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[NerdyJediGymnast]

I dont know how to feel anymore. I dont know what Im sayin

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Ugh

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Summer so far has SUCKED

[NerdyJediGymnast]

And why is it SOOOO rainy?!

[NerdyJediGymnast]

July 1st and all rain?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Johnny is ON? And no one TOLD me?!

[NerdyJediGymnast]

His status update says, "It feels so good to be alive"

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Hmm I wonder why *sarcastic tone*

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I shouldnt be so harsh about it, but all of this is making me upset

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Why is he so ok and Im so hurt when he was the one who was really hurt and not me?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

So infuriating

[KingJohnny]

hey beautiful how r u?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Really? How am I?

Damn it Jonathan, what about you? How are YOU? Im never gonna be ok and thats fine. How are you really?

[KingJohnny]

im sore but im fine

and dont say that. u will b ok

[KingJohnny]

look i just wantd 2 say srry

[KingJohnny]

its clear ur upset and im srry i hurt u

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Please. Dont. I am so happy you're ok and thank God you feel fine. And I love you so so sooooooo much Johnny.


But you pissed/piss me off.

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I dont feel like talking to you about that

[KingJohnny]

baby dont b lik that. i told u @ the place i had 2 u dont understand

[NerdyJediGymnast]

You're lucky I still am speaking to you. I love you and I understand.

[NerdyJediGymnast]

But you dont understand. Please dont

[KingJohnny]

ok fine im srry

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Another thing to add to my ever growing list of doubt

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Went to dance class with Chrissy

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I wasnt feeling it as usual

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I feel like to do hip hop you have to feel a certain way. It didnt click with me today

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Im not ok

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I dont exactly know why yet and I know that makes no sense but idk

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Risks are good and bad

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Thats why its a risk because the turnout could be good or bad

[NerdyJediGymnast]

That was very redundant but anyways

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Its considered good and even healthy to take risks

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I wonder do I take risks?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Do I take enough? I know someone who should take less but

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Ugh

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Why should we be forced to learn algebra?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I wont need it at any point in the life I want for myself so whats the point? Its a waste of time and stopping me from doing what I want to do

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I need to talk to someone instead of ranting on my virtual journal, but I feel like that would just spread negativity, especially if they are already happy, and then I start faking my happiness again

[NerdyJediGymnast]

But its whatever

[NerdyJediGymnast]

I'll stick to ranting

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Thanks

Ugh the NERVE of some people

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Bad-mouthing other Muslim women and showing disrespect

[NerdyJediGymnast]

And really its been SOOO rainy this whole week

[NerdyJediGymnast]

It doesnt get pretty and sunny till the evenings now

[NerdyJediGymnast]

And Jonathan
Dont even get me started on him

[visenya ♚]

*waddles into your journal* *hugs*

[NerdyJediGymnast]

He is so

ugh

I donteven have the right WORDS to say what he is yet

[NerdyJediGymnast]

And my typing is crap cause Im going too fast but whatever

[NerdyJediGymnast]

αρняσ∂ιтє ➶ wrote: "*waddles into your journal* *hugs*"

*hugs*

[NerdyJediGymnast]

He gets hurt and shakes it off like it was nothing and that hurts me cause I dont wanna see him hurt at all, but he acts like its nothing