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Jul 18, 2016 12:56PM
He shut the curtains over the windows to block the piercing light but winced at the sharp sound. "Damnit..." He whispered. He went into his closet and got dressed, then tossed her a shirt but he wasn't sure what she'd wear as bottoms
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"Ow." Kenzie winced as the sound hurt her head. When the shirt landed on her face she rolled her eyes and sat up. "Thanks." She said quietly then slowly pulled it on. She didn't know if it was better to wear his clothes or to wear her dress from the night before. Either way it would be obvious to anyone who saw her that she hadn't gone home.
Ian ran a finger through his wet hair and got a flashback of Kenzie's hands being tangled in it. He shook his head and looked at her, "You know what? If we've shifted, clothes won't be a problem." He said with a small chuckle. Honestly he preferred his wolf side, he could do or say what he wanted, go where he wanted, and was now starting to like the idea, "How about we spend the day with the actual pack today? Take a break from holding hands..." He suggested, looking down at her.
"That's not a bad idea actually." Kenzie said and looked over at Ian. She stood up from the bed and rubbed her head, still wearing his shirt. "You don't mind if I use your shower do you?" She asked him and gestured with her hand in the direction of the bathroom. She probably looked a complete mess after falling asleep with her makeup on and her hair down, since she wasn't at home the only solution was a shower.
Ian nodded and let her go then headed to the kitchen, the bottle of liquor still on the counter, he sighed and put it away, and started making breakfast. He was having a hard time even looking at her, it was weird and awkward... He didn't want it to be this way, but he just couldn't look at her the same way anymore, there weren't a supposed to be strings attached, but now there were plenty of strings and they were all tangled together.
Kenzie had no option but to use his shower gel and there was a part of her that loved smelling like him. The same part of her also loved seeing her dressed in his shirt. She groaned as she braided her hair and wrapped a towel around her waist since she didn't feel like wandering about in just his shirt. She walked out to the kitchen, following the smell of food.
Part of him loved seeing her in his shirt and a towel, the part of him he discovered last night. He mentally cursed because this meant part of him liked her, and he hated the thought. Quickly he shook the thought from his head, "Hope you're hungry." Ian stated and put some eggs, bacon, and hash browns on a plate for her.
"Oh thank you." Kenzie said as she took the plate from him. She was practically drooling over the delicious smells though the eggs did make her feel slightly queasy. She sat down at the table and quickly ate the eggs to avoid making herself sick from the smell. Her stomach growled impatiently as she paused to eat like a more civilised person after that.
After making himself a plate, Ian sat across from her, "Good?" He asked, picking up a piece of bacon. He still couldn't believe what had happened that night. He felt a bit weird but didn't let it show.
Kenzie nodded. "It's delicious." She complimented and then looked over at him. She bit her lip as she debated whether or not to bring up what had happened. "Are we gonna talk about last night or not?" She asked quietly.
Ian sighed softly and looked up at her, "We had sex." He said, finally out loud. "If for some reason you don't think you're okay, or you'd like to go to the doctor for any reason or concer, I'll take you." He raked his hair with his fingers, "It was..." He wasn't able to finish, "What else would you like to discuss?"
Kenzie bit her lip and then let out a breath she hadn't realised she was holding. "Okay. I guess not." She said quietly and shrugged. She didn't know what else to say so she went back to eating her breakfast. A moment she stopped and looked back at him. "Did we use protection?" She asked abruptly, going pale.
Ian rubbed the back of his head, "I don't know..." He admitted softly. Thinking through the fuzz that was last night, he never remembered a condom and it scared him. He suddenly lost his appetite. "I'll run to Walmart, get you some shorts and a pregnancy test..." He said and stood
Kenzie felt sick at what that could mean. "Yeah okay." She said quietly and gave a nod. She looked at Ian, terrified that she might be pregnant with his child. She had figured that this would happen at some point anyway because she had given up hope of getting out of this arrangement. But for it to happen so soon, before they were even married, just freaked her out. She pushed her plate away, no longer hungry.
Ian put on some actual clothes, "Do you need anything else?" He asked her, "Do you feel okay?" He seemed calm and relaxed, but he was panicking, if she were pregnant it would be his fault. His child... His responsibility...
"No. That's fine. Thanks." Kenzie told him. "I'm fine. Are you?" She asked and met his eyes briefly before looking away again. She stood up and cleared the table because she needed something to do before she freaked out.
"I don't know yet." Ian said honestly. "I'll be back." He said then left, planning on getting back as quickly as he could. On the drive there he let out his anger and frustration through shouting and cursing at himself for letting this happen.
Kenzie just nodded and let him go. When she heard the front door close. She put her head on her hands and groaned. "Idiot." She muttered and then stood up. She scrubbed at the dishes as she washed them, taking out her frustration on them.
((Maybe they get a false reading and think she's pregnant?))Ian had no idea what her size was so he found a size she thought she'd fit in and a test. On the way out, he decided to grab her a chocolate bar, he could use it as comfort or celebration. When he made it home he shut the door behind him, "Kenzie...?"
((I was about to ask what the result should be XD yeah that works. So it turns out positive but it turns it was wrong yeah? :3))Kenzie had moved to his living room and was curled up on his couch, scrolling through her phone as she tried to keep herself distracted. She got up and went to meet Ian when she heard him. "Yeah?" She looked at him and smiled a little, trying to appear calm about this. "Did you get it?" She asked him softly.
