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Nerdy and the Jedi Journal
But lie to me, I feel like a bullet is being dug out of me
I dont lie when I say, "Johnny I wanna go hang with Chrissy today. Is that cool?"
I TELL you AND ask how you FEEL
You said you wouldnt lie to me and you did soo....?Now what?
I said before dont say I love you show I love youAnd you show it all the time. I LOVE you soooo much too.
But now Im saying dont say sorry SHOW sorry
But if you do it again, sorry's in any shape or form dont matter do they?
You've never hurt me. Physically or emotionally or mentally or ever. You make my heart inflate not break. Dont change that now
I can never stay mad at you because I know you genuinely care
But unless you swear up and down to GOD you will never lie to me again, unless its for something good like a surprise party or something, thats it
Dont lie. The only time you can lie is when you're lying next to me <3
i realy didnt want u 2 b sad. u wantd a real date nite 4evr and i didnt want u 2 think i wuz puttin them abov u
im srry. i wuz wrong and stupid and inconsidrat
i never want 2 hurt u im so fuckin srry
lying maks everything wors ok im srry
and we can still go out. dates 4 days we can do anythin u want, go anywher, eat anywher, pleas 4giv me
knoing i wuz the one 2 hurt u hurts me. i never mean 2 hurt u. i never want 2 ur the love of my life im so so srry
do me a favor and open ur window?
XD I hate you so much its crazy (-3-)<3<3<3
I could just give you a spare key you know
But you already spent the night over here and you SHOULDNT sneak in when my parents are sleep
My throat feels so weird and I feel like Im dying on the inside
Home alone. Just me and Johnny
Again, Im curious as to who else reads this everday, every second, every post
My Stalker does I know but who else?Come forward, dont be shy
Speaking of which, I should go check her journal
Aw she's so mad at him XD
I should be too. But I cant I dont know why I just cant stay mad
But damn it he makes me melt inside <3
You would think he uses it to his advantage and he would go out and do stupid things. I mean, he does stupid things, but no. He doesnt
I can tell when he makes me mad, he gets mad at himself for making me mad
I have a headache and I feel sickly and dead on the inside
Its a beautiful sunny day that feels like summer and Im inside because I cant stand it
I feel like shit and the sun is shining. The irony
Sorry for cussing I just am so dead today
Ice cream cant even fix it...Thats how BAD this is
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Its a beautiful sunny day that feels like summer and Im inside because I cant stand it"go outside then lol
Johnny said its hormones and teenage life, so I hit him with a pillow and felt better :D
blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Its a beautiful sunny day that feels like summer and Im inside because I cant stand it"go outside then lol"
My mood is depressing
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Its a beautiful sunny day that feels like summer and Im inside because I cant stand it"go outside then lol"
My mood is depressing"
oh
I dont know why. I was really happy for awhile now Im dead
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If you wanna hang out with them, DO it! Dont be afraid to hurt my feelings. I wont be that hurt