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Nerdy and the Jedi Journal
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May 31, 2017 08:50AM
Im studying right now and doing my online school work
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I feel like nowadays school has become more of a memory game than getting real education
Like, almost all my friends are in public schools and they tell me all the time how they have to study for a test or commit this to memory. And Im like, "Shouldnt you study for knowledge, notfor a test?"
Thats why I like homeschooling. I dont have to memorize everything. I will learn it and gain knowledge and more use of it THEN memorize it
Got my spray paint from Big Homie.
That's why i can't wait for college I heard in college they focus on the knowledge and the learning more plus in college you can take the courses that YOU want to take and not be forced to take any subjects
Exactly. Im going to study photography
Ok Im almost done with his gift
I just need to wrap it? Box it? Bag it?
Box it, wrap it, then stick a bow on it
God this is so pretty I almost dont wanna give it away
NO NAIMAH STOP ITThis is a gift!!
Im giving it to my dad to give to him tomorrow
I now need to write a 3 page birthday card XD
Good practice but the day was ugh
But once again, I need to fake it
:D BIG CHEESY GRIN!!!! HAPPY NOW?
I dont know but everything is so sad :(
I dont know but I just want to cry
I dont know I really dont
Like omg I wish I could lie and say Im ok but Im NOT
HellThats the condition Im in
But anyways, whatever. Its not like its you guys problem. You dont have to care. :)
I mean I would want you to care but its whatever
Tomorrow is Johnny's birthday and my dad said I could call him tomorrow morning
OOTD was a success I felt good about it
Im trying SO hard to be positive right now and the more I do the more tears leak out XDIts ok I'll eventually stop
Lots of police on my street
Ugh Another bad day I guess
Everybody is off talking and I dont want to bring my sadness into the happy conversation so I stay here and/or pretend to be happy
I need to shower and clear my head or something
Funny story:I was crying at the park and some boy saw me and came over. "Hey are you ok?" he asked.
Me: No
Boy: Whats wrong?
Me: Everything *cries harder*
Boy:....Boyfriend dumped you?
Me: No...but my mom doesnt like him even though he's sweet as ever
Boy: Oh...
Me: And I hate it. My life my everything. God, I dont know
Boy: Whats your name?
Me: Naimah
Boy: Im Azari
Me: Hi
Azari: You know, Naimah is too pretty of a name for you to be crying and sad
Me: *laugh* I heard that before
Azari: So you know its true. *sits down* Just make little goals. Try to make it one day. Just one day try to make it to see the next and the next. There has to to be one good in every bad right?
Me: *nods*
Azari: You just need to find that good *stands up*
Azari: The world hates everyone. Not one person can escape the wrath or the world. Your job in it, is to change that. To defy that. Be the one to break that chain off. You have a bad day? Thats the world mocking you and laughing. So stand up and laugh right backMe: Why are you helping me? I dont know you
Azari: Its only because someone did to me. Feel better ok? *smiles and walks off*
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