((Yea))Ian nodded and handed her the bag, pursing his lips, "Not sure what size you wear so I guessed on the shorts, but I'm sure everything everything else in there is right." He said with a small smile, trying to stay calm.
"Okay. Thanks." Kenzie said as she took the bag from him. She felt she should say something else but didn't know what to say so just turned and went to the bathroom. She locked the door and emptied the bag out, smiling at the chocolate bar. She opened the box, her hands shaking and causing her to drop the test on the floor. She cursed and picked it up again, reading the instructions on the box and then taking the test. She pulled the shorts on as she waited for a result, wondering if she should see the result with Ian or not.
Ian sat on the couch, then paced the living room, then sat back on the couch, he didn't know what to say, what to do, he was too scared.
Kenzie unlocked the door and walked out to find Ian, the test in her hand. "I can't look at it." She said as she held it out for him to take it from her. She hadn't seen the results yet though the waiting time was up. She also held out the leaflet with the explanation of what each result from the test meant.
Ian stood and walked over to her, pursing his lips, "Alright..." He said softly, "Let me see." He said nervously and carefully took the test and first looked at the test, then read the pamphlet. He took in a long breath and looked back at the test to double check, "Kenz..."
Kenzie looked up at Ian, waiting for his answer. "Kenz what?" She asked him, ignoring how much she loved hearing him call her that. She moved closer to him, needing to know what the result was.
Ian ran his fingers through his hair, "You're pregnant," he said softly, looking up at her. He set the test down, then opened his arms out for him.
Kenzie stepped into Ian's arms feeling numb. She didn't know what to think. Her head was spinning and she was shaking as she leaned against him. "Well shit." She whispered after a minute.
((I know we said it would just be a false alarm and if you still want to do that it's totally fine with me still but I had an idea if you wanna hear it :3))
((I'd love to!!!))Ian shook his head, "I'm so sorry...." He whispered to her, holding her to comfort not only her, but himself too. "This is all my fault, and I'm so sorry..." Not only would they have to marry eachother but they'd have to raise a child together... Their child... Now he knew there was no way out of this.
((So instead of it being a false alarm Kenzie is actually pregnant but a couple of months along she miscarries which while sad gives her and Ian something to really bond over and grow closer. Like I said if you wanna stick to your idea that's completely fine ^.^))
Kenzie looked up at Ian but couldn't find it within herself to be mad at him. "Hey, don't apologise. It's as much my fault as it is yours. I forgot too." She pointed out and gave him a small smile.
((No!!!!!! Yours is so much better!!!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!))Ian looked down at her and moved a strand of hair from her face. He had never been so dumb. He had never gotten a girl pregnant and of course the first one he did would be Mackenzie Evans. He'd never forgive himself. "Do we tell the pack...?"
((I'm glad you like it ^.^ ))Kenzie bit her lip as she thought about it. "Can we wait until after the wedding? Give me- us time to figure it out first." She stayed in his arms because it was strangely comforting. "And since we'll have to have the wedding fairly soon we won't have to wait that long." She added quietly.
Ian nodded and held her close, resting his cheek on top of her head. She was the only one he could go to for comfort because it was just a show for everyone else...
Kenzie wrapped her arms around him as he held her. Engaged and pregnant, and it had all happened in one night. She stood there with him for another few minutes before she stepped back and looked up at his face. "So are we wedding planning or are we hanging with the pack?" She asked softly.
Ian smiled, "the choice is yours." He said looking down at her, "Which would you rather do?" He asked her softly. He ran his fingers through her hair softly
Kenzie smiled back at Ian. "I would much rather hang with the pack." She told him honestly and then shrugged. "Though we've got more of an act to keep up with everyone else."
"Let's go run around for a bit, forget all of the stress and everything. Let's just enjoy ourselves." He encouraged and led her to his back yard which was big and open and led straight to the woods
Kenzie nodded and followed him, eager to forget about everything for a while. She walked outside, her hand wrapped around his and a smile crossed her face at all the open space.
Ian let go of her hand and transformed into a large wolf, his coat dark brown like the hair on his head. He looked at her, smiling with his eyes as he waited for her to join him.
Kenzie shifted moments after him and then stretched. She looked at Ian, a mischievous glint in her eyes. She nudged him playfully and then started to run, needing to get rid of all her pent up emotions.
A race? He asked, they spoke through their minds, it was actually pretty cool. You're on!!!! Ian laughed and chased after her
Kenzie just laughed and continued to run. When she heard him catching up to her and sped up. A race to where? She asked him when she realised she was just running and running with no destination in mind.
You're in the lead!!!! Ian insisted, But not for long!!!! he laughed, closing in, only a few paces from her now.
Kenzie laughed again and then risked a glance over her shoulder to see Ian catching up to her. She looked forward again, just in time to dodge out the way of a tree. The dodge though had made her slow down making it easy for Ian to take the lead.
Ian dodged the tree with a curse and laughed, quickly catching up. He got up in front and led the two of them to the clearing where the pack usually hung out.
Determined to win this race Kenzie sprinted the final distance though still lost. However due to her high speed when she tried to stop she skidded and crashed into Ian, sending him to the ground and landing on top of him.
Ian made it to the clearing and slowed down to a safe stop until Kenzie rammed right into him. Ian slid across the dirt with Mackenzie on top of him, Well damn, you don't have to be suck a sore loser!!! He joked
Sorry!! Kenzie squeaked as she looked down at him, panting heavily. The longer she lay on top of him the worse it looked but she couldn't helps but love being this close to him despite everything that had happened. I just couldn't stop quick enough. She explained without moving.
