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message 23151: by Erin (new)

Erin | 26808 comments NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "And no one here knows because I am forced to plaster a happy-go-lucky, forever loved, al giggles smile on my face"

No, you don't. Look, people might make you feel that way but you don't have to force yourself to look happy. If you are, you are. If your not, then your not. Don't pretend. It'll only make you feel worse, and what matters is that you feel good about yourself. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.


message 23152: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments When Im unhappy, its like a problem for everyone


message 23153: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments At least in this house


message 23154: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Lets pretend:


IM HAPPY :D


message 23155: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Lets be real:


One day I wont be here


message 23156: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments And that day I wish came soon


message 23157: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Headache, chest pain, cough, emotionally damaged


message 23158: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Cinderella was always a favorite of mine


message 23159: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Her rags to riches story always gave me hope


message 23160: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Ugh


message 23161: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Im tired. Im going to bed


message 23162: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments I'll just go call Johnny goodnight


message 23163: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments so u did lie on the phone last nite
u arent ok :(


message 23164: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments wat am i suppos 2 do babygirl?


message 23165: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments i wanna help u


message 23166: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments u awake?


message 23167: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments talk 2 me babygirl my lovely cookie
my littl honeysuckle


message 23168: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments XD Little Honeysuckle?

For a flower, it sounds dirty. Like that should be a stripper name: Miss Little Honeysuckle LOL


message 23169: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Hey Johnny


message 23170: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "XD Little Honeysuckle?

For a flower, it sounds dirty. Like that should be a stripper name: Miss Little Honeysuckle LOL"


u wud kno bout strippr names (-3-) jkjk


message 23171: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments u got sick again 2day?


message 23172: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments KingJohnny wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "XD Little Honeysuckle?

For a flower, it sounds dirty. Like that should be a stripper name: Miss Little Honeysuckle LOL"

u wud kno bout strippr names (-3-) jkjk"

>.<


message 23173: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments KingJohnny wrote: "u got sick again 2day?"

Yeah


message 23174: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments 25001 comments, 501 pages, 301 stalkers viewers

(I dont wanna count the other person whose been rude, but then again it proves that s/he cares....touching XD)


message 23175: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "25001 comments, 501 pages, 301 stalkers viewers

(I dont wanna count the other person whose been rude, but then again it proves that s/he cares....touching XD)"


>.>


message 23176: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments babygirl do u want me 2 com ovr 2day? i mean i dont kno if i can but mayb i cud try 2 see u


message 23177: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments No its fine :) I see the doctors tomorrow

And date night is Saturday. I can wait/dont wanna get you sick


message 23178: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments Na-na i dont care if i get sick. i want u 2 feel bettr


message 23179: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Its fine. I'll be somewhat ok


message 23180: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments Naimah ur health iz mor important than mine >.<


message 23181: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments I just realized you only call me by my actual name when

1. You're completely serious
2. When we're fighting
3. You're trying to make a point

But then otherwise you call me everything else like Babygirl, Cookie, Na-na, Little Honeysuckle (XD), Nai


message 23182: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments .....


message 23183: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments i do love ur name. Naimah iz a beautifl name. but somtimes, i just wanna call u my babygirl <3


message 23184: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Its fine, I just noticed it. I do the same XD

Only it depends. When Im mad at you I call you Jonathan and when I wanna mess with you and be seductive, I call you Jonathan


message 23185: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments lmao ok


message 23186: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments but naimah, i just want u 2 b ok...REALY ok


message 23187: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments if u need ANYTHING call me and i'll get it 4 u


message 23188: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments ok?


message 23189: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Ok <3


message 23190: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments I love you<3<3


message 23191: by KingJohnny (new)

KingJohnny | 3358 comments I love u <3<3


message 23192: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Back from SHOPPING


message 23193: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Bought a writing stories prompt book and new graphic tee


message 23194: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Also went to my therapist and told her how I felt


message 23195: by NerdyJediGymnast (last edited Jun 22, 2017 12:49PM) (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments She asked to see the lists I wrote and when I showed her she said they were good and would help in the future. She made a couple copies really quick and kept them


message 23196: by [deleted user] (new)

NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Bought a writing stories prompt book and new graphic tee"

AWESOME!


message 23197: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments Then she wanted me to draw monsters. I thought she was crazy and I told her Im not 8 (mentally, I am sometimes XD)


message 23198: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments The monsters I should draw, she said should reflect the ones inside me


message 23199: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments The one that is a happy gymnast and Johnny-lover

And the one where I hold my fears and sadness


message 23200: by NerdyJediGymnast (new)

NerdyJediGymnast | 15013 comments She said I have more than 2 monsters though and that I need to find them. Then label them and figure out whether to set them free, or lock them in me


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