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Dec 10, 2016 11:07PM
I didn't mention you because I had no qualms about you. I never ranted about you.
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Alright so those are all of the girls you talked about in the last page? Wow that's crazy. Must be hard for you to deal with. Sorry :/ At least now you can feel true to Eva because you're over Lys.
I've been awake for almost 24 hours.
Things just aren't going well.
I act good in my messages so she doesn't get jealous. She can read every one of them. But when I ask for the same level of trust she won't give it to me.
She's worried that when I see the messages from her guy friends that I'll get jealous and say things that will hurt her.
What she doesn't realize is that my mind is running wild with what could be on there.
Jealousy is still going to happen, but it's worse now cuz I'm imagining the worst.
I just wish she trusted me as I trust her.
Things aren't they way I had thought they would be. Looks like Albus will be kicking my ass sooner than I thought, cuz at this rate we won't be together for much longer.
It was doomed to fail, like every other relationship I've been in.
It's not my heart that I care about breaking, but hers.
I can't keep clinging to this sinking ship
It's going down, deeper and deeper.
The air escapes my lungs and I can't cry out for help
I can see you from under the water, looking for me.
The air is gone, water taking its rightful place.
I sink slowly and fade into the darkness, the last thing I see is you, searching me, not seeing I'm right under the water.
So wait, you're worried that she'll be saying stuff to other guys that makes her unfaithful to you? Why do you think that?
Today is the worst day of my life. It's the day I leave Eva. I leave GR. I want to give this thread over to my beloved Evan the Dark Angel. Please babe, continue to post on this thread for me.
I'm never really gone. I find ways to get on. I join random people's networks. I talk to you when I can.
I leave my house every day to try and talk to you.
If you don't want us to be bf and gf then that's fine.
I can stop messaging you.
I'll change my account stuff now to match yours. I'll get on again and if you still feel the same then too then I will get the hint and leave you alone for good.
Meghna Gottipalli? I love you too
~Benjamin John Smith
~Benjamin John Smith
That was so beautiful!!! *cries a waterfalll* And dont ever forget to invite me and monster to your guys wedding *cries more*
The Anarchist wrote: "Princess Kitty~Lys~Gøddꧧ øf Løvê needs a break wrote: "That was so beautiful!!! *cries a waterfalll* And dont ever forget to invite me and monster to your guys wedding *cries more*"You let me k..."
i will!:D
