
*gives you another cookie* naimah is pretty wonderful and amazing
Liesel wrote: "You just say that because you know I'm right"I say that because its the truuuuttthhhh believe me
Ugh ok let me try to sort this out:
Im upsetWhy am I upset
Because he is impulsive, reckless, and doesnt listen
But the problem is, even though really he didnt do anything that wrong, it irritates me?
I dont know but I feel like I cant forgive him this time
I dont want him ok with being hurt.
I understand the reasons more than he thinks, but my problem with it is, he's willing to get hurt if it means he can carry it out
Liesel wrote: "Talk to him about it"I did a couple times, but I dont want to now. Its like, it altered my entire mood about it. I still love him soooo much. I just dont want to deal with it or something. I dont even know my feelings
He said sorry. He said it a lot and he means it I think, but I cant
I want to forgive him so badly, its a stab to my heart. But I cant. After this I dont know if I can
Because I dont want to see him hurt ever
I cant even touch him the same, cause Im scared he'll be hurt
XD Life is a frenemy that keeps on hatin'
I feel bad though. I should be happy instead of being so dismissive
But why not? My feelings and I cant control it. Its not right
*bangs head on wall* Whats WRONG with me?
Liesel wrote: "No one can control their feelings darling. Trust me."No fair
Why isnt Life fair? Why is Life promoting cruelty?
True, but relationships would be easier if everything just was right
It is <3But Im not forgiving him yet >.<
relationships are tricky all relationships have ups and downs. But reality sucks.....
I woke up a little late with a headache that HURT and my mom freaked cause we were going to the mosque and I wasnt ready (thank God I picked out my garment last night) and I didnt have time to get my brother's tablet and I felt so rushed
Then I got sick and even now my stomach is like :P
I come home and I had some pms read some stuff and I was hurt and offended
All this nonsense on here makes me want to just give up GR cause I cant take it?
But its whatever because I know the truth even if no one else does, or wants to
Liesel wrote: ":("My life in one emoji
I can see why this website makes people feel so :P
And I have summer school starting July 5th :P
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