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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
I think so. She hasn't told me. So college and she has a job. She said she'll reply to our RPs and chats, but it's been awhile, I understand that she's busy and all.
Wah I want to talk to her! I really do miss her...
Personal Survey Thingy
Stolen from Blue
THE LAST:
1. Drink: Water
2. Phone call: My brother five days ago
3. Text message: A friend
4. Song you listened to: Dua Lipa
5. Time you cried: This morning
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No
8. Been cheated on: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Gotten drunk: Not yet
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12-14: Purple, blue, violet
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No (I didn't fall in love to fall out of it)
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah...
19. Met someone who changed you: No
20. Found out who your friends were: Well...
21. Kissed someone on your fb list: No
GENERAL:
22. How many of your fb friends do you know irl: I don't have Facebook
23. Do you have any pets: No
24. Do you want to change your name: No
25. What did you do for your last birthday: I had an ice cream, and drew a tattoo on my hand
26. What time did you wake up: 8:45ish
27: What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping I guess, because I went to bed at 11
28. Name something you can’t wait for: My 18th birthday
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: She was here a few minutes ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My family and friends. I want to be told that they aren't my family, and that I could leave.
31. What are you listening to rn: Some random stuff
32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: Maybe. I don't remember.
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Myself and life.
34. Most viewed website: Goodreads
35. Mole/s: Yes, my left arm and left knee.
36. Mark/s: Yes
37. Childhood dream: Once I had a dream in which my brother tried to kill me with a feather xD I was so scared that in real, I wouldn't talk or play with him. He was so confused because every time he came near me, I'd run away, and whenever he left the room, I'd be so relieved.
38. Hair colour: Dark
39. Long or short hair: Medium
40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nah
41. What do you like about yourself: Nothing
42. Piercings: Ears
43. Bloodtype: O+
44. Nickname: Hal, Hals, Nerd, Bookworm, something else I won't say
45. Relationship status: Single
46. Zodiac: Leo
47. Pronouns: She/her
48. Favourite TV show: Thirteen Reasons Why, Pretty Little Liars
49. Tattoos: I want a dozen!
50. Right or left hand: Right
51. Surgery: Yes
52. Piercing: Eats
53. Sport: None
55. Vacation: Japan
56. Pair of trainers: Um
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Nothing
58. Drinking: Water
59. I’m about to: I don't know... Go kill myself (?)
61. Waiting for: ?DeathLiberty
62. Want:To dieTo be adopted or something
63. Get married: No thank you!
64. Career: Writer/journalist, singer, astronomer, doctor, psychologist, detective/cop
WHICH IS BETTER ?
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Lips or eyes: Eyes
67. Shorter or taller: Taller
68. Older or younger: Younger
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms (?)
71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
72. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: No
75. Drank hard liquor: Not yet
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Don't have any!
77. Turned someone down: Nope
78. Sex on the first date: What?!?
79. Broken someone's heart: A large number
80. Had your heart broken: Yes
81. Been arrested: No
82. Cried when someone died: No
83. Fallen for a friend: Fallen?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: No
85. Miracles: No
86. Love at first sight: No
87. Santa Claus: No
88. Kiss on the first date: No
89. Angels: No
OTHER:
90. Current best friends name: For privacy reasons, I don't say
91. Eye colour: Brownish black - or that's what people say
92. Favourite movie: The Shawshank Redemption
WHY CAN I NOT DROP DEAD THIS MINUTE BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF SO SO MUCH AND WISH I'D NEVER EXISTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hallie wrote: "WHY CAN I NOT DROP DEAD THIS MINUTE BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF SO SO MUCH AND WISH I'D NEVER EXISTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"Because we love you
Why would you like a monster like me?
113 stalkers....And I hate myself for being me.
Oh gosh, my downloads folder is overflowing with Pretty Little Liars!
Yess I love pretty little liars. Have you watched the finale??
Me too!!! Nope :( Not yet. I'm trying to reach out before I get spoiled.
ahh okay!! omg its good lol i wont spoil it for you
That minute when I finally think I should give life one more try, mum comes over and ruins it.
blue wrote: "Yess I love pretty little liars. Have you watched the finale??"Ive read the books
I've read the books, too! But I think the series is more intriguing.
Fun fact: There was a time in my life when I wanted to be a detective
I love mysteries too!Haha my 4th option on my list of professions I'd like is being a detective xD
Hello :) XD
ALIA!!!! NOOOO DON'T READ THIS!!!!Masi, haha that would actually be rather annoying xD Nah my mum can't be one. I so easily lie, and she doesn't catch me even after years!
"Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?
