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Nerdy and the Jedi Journal
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NerdyJediGymnast
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May 19, 2017 11:53AM
But that dont make me all the way rebellious
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You know that moment, when things kind of crash? Like, a car accident? You dont wanna look but you do anyways?
And you get scared because it looks really bad and then you realize, that person is someone you know? Someone you love?
And it hurts like you were in that accident?
What are you talking about, was Michael hurt?
And you see that and you freak out, maybe leave your family and go hold him close crying?
Trey wrote: "What are you talking about, was Michael hurt?"Me and my family went to the store and I saw him and I got really excited and I saw he was with some girl and at first I thought he was cheating or something idk, but that was his aunt
Then like fighting fighting
He said something and she slapped him and I dont really remember what happened, but I know I screamed and then next minute Im holding him and his aunts bag was in my hand and she was on the floor
I think some woman called 911 and some man was trying to help Johnny up but I wouldnt let him go...stupid Naimah I know
I told him to come back home with me, but he's too stubborn and hardheaded. He said, "I need to prove to them I can do this. That Im not my dad's disappointing son. That one scuffle is enough to make me run off. I aint letting them run me off"
Me: You let my mom run you offJohnny: That was different
Me: Please dont go-
Johnny: Naimah, you said you think I can do this, so I will
Me:...........
Then his grandma had come and she was really upset and I thought she'd be crying, but she just looked pissed
Johnny: Hey, I got to see you a few days early
Me:........
Johnny: *kiss* I'll come home with you babygirl. But we both know I gotta go back
He's on my bed right now. His grandma said they would both stay or dinner then go back to her house
I wish he could just live here again though
Trey wrote: "And what does fml mean?"fuck my life
or frick my life
Hmm, and I'm pretty sure we know why Nerdy is saying this because of everything that's been going on.
Yeah, I dont know why God is messing with my life right now
Im really trying. What more do you want? What more am I suppose to do?
Dear God,What the hell?
Sincerly,
Naimah
Tomorrow, Im going to see Grandpa
He's still sick but doing better physically, but mentally he thinks he's dying and thats making things worse
My sister and Dad do NOT want to go, because that means dealing with my racist grandma
She's been causing a lot of drama in the family lately to the point where one of my uncles called the police on her, to make sure Grandpa was ok, cause she wouldnt let ANYone from his family or mine see him. The only one was my other uncle which pissed off my Dad and other uncle
Lovely my mother threatened to beat me if I didnt "get the hell out your dungeon" :)
oooo a new string of evil messages in my inbox
No I have a massive headache
Imma go to bed now ok? Goodnight My Love ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Alrite i luv u 2 goodnite babygirlFeel bettr <3 <3 <3 <3
Hey Love Im ok but my head still hurts a little
Cookie r u sure? wats wrong? I read sum of ur stuf and u seem real upset
And I just want you with me right now
I'm so sick of my family right now
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