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Nerdy and the Jedi Journal
Johnny:..............So! Im fine, I just needed stitches right here and my back is sore but nothing internal...Doc was like it LOOKS bad but its not SO bad, the only bad thing is m-Me: Please, stop talking
And theeeeenn I blew upMe: What were you thinking? You could've been BADLY injured or WORSE. I stayed up ALL night into the wee hours of the morning to count the minutes until I could see you and you want to act like everything is FINE? How DARE you?! I was worried sick and Wowo told me what it looked like and he was right...seeing it hurts more. I was so SCARED. I thought you.....I thought- and you didnt LISTEN. Why would you put yourself at RISK for what REVENGE?! Jonathan you could've DIED. And if you did I would've had to be the one to hurt someone!! *cries* I wont forgive you. I hate this! I hate what you did to yourself for HIM
I started crying even more
Then he said thisJohnny: Im not saying sorry if thats what you want. I love that you care about me so much, but I had to do this. Not just for me. But for my mom and her family and you. For you because if I cant deal with these problems on my own, how am I suppose to deal with yours? And you need to understand that he has hurt me more than anyone ever will and to see him there in my room at that moment, and look at me like I was the problem.....I wasnt passing that up.
Johnny: Fighting isnt always the answer, but that was mine at that moment. And it always will be to those who hurt me or my family or you. I didnt mean to scare you or make you upset, but this was bigger than that. So Im sorry about that but nothing else
Me: Is that really it? Thats all?Johnny: Naimah you dont get it. You didnt see the way he looked at me. What he said. And him hitting me.....I felt like I was a kid all over again *tears*
Johnny: Wo showed me what you said on my phone (GR). Are you really done with me?Me:...........What do you think?
Johnny:.....I think..... I dont know. I feel like I did too many things wrong. I made you cry and you stay up really late and worried to sick. But I dont want you to leave
Me:....My mom was talking about you last night. She said that I didnt know love and you're nothing but trouble for me. I think she's right that I dont know enough about love. But.... I want to try with you. I wanna stay but you have to promise for real this time that you will try to stay out of trouble because you're more than that
Johnny:..........I love youMe: I love you too *hugs* Wo said your da- that "he" was limping
Johnny: Yeah thats cause I aint no punk. I got in some good throws and jabbed him in the face good. Knocked out some front teeth I bet
Me: Oh wow Im so proud
Then he said some other stuff too but I didnt hear it I just hugged him
wait sorry idk so why is his dad or him upset at him? or why fight? idk sorry
Then a nurse came in and told me not to hug him "just in case" and Johnny said it was fine and she looked annoyed XD
blue wrote: "wait sorry idk so why is his dad or him upset at him? or why fight? idk sorry"Its personal. Lots of over the year stuff that even I dont know too much about. You have to ask him. I cant say
But I know why Johnny's mad at him, I just dont know the other way around
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "wait sorry idk so why is his dad or him upset at him? or why fight? idk sorry"Its personal. Lots of over the year stuff that even I dont know too much about. You have to ask him. I c..."
okay i dont even wanna know its just they cant fight and beat each other like i mean but
And I was right:Nurse: You're set free young man, but we have to check the bruise on your neck first.
Johnny: Oh no ma'am that was there before
Nurse: Oh well is it an injury?
Johnny: *winks at me* No ma'am. Just some messin around
Nurse: *confused* Ok?
Me: *blush*
blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "wait sorry idk so why is his dad or him upset at him? or why fight? idk sorry"Its personal. Lots of over the year stuff that even I dont know too much about...."
Yeah
The stitches are closer to his shoulder than chest when I look at it better. Like that spot on the side of his chest but I dont know what its called?
And as much as I hate it, he has to go back to his grandma's house. I said no but he said yes. Its the best place he can be right now. Even though his dad's fam is there, his dad doesnt live there so thats good and its the closest he can get to me (20-30min away :P) and he dont wanna call CPS or 911 or whatever
His grandma hugged me super tight and said thank you and Im like what did I do?
She said I can stay and out with them to dinner later but I told her I cant.
Won't the doctors ask him for the cops because if he was beat up and bruised, theyre not just going to like treat him and let him go? I'm pretty sure they wont
blue wrote: "Won't the doctors ask him for the cops because if he was beat up and bruised, theyre not just going to like treat him and let him go? I'm pretty sure they wont"Yeah I dont know but Tyron said he told them something I dont know what.
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "Won't the doctors ask him for the cops because if he was beat up and bruised, theyre not just going to like treat him and let him go? I'm pretty sure they wont"Yeah I dont know but T..."
cause if he was im sure theyre not letting him go just like that in a day.. they'll ask questions at least i mean
but tryon isnt his family. hes a friend
blue wrote: "but tryon isnt his family. hes a friend"blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "Won't the doctors ask him for the cops because if he was beat up and bruised, theyre not just going to like treat him and let him go? I'm pretty sure they wont..."
I dont know blue. I wasnt there overnight. They were and his grandma was. Thats all I know
I have no idea what was said
hi nerdy, you don't really know me but i'm kinda one of your stalkers and i love you
αρняσ∂ιтє ➶ wrote: "hi nerdy, you don't really know me but i'm kinda one of your stalkers and i love you"I mean I dont know why but thanks
i just think you're an amazing human being
XD I mean I guess. Im trying but I cant say I am when there's someone out there WAY more amazing
You know, suddenly it is so tough getting on GR.
jacqueline wrote: "blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "wait sorry idk so why is his dad or him upset at him? or why fight? idk sorry"Its personal. Lots of over the year stuff that even I dont know to..."
Yeah
Been through worse Everything seems the same
Just BAD
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Juice: WELP! It is HOT in here! Wo? You thirsty? I saw a vending machine out there...*pushes him out*
Me: Thanks Juice
Juice: *nods and walks out*