Who's gonna rock you when the sun won't let you sleep?
Who's waking up to drive you home when you're drunk and all alone?
Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?
It ain't me"
~ It Ain't Me, Kygo and Selena Gomez
Oh crap! I'm the biggest idiot on the planet!
Hallie wrote: ""Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?Who's gonna rock you when the sun won't let you sleep?
Who's waking up to drive you home when you're drunk and all alone?
Who's gonna wal..."
i love thsi song !!!
Hallie wrote: "ALIA!!!! NOOOO DON'T READ THIS!!!!Masi, haha that would actually be rather annoying xD Nah my mum can't be one. I so easily lie, and she doesn't catch me even after years!"
Don't worry Hallie, I'm not thinking of you in a worse light or anything! But if you actually want me to stop, I can.
I was randomly laughing at "QUANTUM PHYSICS QUANTUM PHYSICS SCIENCE" the other day lol XD
Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "ALIA!!!! NOOOO DON'T READ THIS!!!!Masi, haha that would actually be rather annoying xD Nah my mum can't be one. I so easily lie, and she doesn't catch me even after years!"
Don't ..."
Well, this is the most boring journal ever, so you have been warned!
This is weird, 3 views in 24 hours?????
1. It is boring.2. Yay, I'm glad about that! :)
It's not boring at all! Don't say that! By your judgment, every single journal in this group is boring and that's hardly true.
What would you find interesting in the monotonous life of a stupid monster who always argues that she's better off dead?Seriously, what?
Lillian wrote: "*stomps foot at Hallie* You are not a stupid monster!"In which alternate universe?
This one :) After all, if there are multiple alternate universes, then everything is an alternate. :) But seriously Hallie, if your life is monotonous, so is mine and every other normal person's. We still need to get it out.
You're definitely better off alive! Trust me!
Hallie wrote: "I love mysteries too!Haha my 4th option on my list of professions I'd like is being a detective xD"
XD I grew up with reading mysteries. some of the series that I used to love when I was younger were mysteries. Mysteries are fun
Hallie how far are you in Fairy Tail?
Alia, you're talking to the person who is known for being boring everywhere - school, family, online. I know popularity doesn't determine how interesting a person is, but hey, if I was interesting, someone ought to know me when I leave, and when you say my name, people will ask 'Who on earth is that?' No twists, no extremely amazing news, no nothing. That's what I meant.Well, I beg to differ. Give me ten reasons why I'm better off alive, and I'll give you twenty for why I'm better off dead.
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I love mysteries too!Haha my 4th option on my list of professions I'd like is being a detective xD"
XD I grew up with reading mysteries. some of the series that I used to love whe..."
Me too! I used to be nuts about Enid Blyton's Famous Five and others. Then I shifted to Agatha Christie when I ended up reading all the Enid Blyton in my library xD
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "HALLIE YOU ARE NOT A MONSTER"YES I AM!!
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie how far are you in Fairy Tail?"*scratches head* Candidly, I don't recall which one exactly, but roughly around episode 230.
Nonsensical Rant
I guess people don't really want to see my happy.
I was over the moon three hours ago, and they said one sentence to get me back to the 'I want to kill myself' mode again.
I'm screwed up, I admit it, but so are my parents. Because if they were really the"best friends" they hypocritically assume they are, then they'd not make a face when I told them that I was able to go half the way to my dream. They don't know my dream, but why do you think I didn't tell them? I know they'll crush it and leave me to dust away the pieces. If they really loved me, they would know. They would know that I actually love medicine; I love astronomy like crazy; they'd know my biggest dream was to do any work in the field of English literature. They would know, and they should be knowing. But they don't. And while I blame myself, I also accuse them of never encouraging me to be a part of anything.
"Mum, can I go to the auditions of that singing concert?"
*makes a disgusted face* "No, I don't think so."
"Well then, I'm going to check out the press department. I could be reporter or editor!" (It's literally the whole point of my life!)
*frowns*
Thank you! I hope you realize what I've always wanted to be at least after I'm dead (for if you don't, I personally would brand you more pathetic than you already are)
Hallie wrote: "Alia, you're talking to the person who is known for being boring everywhere - school, family, online. I know popularity doesn't determine how interesting a person is, but hey, if I was interesting,..."I actually have solid evidence to prove you wrong. And in a few minutes, I'm going to PM that evidence to you. :)
Hallie wrote: "Nonsensical RantI guess people don't really want to see my happy.
I was over the moon three hours ago, and they said one sentence to get me back to the 'I want to kill myself' mode again.
I'm ..."
I want to see you happy Hallie. And I can be your cheerleader here.
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What's she majoring in? Music?