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NerdyJediGymnast
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Jan 22, 2017 02:01PM
I feel like Im not ENOUGH :/
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Like, I really like Michael, but what if Im not ENOUGH?
Evelyn wrote: "Nerdy!!! Why do you think like that!?"I GET SCARED!! I worry that he'll just fall for my sis or just Idk
I worry that he'll just think what every boy has ever said to me,
Like, we've been BEST FRIENDS since...God since I was like 12
And Im scared he'll think Im not as good as my sis...
Maybe she'll get to him during the summer classes.....
Maybe she gets him and wins.......
Thats why I love gymnastics: Its MY thing, something I CAN win at with her
Ok, I need to relax...just calm down *deep breaths*
OMG LOOK WHAT LOVER BOY SENT ME:
Evelyn wrote: "Oh that's....that's sooooooooooooooooooo sweet!!!!!!! :D"He's TOO sweet XD Least he cares :3
Evelyn wrote: "Gosh Nerdy!!! You're so lucky. And even he knows that how awesome you are!!"Hmph, myabe :3 Sorry I was eating dinner
I REALLY like Michael, and he really likes me.. Why cant she accept that?
Michael's Recent Emails:Michael: Sup u delicious chocolat chip Cookie? ;)
Me: OMG! Michael!! O.O
Michael: LOL
Me: Stop that *blushes*Michael: made u blush ;)
Me: MICHAEL!
Michael: yeeessss Cookie?
Me:............Behave
Me: XD
Michael: Im behaved
Me: Remember? "No inappropiate language" You WANT to get in trouble with my dad?Michael: That only if i say sumthin like, "Hey Sexy Snickerdoodle"
Me: "Sexy Snickerdoodle"?
Michael: Well ur Cookie, and snickerdoodles r cookies....Sexy Snickerdoodle
Michael: Holy @#&! that might b ur new nickname ;)
Me: Oh GOD NOOO
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Me: No I get it...you're a slu-Rebecca: HEY! We BOTH know he probably is trying to get to ME through you..
Me: Is th..."
You should tell him....it's okay, if he really likes you then it'll be fine, trust me, I have overprotective parents, and when I started dating Gameslayer, my parents got really overprotective for a couple of days, and they threatened to make me stay home from school, for a week or a month or go to another school just so I couldn't see Gameslayer, but luckily they didn't and when I went to school, and when I saw Gameslayer, I told him about my overprotective parents, and everything was fine, and now I have fears of getting too close to ppl, but when the time comes, I trust Gameslayer, so I'm gonna tell him everything now, well when we were together and even before we started dating, I found myself telling him a lot of stuff, including some of the awkward and weird stuff that happened, I told him about the counselor mispelling my name as Karya and that became an inside joke between us, and when we were together, I told him some more stuff, and I told him about that creepy guy that told me he loved me while i was walking to lunch, and everything was fine, yes, he left, but he came back, I love how I can just tell him anything and everything will still be fine between us, that's one of the reasons why I love him so much.
Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Me: No I get it...you're a slu-Rebecca: HEY! We BOTH know he probably is trying to get to M..."
AW KAVY :')
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "I feel like Im not ENOUGH :/"NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Like, I really like Michael, but what if Im not ENOUGH?"
NERDY YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON!!!!!!! DON'T EVER THINK THAT YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH??? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Evelyn wrote: "Nerdy!!! Why do you think like that!?"I GET SCARED!! I worry that he'll just fall for my sis or just Idk"
don't be scared, just have faith. tho, tbh when me and Gameslayer were dating, I did get scared a lot, scared that he'd leave, just like some of my other "friends" did.....but after while I started to have faith in him, and now I still have that faith in him
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "OMG LOOK WHAT LOVER BOY SENT ME:"
AWWW THAT'S SO CUTE
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Me: No I get it...you're a slu-Rebec..."
*hugs*
Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "I feel like Im not ENOUGH :/"NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Like, I really like Michael, but what if Im not ENOUGH?"
NERDY YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON!!!!!!! DON'T EVER THINK TH..."
Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~So everybody come on~ wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "Evelyn wrote: "Nerdy!!! Why do you think like that!?"
I GET SCARED!! I worry that he'll just fall for my sis or just Idk"
don't be scared, just have faith. tho, tbh when ..."
Idk Kavy....she tends to win a lot
OMG I CANT STAND MY SIS RIGHT NOW!!!!!
just try to have faith in him, if he really likes you, then he won't leave you, trust me. You should tell him about this tho....
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "OMG I CANT STAND MY SIS RIGHT NOW!!!!!"What's she doing?
MESSING WITH MICHAEL!!!!!! He just emailed me saying:"Ur sis iz very seductive XD"
!@#$%#^&*^%#$@!#%$^(&*)
SHE FREAKIN SAVED HIS NUMBER AND CALLED HIM!!!! He said he hung up twice when he realized it wasnt me, but she KEPT CALLING
Then, I hear:"Well, IM actually 16...Maybe I could help you....study?"
But she was on speaker and he said, "Sorry, Im busy. Gtg" then hung up
Me: WHAT THE HELL?!?!!?!?!Rebecca: What?
Me: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!? WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME??
Rebecca: You dont deserve him!
Me: You dont deserve ANY boy you come across! AND DEFINITELY NOT AARON! (Her "bf" but thats NOT his real name, privacy)Rebecca: Leave him OUT OF THIS
Me: Delete Michael's number...
Rebecca: When YOU get a phone, I WILL
LET ME AT HER!!!! *tries to strangle the life out of her*
GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHI emailed Michael and told him to be careful around her:
"Mike, PLEASE listen. Rebecca really likes you and this is just a game. She just wants to "win" by getting you. Dont leave me :("
Michael: Y woud I leav u?Me: Just in case
Michael: Silly Cookie...I wont
Me: :)
I KNOW she liked Michael for a while....I knew that. But she HAS a "committed" relationship with someone ELSE
Is she REALLY THAT JEALOUS??
Cant she just be HAPPY for me?
A good sister would be happy and accept that he chose you and not hwr, and even if she likes him she will give him up, But, noooooooooo.she has to be the f*cked up sister that wants every boys attention on her
And I dont HATE her. She was NEVER like this before. But now?.......Idk what to think :(
XDXD And wow, its only been what? A few DAYS since my first kiss??
A few days and already trouble
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@$%^&(*)(*^%$#@!@#$#@#@$%$%&%$
Michael's Recent Email:"Hey. U gud? :/"
Right, the life of a woman in love-_-.
And there are so many guys that want me to break up with Monster!! But of course i will not do it, though it does get me depressed
Gødꧧ øf løvê Prïñçꧧ øf wëîrdñ맧~Î'll âlwãŷ§ bê hëré~Lŷ§ wrote: "Right, the life of a woman in love-_-.
And there are so many guys that want me to break up with Monster!! But of course i will not do it, though it does get me depressed"
*sigh*
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