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How do I hide from the Darkness inside?
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I love the song Throne by BMTHRemember the moment you left me alone and
Broke every promise you ever made
I was an ocean, lost in the open
Nothing could take the pain away
So you can throw me to the wolves
Tomorrow I will come back
Leader of the whole pack
Beat me black and blue
Every wound will shape me
Every scar will build my throne
The sticks and the stones that
You used to throw have
Built me an empire
So don't even try
To cry me a river
'Cause I forgive you
You are the reason I still fight
Welp. When another driver tries to run you off the road because you were driving the speed limit, don't flip them off, it makes it worse.
I've got scars from to many battles fought and wars lost. I fought for everyone else, shed blood and tears for people who weren't worth it. Lost friends and lovers along the way, all for just another inch
So apparently I am in fact flammable. Not to self, do not run through a bon fire on a bet for a dolla dolla bill yall
I want to ask questions but I'm also afraid of the answers to that comment
Haha go for it Pindie ask anything you want
haha I think it had something to do with wondering what led you to believe you were immune to flame
The fact that I:a. Love fire, it's so warm and pretty
b. Was over it for all of 2 seconds
and c. It was raining
There is so much pain near where I live, physical, mental, spiritual.... I wanna help but idk how
That moment that you find out, that someone close to you ended up in the hospital for cutting and overdosing...and you literally just want to cease existing
I don't understand humans. Time to become a bear.
No sleep + Monster x 4 + pizza +xbox with mah mates= KICK ASS DAY
Being a wolf at heart mean that the pack always comes first. Whether standing by them or protecting them. Lone wolves do not survive. The pack is strong.
I can't forgive and I can't forget, I can't cover these scars, or heal these wounds, it just doesn't work. When you come from nothing you wanna die for something, but theres nothing worth dying for. I can't haunt a house if it haunts me too, so burn it to the ground, cause I don't lose. Fuck your virtues, you lie and you mean it, with the writing on the wall but you just can't read it.
Your knife, my back, my gun, your head. Karmas a bitch and she never stops hunting
Can't hide from whats inside. How do I make it stop....
So I've come to the conclusion that the ones you'll take a bullet for, are often the ones holding the gun and pulling the trigger. Betrayal is one of the hardest wounds to heal, to close up, to grow with. It can simultaneously burn, and freeze. One thing I've found to replace it with. Rage.