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Jamie walked over to Issy with Isaac and smiled widely at her. "I love you so much." He said happily and then kissed the top of his wife's head.

She smiled happily as she watched him, letting him kiss her "I love you too."

Jamie was about to turn and tell Isaac the same when the little boy started crying loudly. Jamie winced and then started to calm Isaac down.

Issy looked at him again then at Isaac when he began to cry, she let Jamie try to sooth and calm him down first

Jamie tried to calm Isaac down but looked at Issy. "Am I doing this right?" He asked her, his eyes wide with worry when his son wasn't calming down.

She looked at him again with a smile, watching them. "It's ok, I'll take him. He's probably hungry." She said

Jamie nodded and then handed Isaac to Issy when he couldn't calm his son down. He frowned a little, feeling like he had failed as a father already.
((Hey just to let you know I'm going away tomorrow morning and won't be back until Wednesday. I probably won't be on at all as I'm not going to have wifi ^.^))

Zayne grinned a little more, watching her again, smiling more. "They have some good shops there too."
Issy gently took Isaac from him, cradling him and rocking him as she adjusted herself and got herself ready to feed him, his cries didn't stop until he was suckling on her breast. She glanced at Jamie again, knowing he felt bad. "Baby it's not you're fault."

Daniella grinned. "You know exactly what to say to make me happy." She said softly and giggled. "Does that mean we get to go shopping on this holiday?" She asked him.
Jamie nodded. "I know. I just feel like I'm not any good at this being a dad thing." He admitted and then sighed.

He chuckled a little and nodded "yeah, we will." He said and smiled "I hope you like it though." He said to her
She smiled again, gently kissing his chest when she could "I know baby but we've only been parents for a few days. We will get the hang out it soon enough."

Daniella grinned up at Zayne. "I'm sure I'll love it. Even without the shopping I'm sure I would love it." She told him and then kissed his cheek.
Jamie watched Issy and then slowly nodded. "Yeah I guess you're right." He murmured and then relaxed a notch. He just felt like a disaster for not being a good dad yet.

He looked at her with another grin, holding her hand gently too. "It'll be good." He said happily. So enough they were taking off and up in the air, flying high above.
She smiled more, looking at her little baby boy I her arms as she fed him, smiling when he relaxed and stopped all whinning.

Jamie watched Issy. "So what now?" He asked once Isaac was done feeding and was no longer whining. He pushed his hand through his hair as he tried to relax a little more.

Issy continued to watch their son before she fixed herself and burped him then looked at Jamie "umm I really don't know, try relax, try get use to not having him in my belly."

Jamie nodded and then held his hands out to hold Isaac. He felt so confused about what he needed to do. Before it had been about Issy and looking after her but now they also had a baby. Who did he focus on more? How did he look after his son? He was realising that he didn't know anything about babies and that thought was scaring him.

Issy was gently patting his back to help him finish burping then she smiled at Jamie, she looked at Isaac "do you wanna go to daddy?" She asked quietly as she handed him over to Jamie.

Jamie took Isaac and cradled him against his chest. "I don't have a clue how to do anything." He murmured as he watched his son start to fall asleep on his chest.

Issy smiled softly as she stepped closer and watched him, "you're doing a perfectly fine job." She said, kissing Jamie cheek gently as she leaned up. "I don't know what I'm doing either." She said

Jamie sighed and looked up at Issy. He gave her a small smile. "He's so small. I feel like I'm going break him just by holding him." He whispered as he looked back his son.

Issy smiled at Jamie then looked at Isaac "I know he's tiny.. But he will grow quickly." She mentioned "you won't break him."

Jamie moved and sat down in the nearest chair, still holding Isaac close to him. "Yeah I guess." He murmured and chewed his lip worriedly.

She went and took a seat with him, smiling some more "you're doing great babe."

Jamie watched Isaac. "I'm just holding him. He's the one falling asleep." He pointed out and then gave Issy a smile. "He looks like you when he's tired." He told her softly.

Issy smiled again and looked down at her little boy "oh he's so adorable.." she said happily "yeah but he still looks a lot like you."

Jamie smiled at Issy. "Yeah I guess." He said softly, a slight pride to his voice. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to his son's head and then rocked him gently.

She smiled at him again. Kissing his cheek "you're good with him."

Jamie looked to Issy. "You think so?" He asked and smiled a little. He felt like he was awful. Sure he could rock his son to sleep but that was it really. It made him feel a lot better hearing the compliments from Issy.

Issy smiled with another nod "yes baby, I can see it." She said "you're really good.. Don't doubt yourself." he said

"I'm trying not to but I'm scared I'll mess up. He's so dependant upon us, upon me. I gotta get it right." Jamie explained to her and then sighed a little.

Issy smiled softly "I know baby, I understand and I'm nervous about this whole experience too but we can't worry too much."

Jamie nodded a little. "I'm gonna go put him to bed." He told her softly and then walked out the room to take him up stairs.

Issy nodded as she watched him, letting him go ahead to put Isaac to sleep. "Can we cuddle when you get back?" She asked while he walked upstairs.

Issy nodded as she watched him, letting him go ahead to put Isaac to sleep. "..."

Jamie took Isaac upstairs and tucked him in before leaving the room quietly and going back to join Issy. "We can always cuddle." He answered her question and sat down on the couch, holding his arms open for her.

Issy smiled happily as she waited for Jamie, she was so lucky to have him back and to even be back home. There was never a thought in her mind during those years when she was banned that she would return. But here she was. Issy looked at him and moved over into his arms, smiling so happily. "He's ok?"

Jamie wrapped his arms around Issy and pressed his face against her hair. "He's fast asleep and if we're lucky he will be for a while." He told her and then pressed a kiss to the top of her head.

Issy smiled more and giggled as she watched him, she rest her back gently against his chest and got comfy into his arms. "Now we can finally relax." She said, sighing deeply with a slight relief she could relax

Jamie nodded. "Maybe get a nap too." He suggested with a smile as he leaned back in his seat with her.

She nodded softly to him, closing her eyes gently "yeah, a nap sounds fabulous." She said

Jamie smiled and reached up to pull the blanket from the back of the couch down over Issy. "Get some rest baby. Who knows when he'll next be asleep." He teased.

She smiled with a nod, looking up at him as she changed her position, laying down on the couch with her head in his lap. "I know babe."

Jamie let her move so that she was comfortable and gently stroked her hair. "Sleep baby." He told her again and smiled lovingly at her.

She smiled softly and lovingly up a him. "You need to sleep too, please rest." She said

Jamie smiled. "I will. Don't worry." He reassured her and played with her hair. He made sure the blanket was covering her body and that she was comfortable lying there. He would be able to sleep more often than her purely because he couldn't feed Isaac and therefore wouldn't have to get up in the middle of the night to do so. So his rest wasn't quite as vital as hers at this point.

She looked at him again then closed her eyes, trying to go to sleep, feelig very warm and cozie like that with him

Jamie watched as Issy fell asleep with her head in his lap and smiled lovingly down at her. He then closed his eyes and fell asleep himself.