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[sara]

yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and more people are failing

[Hallie]

I agree with Sara. The education is bogus and they have stupid exams like. Later we have A levels which is supposed to be another pain in the neck.

[Hallie]

I'm going to the hospital today.

[Hallie]

To see my grandpa.

[Hallie]

I haven't gone to the hospital as a patient since when I was 8.

I'm not sure. It will be a couple of hours before my mum reaches there, but I'm hoping he's fine.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and more people are failing"

Hallie wrote: "I agree with Sara. The education is bogus and they have stupid exams like. Later we have A levels which is supposed to be another pain in the neck."

both of you, come to America.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and more people are failing"

Hallie wrote: "I agree with Sara. The education is bogus and they have stupid exams like. Later we have A levels which is supposed to be another pain in the neck."


aww

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "To see my grandpa."

Hallie wrote: "I haven't gone to the hospital as a patient since when I was 8.

I'm not sure. It will be a couple of hours before my mum reaches there, but I'm hoping he's fine."

oh no I'm sending you guys love Hals <3333333

[Hallie]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and more people are failing"

Hallie wrote: "I agree with Sara. The..."

As soon as Trump ceases to be President xP

[Hallie]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "To see my grandpa."

Hallie wrote: "I haven't gone to the hospital as a patient since when I was 8.

I'm not sure. It will be a couple of hours before my mum reaches there, but I'm ..."

Thank you so much. Grandpa needs it!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and m..."

I hope he and Pence both get impeached soon

[May͛a]

I really hope he gets well

[Hallie]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making ..."

*nods nods nods*

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I'm so sorry dear Hallie :( *hugs*

[Hallie]

Thank you guys!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

[Hallie]

Guys......

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Guys......"

What happened Hals?

[Hallie]

Life support... Bad condition.... Pack clothes for brother and me.... Try to get a flight... That's all I can understand.

Why am I on my phone then?!

I'm freaking out!!! I love my mum's dad! My other grandfather wasn't any fun (not trying to speak I'll of the dead but my dad said so himself), but this one made up for him.

[Hallie]

And all my clothes look more cheerful than it should be.... Why?!?!?!

My cousin's probably freaking out there, too. All my cousins must be freaking.

[Hallie]

I think he.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

:( *hugs Hals* I'm so sorry Hals

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I'm so sorry for your loss. :( *hugs tightly*

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I'm lacking anything better to say but just know that it means I'm sad and I really do care. I love you.

[May͛a]

I'm so sorry, Hallie :( My condolences

[Hallie]

Gosh that funeral just sucked! And people kept staring at me expecting me to cry, so I basically had to force myself to shed some tears. I definitely sound heartless, but it's been two days. I kind of mentally prepared myself to remember that he's gone and there is nothing that I can do to get him back (oh I sure wish I could!) last night. So as saddened as I was, I couldn't really cry like the rest of my cousins.

And my bus reached the border of England one and a half hour late, I threw up twice on the way from there to Wales, and they had to reschedule the funeral a bit because everyone else was there but two of his grandchildren hadn't arrived yet. Well three actually, but one lives in the Middle East and couldn't come on such a short notice.

Anyway, too many people and way too many little children :(

[Hallie]

Oh and thanks for the condolences!

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

It's okay not to cry at the funeral. That doesn't mean you're heartless at all. Some people would rather cry in private, you and myself included. And no one should question your grief, because I can see it's real. Pay no heed to anyone who does.

Again, we're always here if you need someone to just listen, here or in private. *hugs*

[Hallie]

And my whole routine has been screwed up. I couldn't eat breakfast because we were late. I had something my cousins said my mum brought which tasted terrible at about 12 along with a piece of some bun; then official breakfast at around 1:30, which also tasted horrible (so I ate little and threw it away); and the same quantity of lunch one feeds a cat for lunch just now.

