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Nerdy and the Jedi Journal
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NerdyJediGymnast
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May 28, 2017 02:58PM
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This may or may not work, but have you ever wanted to run away from home and do whatever you want and no one could stop you?
In other words, go be with Johnny. Your family is wrong about you and him being together.
I'm not sure if this helps or not. It's just a suggestion.
I'm not sure if this helps or not. It's just a suggestion.
I understand. I just don't want them breaking up over parent problems. That's all.
I think about it ALL THE TIME but I aint doing that!I would be hunted down by my parents, the police, my neighbors, EVERYBODY. And running away with JOHNNY?
Death wish for us both
I dont wanna get him in trouble
Havent done that in forever ^^
BLLAAAAARRRRRGGGRRRRUUGGHHH
I'm very sorry if I sounded very stupid.
Bruh I almost didnt recognize this group cause of the new picture
Normally I would text a goodmorning to Johnny but alas I cannot
So begins Day 1 of no contact with him
I think my biggest fear about this is that we may drift apart. That he finds someone better to talk to and say he loves
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Bruh I almost didnt recognize this group cause of the new picture"SAMEA
But I cant think like that. I need to trust him. I trust him with my life
blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Bruh I almost didnt recognize this group cause of the new picture"SAMEA"
I was so confused XD
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Bruh I almost didnt recognize this group cause of the new picture"SAMEA"
I was so confused XD"
i was like, where did my journal go
and then i look at the name
and im like ooohhaa
ᴍᴏᴏɴᴄʜɪʟᴅツ wrote: "The cleaning ladies stole the family iPad"Thats awful!
Memorial day so no school
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Memorial day so no school"same
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "blue wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Bruh I almost didnt recognize this group cause of the new picture"SAMEA"
I was so confused XD"
same XD
Or 3? Or until I can let this rage go?
Ok I lied. When I said things are better or I feel better. I dont. Im putting on a mask for everybody because I miss being happy. I AM happy but not as much as before. Sometimes I get a glimmer of happiness and someone makes it go away i.e. momI cant fuckin do this
Im tired of itHere's the truth
I am FURIOUS
Everything is just too much of an annoyanceBut I cant do ANYTHING about it
I wish I could say Fuck it All and leave but I CANT
DO YOU KNOW HOW OFTEN I FAKE SMILES NOW?!
And now its all crumbling down
"God doesnt make mistakes"Am i the exception?
No I get it. Most people's lives are worse than mine, why am I complaining?
Shit maybe because NO ONE should feel this way!
Some people on here (i.e. Mama) love me more than my REAL Fam
Its so hard trying to be me! Because everyone wants me to change!SO FUCKIN DAMN MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE ME
THE ONE PERSON I CAN TALK TO IRL IS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM METHE ONE THING I HAD TO HOPE FOR IS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME
Suicide is a noI have "too much to live for"
And besides, I have to think about how others would feel (i.e. Johnny)
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