[Jingle ❀彡]

I’m so sorry for what happened Hallie :( I can understand how you feel, and not crying at the funeral doesn’t mean you didn’t care for him. Sometimes I think the shock and the impact of the emotion is something that can’t be easily expressed. Please try to take care of yourself and get some rest, okay? Like Alia said, if you ever need to talk we’re here *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Gosh that funeral just sucked! And people kept staring at me expecting me to cry, so I basically had to force myself to shed some tears. I definitely sound heartless, but it's been two days. I kind..."

I'm so sorry Hals :( like Alia and Jingle said if you ever need to talk we're all here for you.

[sara]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "sara wrote: "yeah it’s so annoying that’s why I hate england like our educational system is bad because they are making it harder and m..."

hahahahaha but is it easier? my friend said it’s easier in America because you do multiple choice questions but I don’t think I believe her. Apparently u guys learn science way younger than us. We start in high school. Anyways u guys have better education than us that’s for sure 😂😂

[sara]

Hallie wrote: "I think he....."

So sorry for your loss... I get you, it’s hard to lose someone you love. We’ve all been through it, and there will be ease. Anyways, and I’m sending you as much hugs as I possibly can. You’re never alone. Love you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[kavi ~he-him~]

We all love you Hals ❤️❤️

[Hallie]

Thanks a lot, guys! I really hate the situation I'm in right now, so it means a lot!

[Hallie]

I swear know 30 people here, and at least a thousand came here :/

[Hallie]

Well, I leave tomorrow.

[Hallie]

Oh crap I'm screwed!

[Hallie]

I didn't study at all.

[Hallie]

Highlights

I'm going insane here and keep talking to myself with everyone staring at me, so let me just write something to make myself less bored. So highlights of the three days.

• Obviously, extremely saddening because everyone loved grandpa. He was this really, really caring person and a good man. And he loved everyone a lot! Once my brother appeared in front of him without trimming his hair and shaving good beard, and grandpa gave him money thirty times the cost of the haircut in London. And he is always trying to feed me up with stuff that actually doesn't taste as bad as the rest of the food here, so.....

• Of course, the great crying scene I had to act out. Okay, okay, I find it hard to cry for dead people because I'm a morbid weirdo. We are talking about the person who spent her last trip reading all about murders and taking notes.

• My uncle suddenly sprained (?)(I'm not sure. I don't understand half the Welsh words and this term was one of them) right before the funeral and ended up in a lot of pain.

• His son, the youngest amongst all cousins, was never told about grandpa's death, so he had no clue what the hell was going on. He was so clueless and restless and didn't understand anything. He will probably start asking questions when he realizes that grandpa is missing.

• Games of ludo. Funerals are sad, but it's hard to cry day and night for three whole days, so we downloaded a game of ludo in multiples phones and kept playing that.

• This one is funny xP So some unknown number kept calling my cousin and the man who called spoke in some language none of us knew. It was during the night, and only she (refer to her as S2), my younger cousin (refer to her as M) and I were up in our room. She passed the phone to M when he called and they both confirmed that it wasn't Welsh that he was speaking. Then she gave it to me to check whether it's Irish, but nope. It wasn't French either because all three of us know that. So they prompted me to say 'Who are you?' He didn't reply but ended the call. He tried again and I picked it up and this time said, "Who exactly are you?" (I was tempted to say who the hell are you), and that guy freaked hearing my accent and never called again. Even my cousins were like, "Hallie scared him off with her posh accent! He must have thought we have a foreigner in our ranks." xD It was funny! Well, I am one, ain't I? I was born outside Wales.

• Um, I feel sick right now.....

The end.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm so sorry Hals :( *hugs*

[Hallie]

I feel sick :/

[princess maggie]

feel better hallie!

[Hallie]

Thanks!

This stupid travel sickness will never leave me, will it?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Get better soon Hals :( *hugs*

[Hallie]

Thank you!

[Hallie]

I have so many journals to stalk xD

[kavi ~he-him~]

yep XD

[Hallie]

😂😂😂😰

[May͛a]

I'm sorry for all that's happening :( Know that you are loved💜 p.s. I think I now know what would scare away the random strangers that dial my phone...thank you😂